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  Mar 2015 Livingdeadgirl
DC raw love
I now live deep within a cold hole
which I dug through the travesties of my life
I can  now only look in one direction
Which is up, do to my narrow life
I can scream but no one can hear me
My voice can only travel so far, my hole is deep
I can no longer climb, my fingers now nubs
From pointing out everyone else's problems
My own thought process, is who I blame
Again, I find myself not accepting the situation
Is there any getting out or is it just to deep
God will no longer listens from what I am told
My heart saddens because I am close to only one
The one I do not want to accept, who smiles lightly
I can only seek an angel of hope, I hear they have wings
Can one actually flutter down my hole and lift me

Again I will try
I hear an angel will only come through prayer
I have heard of prayer
Yet, I do not know how to pray

I pray,
God help me
Send me someone with wings
Your angel
Send two
My burdens are heavy

AMEN
  Mar 2015 Livingdeadgirl
DC raw love
So close
Yet so far
Trust in you
I seek in me

Another day
A  new clue

A heart ache
A heart break
A let down

What you do
What you say
What you mean
Is different

The hope
The dreams
The lies
The feelings

Everyday I look
For something new
In you

A sign
A belief
A glimpse

Can you
Will you
Ever

Change
  Mar 2015 Livingdeadgirl
DC raw love
Get down off your thrown
Your feelings are now torn

From the love you brought
From the times you saught

For you have hurt many
With your fake loving heart
Livingdeadgirl Mar 2015
I'm young, just wanting to express myself freely. I write to let my feelings go, I read to feel the feelings of others. I love to sing, listen to music, and writing anytime I can. In real life I'm not always social. Online, my soul is set free. I want to know what people think, truthfully, of my writings. I'm an awkward 17 yr old girl, that can play rough like the boys. I'm me.... though not sure who that is yet....
if you want to know me, or if you're not sure, ask.
Little by little,
The colors of the fair are going to finish
One day,
It will be the end
  Of all the vagary

Slow decay of the days
This known Spring afternoon
  Turn to be fading
  Tired
Going to be end

Who has left thy love
Thy hide all secrets in the heart
Days have lost within the days
Getting the path between the path

On what hope,
Loved to Back
And what means
   The life
   Family
Two days of this world
  One day you come
  One day you go
Know the hearts who are loving
   Singing
   Going

On what for her mind cry
She who left her mind
In half of the way
How She grabs all the demands!
Whatever words She departed
In the Songs of despair

So Mind Say
Who is where
Who is for whom
Thy know
Not Anybody else
Passing the every moment
   Alienating  
   Loveless
   Mysterious

Such a colorful world
   Growing
   Glittering  
But this known Spring afternoon
  Turn to be fading
  Tired
Slow decay of the days
Growing to fade your face
Going to be End

@Musfiq us shaleheen
decay of days

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Livingdeadgirl Mar 2015
I am....
trapped...
inside my mind
I dont know what it is
there is beauty in front of me
I see it
I reach my hand out....
but stop.....
I look at my scarred and marred hand
I think of all i have done
the fighting
the torment that I put myself through
I know I do it
but I cant seem to stop it
but I stop myself now
how can I ever hold anything beautiful
because I know what that beauty is....
it's love....
but I'm too scarred
I seem to scare everyone away
because they see the scary part of me.....
I dont mean to show it
it just comes out
though I want to hide that part of me
that beastly part that hurts
I try to keep people close
that I want to protect.....
if they'd let me protect them
I've had to stand strong
and I do....
when I can....
but I break down, I just wait for noone to be around to see....
I hide but then I come back and stand strong once again
even if I just want to break down again...
I dont know what's left
so I ask
what's next?
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