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Jun 30 · 59
bituin
Jasmine Jun 30
nakita ko ang mga litrato mo kasama ang mga kaibigan mo
minsan napaisip ako kung bakit hindi mo ako kayang pagbigyan
kung bakit ayaw **** bumiyahe ng ilang kilometro papunta sa akin
at napag-isipan ko ng mabuti na tapos na pala tayo
nasa ibang pahina ka na kung saan hindi na kita maabot pa
kaya bakit bumalik ka pa kung iiwanan mo nanaman ako ulit?
Jun 9 · 44
Untitled
Jasmine Jun 9
Do you ever felt nothing towards someone? Even when you knew that person for a long time but somehow it doesn't feel the same. That's how i feel about you although I do think about it sometimes. I think about how your eyes creases but it's funny because I don't know anything about you. I wish had more time with you because to me you are like a life to a party even when you're barely there in the dim light.
for the past couple of days i was so sad and decided to post whatever this is. i even went out to eat something late at night which is unlike me. i feel like im an explosion waiting to burst in a second and just die happy. being alive is so tiresome and scary. falling in love is even worse that makes me wonder about you all the time. it makes me a different person that i absolute despise every time.
Jasmine Dec 2023
take me to mars
where the stars align
where we're far away

take me to mars
hold me in your arms
hold me as if you're losing me

take me to mars
let's pretend we have a lifetime to spare
let's pretend you would want to be with me

take me to mars
and tell me you need me at some point
you couldn't breath without me.
Oct 2022 · 56
hold you close
Jasmine Oct 2022
I don't think you understand
how lost I am without you
how crazy I am going for months
only to hold you close.
Oct 2022 · 71
august
Jasmine Oct 2022
seasons have changed
you were someone I didn't know who could make me happy.
Jun 2020 · 52
its ok
Jasmine Jun 2020
my hands were trembling as i compose a message for you
deep inside of me was a coward hiding in fear that needed you
that afternoon was a hot day that my hands were clammy oddly
i finished my last message to you to bid my last goodbye at last.

i didn't dare to look at my phone while waiting for you
i couldn't take the pain if you were to ignore me that day
i knew you well that i was expecting you would've seen it
after a few hours that turns into midnight i finally look at it.

you told me you were the wrong person that i looked for
but that's a lie if you were the wrong person then where are you?
i knew you didn't wanted me anymore like a used toy
you're always the saint that i once knew back then.

and you will always be as long as i can remember you
you know i knew something inside of you changed you
you weren't the same person i loved back then i just knew it
but it's okay if you don't love me anymore even before.
Jan 2020 · 42
hi
Jasmine Jan 2020
hi
if you're reading this thank you
you took the time to read this
i want to say hi to you
i don't have anything to say.

i just wanted to talk to you
it made me happy
even though it was a short moment
you made my day.

am i pathetic for saying this?
i spent my last day with no one
this empty room im in
all i could hear are my echoes.

don't say sorry at all
i'm okay
i'm doing fine
goodbye.
in the end i didn't get to tell you how much i cherished you.
Nov 2019 · 78
my love in november
Jasmine Nov 2019
as the months passes by
i could feel my heart ache
searching for love in someone’s hands
they give me a handful of lies.

why do i keep hurting?
why didn’t they notice?
am i someone who's hated by everyone?
tell me is there something wrong with me.

i fell asleep as soon as i kept asking these questions of mine
and maybe that's for the better that i would close my eyes
blinded by their kindness that didn't seem to be true
forever in a state believing in people who threw me away.

found love in a painful way
found love that terribly hurts
found love that kills me
my love in november is truly a bliss.
i wrote this because people kept hurting me. they obviously doesn't know that they make me wanna die.
Sep 2019 · 100
Another Lie
Jasmine Sep 2019
It starts with a simple hello
Until you didn’t respond anymore
Why do you have to make me believe in you?
A warmth feeling turns to cold winter.

I wonder to myself what was wrong
The only I came up with is myself
Everything about me is wrong
It hurts as if you told me.

I try so hard to live this fantasy of mine
But whenever reality wakes me up
Telling me that you don’t want me
Until I stopped talking to you anymore.

You are a lie that continues to hurt me
A lie that at the same time makes me smile
A ******* lie that I wanted to believe in
It’s time for me to finally leave everything behind.
Sep 2019 · 119
I left
Jasmine Sep 2019
Did you think that it was easy to leave you?
You know that you’re the only thing that makes me happy
No matter how many times I make you believe I was
You ended up believing a lie that you made up.

Several nights I didn’t get to sleep peacefully
As if you put a spell on me that holds me as a prisoner
Why? Do you have to give up on me?
You know that after everything I might just run after you.

Why did you finally close that **** door?
The door that leads to your precious heart
That once loved me, who believed I was the nice guy
Well you might as well wake up from this horrible dream.

I want to tell you how bad I missed you
Yet my words crumpled like a paper
I have to go though even if I want to stay
Because in the end it will ruin us.
May 2019 · 106
Blanket
Jasmine May 2019
I'm wrapped with baby blue blanket
beneath it there is underlying sadness
It seems like I rather stay in it for a day
or maybe a month or a year or a decade.

I can't escape from this chains called you
I don't even wanna remember your name
In the end this love of mine will **** me
I have to get away from myself.

I always thought that I needed you
Didn't think you would be the one who broke me
I must be an idiot for calling you for months
And you didn't even pick up the **** phone.

It was a mistake for me to call this love
I was sick and I needed you to be there
You left me with my broken pieces
Maybe I shouldn't blame you at all.
I'm feeling so depressed at the moment
So here's a poem made by myself
Probably a ****** one so i apologize.
May 2019 · 107
Dear Friend
Jasmine May 2019
I'm scared of you
Yet you hold of me
As if you wanted me
You made me realize.

The world is scary
You made it okay
My scars are showing
You kiss the pain away.

You hold my hand
I let go of yours
You look at me
You suddenly smiled.

Never thought I would smile
You made my life a little special
You create a world for u and me
You are definitely my dear friend.
I know my poem is crap but i woke up and a new friend just came and knocking on my door telling me I wont be alone for long.
Apr 2019 · 95
beautiful girl
Jasmine Apr 2019
you don't know how you make me happy
you don't know how you make me cry
you don't know how you put bruises on my skin
after all this time you don't know how i hurt.

i longed for your love
yet you made feel i wasn't worthy of it
your love is what i live for
you are the sole reason why i'm here.

didn't knew a beautiful girl like you
can paint pain into my eyes
didn't knew you can hurt me
for i believed you were my cure to my sadness.

beautiful girl you are
yet can **** me to death
didn't knew you can destroy me
by your cruel hands.
Apr 2019 · 335
my blood
Jasmine Apr 2019
don't i mean anything to you?
just a little bit
don't i deserve some love from you
why won't you look at me?

i been hurting for all these years
yet you let me go from your embrace
all i ever wanted was you
yet you say nothing at all.

don't i made you happy?
did i made you feel unloved?
i gave you all my heart
yet even though i cry blood you still let me go.

don't i deserve you?
i made you happy
yet it wasn't enough doesn't it
wasn't enough to make you feel loved.
Apr 2019 · 116
What Everybody Thinks Of Me
Jasmine Apr 2019
I look at myself in the mirror in front of me
I can see a girl who always lies to herself
I can see her bleed until she collapsed
Yet no one was willing to help.

I didn’t want myself to suffer from so much pain
Yet it was something that kept me alive until now
This emotions that dwells inside of me
Burst like a firework waiting to be seen.

No one noticed how sad I am
How much I wanted them to notice me
That the pain inside of me was overwhelming
I just wanted to give up the act.

I couldn’t let myself to be a failure
I couldn’t cry as much as I want
I can’t breathe even though I needed it
In the end they thought I was doing fine.

— The End —