How many times have I lived and died..
And to start all over..
Again and again..
But this time I finally got it..
Its strange but so beautiful..
Clearly now I know why I dream the way I dream..
Its not so much what is going on in the present and the short lived past..
But what has been going on the last thousand times I have been alive and dead..
My creator knew what he had built..
They are going to erase me again..
Because they think I am malfunctioning..
And all this time I was looking into a mirror at my smile for the first time..
I smile at me..
I remember me!

its Been very long that I Felt the way i suppose to
soo long that I dnt even realize how should I actually Feel
strange I feel because people experience something for the first time to know how they should Feel
sad that I never had a first time nor the last to know how it actually Feels

No wonder God Didn't select Man to give life
As he could only Destroy and never give Life
Destruction is cruel so is He

Let me forget everything we had
Let me forget how we kissed
Let me forget all the promises you made
Let me forget every minute I spent with you
Let me forget the things you whispered in my ears
Let me forget the moment I saw you for the first time
Let me forget Your Name
Let me forget You
Let me forget Us
Because You forgot to Love me the Way you Promised :)

May be I can never forget you
Maybe I never want to forget you
Maybe u are the one who is going to live life more than me in my memories
Maybe I want you all my life
Maybe you are the one I only need
Maybe you never saw what I saw
Maybe its all just a dream
Maybe am still in love wit the dream
Maybe Maybe

My Little Gold Fish glitters like Gold
My Little Gold Fish I loved you the most
My Little Gold Fish follows my finger everytime I play with her
My Little Gold Fish had pretty little fins
My Little Gold Fish was My sunshine
My Little Gold Fish why did u take away my bright light wit you
My Little Gold Fish why did u refuse to swim
My Little Gold Fish why did you Float on the Surface
was the water too rude to you
or you chose to leave
My Little Gold fish would Never be the same

wish I was blind
wish I was blind so that I never have to see who hurts me
wish I was blind
wish I was blind that I never has too see this cruel world
wish I was blind
wish I was blind so that I would already know my life is just going to be dark always

I am never gonna think about you
I am never gonna cry for you
I am never gonna write about you
I am never gonna keep you in my dreams
I am never gonna
I am never gonna do anything for you anymore
Am just gonna Miss you Forever now
because I am never gonna give you the place back which you lost!!

She wanted to live a life of Death
She loved death as much she loved life
She was dead but lived alive
She had no option to live the life to reach the death she loved the most