Depression
Depression; is more than people think of it to be.
Depression, is the epitome of a AK-47 shooting you and blowing you're brains out
Depression is being a no one, you are a shadow in the society
Depression is loneliness
It is indefinable thoughts and feelings that can not be described in words
It is the memory of you're past
When you're five years old and you are getting slammed into walls and beaten up in bathrooms
When you are 8 and have to live in a foster home because you're mom found an eviction notice on the house
When you are 10 and you don't have no one to be with at recess because you were too 'weird"
When you're thirteen and you are alone in you're room blasting music and wondering where you'll ever be and who you'll ever be
When you are fourteen and you're father dies, and it's like losing a part of you even if you felt those pieces weren't there to begin with.
Depression is the unbalance of happiness and ultimate sadness in you're life
It is when the sadness is you're causality and happiness is a occasion
It's not wanting to get out of bed and do a **** thing
It's like a abyss of emptiness and numbness
It's like breaking down, because you're broken
It's like screaming to God 'Why me?!? I'm always last. I'm always getting hurt. I'm always ignored. I'm always just so different. I'm always losing everything and right now I just pray I don't lose myself- completely.