I was jealous
I had no right to.

I miss him
I have no right to.

I want to love him
I shall not have the right to.

And so I left...

Had I've known
silence were your
warning signs..

I wouldn't had let
myself drowned
by my loudest pain.

for while I shed my silent cries
you quietly cut deep wounds within.

Neither of us
had given a warning sign

And perhaps that's the reason
why we both ended
with aches and scars.

I have not forgotten you
I could never forget the ocean
If you are the ocean
I am the skeleton lying on the bottom
I am the lifeless mess
Broken next to a love boat ship wreck
I am drowned and crowned in shame
Buried in the consequence of all of my mistakes
I have not forgotten you
Your ocean voice is clear in my mind
I only have one question
Have you left the corpse of my love behind?

Maybe the reason why we feel lonely is the same reason why we were happy.

Mine was
and will always be

You.