Your eyes
Make me weak
Your eyes
Make me scared to tell the truth
Your eyes
Can bring me to my knees
I don't know why
Baby, your eyes
Are the window to your soul
If I fail to see the truth
Your eyes
Tell me everything
I need to know

I feel the snow on my body
As I stare into the sun
Like a fresh breath of air
With rain on my face
You are all seasons at once
Like a storm you shook me
But kept my feet on the ground

Ive come to realize
That with everytime you turn away
You fade
My heart aches
But only for a moment
I will not sink ;
I will stay alive

I'm scared to face another day
Without you
I wouldn't know what to do
I'm scared you'll find someone else
Will she take my place
That's something I couldn't face
Could she give you all you need
And everything you want
'Cause that's something that I can't
Will you forget me
Or will you not
That's what scares me the most of all

As my tears fall down
My pillow gets wet
I think about you and try to remember
the lines on your face
The smell and touch of your hands
As you slightly move along my skin
Why did you just waste it
Like it meant nothing more to you then a sad song
When you're happy

Why is it that birds live so freely
Why do roses smell so good
Why do swans only have one partner
Why are children so happy
When we live inside a cage we cannot see?

Scars will not heal
Or fade away
Like a burning flame
They get their life from disaster
Surroundings take control
And take over our feelings
We cannot deal with it
In any other way
So we let them flow
Wherever they will go

I live in this misery
Everything is so different
I feel as if it just passes me by
I need more time
To figure it all out
This indifference
Is killing me
This pain
Is thriving trough me
I come to you
With heart and soul
Looking for the answer
I leave without much more
How can I feel alive?

How long will I need you
Every day I long for you
I need you near
I need your embrace
Your softness is sweet
Like flowers in spring
I long for your touch
So delicate on my body
I miss you with every breath I take
I see your eyes in mine
As my heart breaks

How long will I love you
No day goes by without thinking of you
I need your lips on mine
I need you to catch me
Whenever I fall
I want you to be there
Even if I fail
I see you far away
As I shatter into pieces

Do you deserve this
I ask myself
The problem is
That you don't
Nobody does
I am so sorry
I wish I could change it
But I can't
Should I leave
Should I stay
Should I go
I can't put you through this misery
I can see that it breaks you
Just remember
It breaks me too

I want to leave
But I want to stay
I can't choose
Between the pleasure
And the pain
I am chained to you
You are my rock and cliff
You hold me steady
But like a revolver
You knock me out

You make me drown;
Even on my darkest days
You are my light
I envy the air you breathe
For always being with you
I taste the words you speak
As sweet as a symphony
I feel the way you walk
Slowly across the room
It reminds me of every second
I want to spend with you

You smell like sleep
I can see your hair point different directions
Your eyes are almost open
Your hands are soft as cotton

It feels almost as if im dreaming
As the sun shines through the window
We hide under our sheets
Gently touching

I feel your tenderness
As you caress me over my body
I feel the need to giggle
As i get goosebumps on my belly

I don't know what I want
I need to be alone
Maybe for good
Is there no turning back?
How long will it last
I really don't know
Will I keep losing track?
It cuts me like a knife
How come it hurts so much
Isn't it what I want?
I really want to love you
And give you what you deserve
The only problem is
I can't

Why do I need convoncing
When I have it all in front of me
Why does it feel like a catastrophe
When this disaster makes me whole
I know there are pieces missing -
Trapped inside your soul

You never talk anymore
How come it doesn't mean anything
Why do you keep running
And leave me in the dark
Are you done?
I wish you would say something
I'm trapped inside my mind
Can't leave it alone
Where did you go?
Come back to me, please

We are not dead yet
Even if it feels so
I cannot breathe
My lungs are collapsing
When will this be over

We are not dead yet
Even if you think so
I cannot think clear
My mind is racing
Is it over soon?

We are not dead yet
As you can see
My pulse is slowing down
I shed a little tear
Now it is over- i am free

You make me write my pens dry
There's nothing else
To write about
I think of how you
Made me smile
Each hour of the day
I remember how you
Made me cry
Once in a while
As time went by
I think of what you put me through
With you I'll write my pens dry

There aint no words in this world
To describe you
You make me speechless
Just a simple word from you
Can change everything
I search for you
You left me with the perfect heartbreak
And you cant take the ache
Out of heartache

This is the time
To say goodbye
This time it wont hurt
To part our ways
This is not the time
To say we're sorry
Never has it felt better
Just to leave
Don't look back
Don't regret
Everything will be okay in the end

Will it take me years
to get over you;
Will it take me a lifetime
To  forget you;
I can write books about
My feelings for you
They grow each day
Just like flowers do
It would take me a day
To say that i love you
But only a second
To come back to you

Anywhere
It doesn't matter
As long as I'm with you
I want to see the world
Through your eyes
And through your hugs

I want to be a part of
Everything you do
'Cause I can't be alone
I want to stay with you