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4.5k · Dec 2013
Let’s run away together
LETITFXRING Dec 2013
Let’s run away together
Just you and me.
Leave everything behind
We’ll start something new.
Don’t be scared,
Just trust me
And I’ll show you the world.

I've never stop loving you
Every day that goes by
All I do is think about
Your imperfections
Because that’s the thing
I love most about you.

Take my hand
& Come with me and you’ll see
The change in you and me

Close your eyes and imagine
A place where you
Wish to be
And I’ll take you there
. . .
Let’s run away together
And travel the world
. .
Its okay to feel
Scared

&
Its okay if you say no
My feelings for you won’t
Change

So lets just take it slow

At the end
It’s all up to you
1.8k · Nov 2014
BOOKMARK
LETITFXRING Nov 2014
Weeks gone by                                          
And I still miss you                                  
Every day                                                  
           ­                                                       
I feel so empty
My heart aches
& the tears won't
Stop flowing down

You knew the little things about me            
& when we talked                                    
We always seem to                                  
Pick up where we left off                          

I don't know if I could ever
Close the book
& leave it on a shelve
As it ages

So much memories                  
& yet I can't no longer            
Write in it because                  
Things changed and                
Your day came quick

The page where we'd
Left off will
Forever be on hold
& the bookmark remains
I miss you Blake ♥
R.I.P
1.6k · Jan 2015
Too much Love
LETITFXRING Jan 2015
The girl that loved  so hard,
She ended up to be  broken
Yet so loving still
1.6k · Apr 2014
Winnie Mandela
LETITFXRING Apr 2014
The harder they try to silence me
The louder I become

Winnie Mandela
My favorite line she once said
It's just so Breath taking to me
1.5k · Aug 2014
My Fear
LETITFXRING Aug 2014
I sometimes wonder
If the person I love
Will leave without
Leaving a mark

That's when  the silence
Would ring in my ear the loudest,
Making my heart the heaviest
It could ever be


Having a lot of questions that only
He could answer
Having tears that run down your
Face while your in shock
That emptiness that fills your
  heart
& mind
In such a way it makes you  weak
Weak  in a way that destroys
The person you was with
**Him
Writing this made me sad
Talking to Kendell (best friend) and he told me
He misses this girl that left without leaving a mark
So I started to write & came up with this | 8.13.14
1.4k · Mar 2014
Daffodils
LETITFXRING Mar 2014
Today is the first day of spring
I can’t wait to see my favorite flowers
**Bloom
I'm so happy that the snow is almost gone, I love flowers
1.3k · Jan 2015
INSOMNIA
LETITFXRING Jan 2015
I  will dream with my eyes open when
N* ight comes
S eeing things I don't see when I do sleep
O ver analyzing the littlest things and
M aking up poems after poems
N ot mattering how late
I t is,
A nd I can't help but  
*--write--
When I'm most active to write,
1.3k · Dec 2013
I Want To Be Happy
LETITFXRING Dec 2013
I played her some songs I like;
She asked "why I like sad songs?"
I told her "because I like the lyrics"
Then she asked me if I'm sad
And I said "yes a little bit".
She said "why"
And that question made me
Even feel sadder.
I just told her "I don't know"
But in my head I knew
I just didn't want to tell her
I felt she was too young to know
Too young to know that
I got my heart broken
Into Pieces by this
Guy I thought really loved me
I still feel sad because
It hurts me a lot
And I live in this state where
He didn't do any of it.

That it's all a dream
And soon I'll wake up
And realize it isn't real
And in another world
I still feel that were together

I'm still stuck on Him
And I don't know what to do
I want to cry but no matter
How hard I try
Tears won't come out.
As if I ran out of tears
Or as if there's a wall holding it
All back.
I'm scarred

If I listen to happy songs will I be happy?
If, so please let my ears listen and
Fill my heart with happiness and good
With positive thoughts
And hoping to live another day without
Thinking about my broken heart
My thoughts scream and shout
Inside of my head
And I'm walking around
With a broken heart.
I was shocked
Yes. Because it hit me
With Irony
So I laughed a little bit
And cried some

I always had my doubts
I was just too ****
Stupid not to put it all together
Soon enough.
I seen and heard things
That made me think
Negative.
I assumed he was seeing or doing something else
With another girl
My gut was right
Something I Ignored
And I went along with my life
I should have trusted my gut
It was right all that time

He showed me all the right signs
And I was blinded
Because I wanted to be wrong
October 9 of this year
I wrote my true feeling down
I wrote how I really felt
And I couldn't tell him about it
Because I told him I'll never bring it
Up ever again

So I kept my word.
It was bottled up inside of me
I couldn't tell anyone
I didn't want them to judge me
I didn't want to hear negative
Things towards my feelings
I thought no one would ever understand me
I felt alone
I would cry and carry on
And cry some more
Until I just
Read it in his presence
And afterwards I
Spilled out everything.
All the things I had bottled up inside
Of me.
I spoke my mind that day.
And I felt closure.
Then Again I don't
Think closure is the right word

I was hurt
And tears were rolling down
My face and my tears
Were blinding me
And I took a napkin
And wiped them away

He never knew how I truly felt
Most of the time
But my words that day
I spilled out everything
That I had in my mind
He felt the same as I did
And
When I would cry in secret sometimes
I didn't want anyone else
To know I'm crying
Because I had so much bottled up
My heart would cry with me
When I'm sad.
And all those times I felt sad
He finally felt what I've felt

I just want to scream.
Let it all out. . .
Out what, you'll ask
& I'll say
This pain I carry on me
This burden
This thing I feel that lives
Inside of me.
It’s attacking me from the inside
Wanting to get out
Wanting to be free into
The Atmosphere
Where it would be free
Nothing less and nothing more
Just free

I felt times where I wanted to be free
From this sadness
Called depression
That he brought upon me

And now

I close my eyes, thinking
To myself
This is real and I have to except it
But I don't want to
And this is when I want to scream
Because I don't want to except it

I just don't
It's just so hard for me
I never thought this would happen to me
My heartaches. . .

So. . . . .

Play me some songs of happiness
Because I want to be happy.
1.2k · May 2014
MIRROR
LETITFXRING May 2014
Make m e  beli ev e
I'm b e a u t i f u l beca use I b elie ve I' m n o t
Regretting you g et in side my h e a d wit h eve rythi ng you e v er sa id
Regretting the th ings I di d to cha nge m yself
Ove rt hin kin g; A nd
Reme m ber ing eve ryt hing I we nt th rou gh
He made into a monster
And there are cracks
Because the many times
I've looked at myself
1.0k · Mar 2015
Perfectionist
LETITFXRING Mar 2015
Every  Canvas  has a bit of  You
-Always-
My brush is always ready
To  glide
With such  Vivid Details
**You would almost believe its real
Unfinished piece
975 · Nov 2014
I'm Falling in Love
LETITFXRING Nov 2014
I look at the  Sky
I look at the  Moon
I look at the  Stars
And all I do is think about You
When your not with me
Wishing to kiss You
Under the Moon,
Look into your eyes
Until You look back into mine,
And wishing I could spend more time
With You
In the cold freezing night
Watching airplanes fly above
**Us
I'm Falling in Love with the Night
& what it brings
873 · Sep 2016
She's a Blessing
LETITFXRING Sep 2016
there would be more to her name
meaning of bliss
that the days to come meant more days to feel more alive with the sunsets and excitement through process of learning
that each principle is taught only to help her grow as a person within herself. Within others.
that she will grow to love herself as her own being
love her skin and everything she came with

J.oy
869 · May 2014
Someone's Secret
LETITFXRING May 2014
Don't ever be
Someone's
**Secret
5w
863 · Sep 2016
Stimulus
LETITFXRING Sep 2016
The love stained every piece of me
It was Silent and chaotic simultaneously
The love that I imagined was a
Sense of euphoria through out my entire self
Seeking every book every anything
So it can fill every part that hasn't been touch or seen
I began to write, paint
Soon afterwards I turned to drugs
Is when I've finally
Felt the change within my poetry 
Within my painting
You gave it color, you brought it to life
You are my Medicine
861 · Feb 2015
Unpredictable
LETITFXRING Feb 2015
Humans are very  unpredictable
So can you really say you know someone

**?
845 · Jul 2016
Acts of kindness
LETITFXRING Jul 2016
Acts of kindness come in disguise
They're surprises unexpected
That create smiles within yourself
The silence of words
That the measures are with gestures
836 · Jan 2015
ART
LETITFXRING Jan 2015
ART
For all the times we looked up
We ended up making our own Picture
And it ended up to be
The most beautiful canvas ever made
                                   
Its amazing how our minds can create
Something so small or big
And have a deep connection to someone
You never met
*!
art- the expression or application of human creative skill and imagination, typically in a visual form such as painting or sculpture, producing works to be appreciated primarily for their beauty or emotional power.
830 · Jan 2016
wind -  - waves
LETITFXRING Jan 2016
not opposites but halves

let me remind you
I love you for you
I love the way you are when your with me
building a safe home
for us both 
that one day we can 
see the world
that one day we can
make love
that with every full moon
that passes
I miss you more 
that when I see you it feels like I was waiting for the moon again
that within each day I dont see you
you are missed dearly
and I want you to know that
were each others halves instead of opposites
because you help me grow
within myself and with you
as the skies start to create wonders my mind expands filling it with more stars
and clouds and airplanes
with new destinations to help us grow within ourselfs within each other as well
each cracked smile whenever I think of you 
is great, elation just fills my whole canvas including my brain that above all your my King, you make me happy even when your not with me
that the misses are compared to the next full moon 
no matter if its just 48 hours
I never want you to forget my love, our love 
I have for you and we have for each other
within the eyes
the canvas is painted in the most beautiful way
that every brush and mark
came with patience and love

And so with every wave is made of the wind
you  -  wind
  i     -  wave
LETITFXRING May 2014
I'm scared that if he
Knows I cry
Most of the nights
He won't love me the same

He would look at me different

He'll think
I'm  too  weak
I'm  too broken
I'm  too sensitive
I'm  too depressed
I'm  too destructive

He'll think
I'm not the person he thought I was
That I'm everything but happy

& truly
I am

(Broken, Sensitive, & Depressed)
I just need time to heal
I need time to learn how to love myself
Step by Step

& just the thought that he might leave hurts
*& that scares me
May 15, 2014 | 11 PM
Diary,
Wrote this yesterday night before
I went to sleep
783 · Dec 2013
Stuck On You
LETITFXRING Dec 2013
I still haven't accepted it
Yet
I'm stuck
& suddenly life goes on
Without me
And I'm still here
Waiting
For things to be alright
Again. . . .
Like old times
You know?
739 · Jul 2015
REFLECTION | NOITCELFER
LETITFXRING Jul 2015
I see diffeRent
I no longer sEe
myselF,
Lost
within Every
inCh looking up at
The mirror and
wantIng
tO scream until the pieces fell
uNto the floor, as I try to find myself
727 · Jan 2015
Ocean
LETITFXRING Jan 2015
The way he talks reminds me
Of the Ocean
Because its so in
*Depth
719 · Mar 2014
Blinds
LETITFXRING Mar 2014
How come that
When your living life
You miss all the things
That are right in front
Of you?

You are blinded by it
So blinded that no matter
How hard you try
The blinds won't come off
And you start living your life
Built off with lies

& as time goes by
You start to see it
& the blind starts
To fade
& wondered how
Come you didn't
See it earlier
Wishing the blinds
Came off earlier
709 · Dec 2014
REFLECTION | NOITCELFER
LETITFXRING Dec 2014
Remembering
Every time I wish the mirror would just
Fall into pieces and shatter, I
Lost myself,
Every inch, wanting to
Cry because
The pain
I** felt within was so excruciating it
Opened my heart & pierced through,
Never had I screamed so hard
--looked in the mirror and didn't see myself but
someone else--
704 · Feb 2015
my heart
LETITFXRING Feb 2015
My heart continues to beat for the  seconds,
With all the  scars  it has
It continues to  love  
Because that's all it knows


                      ♥
697 · May 2014
blue
LETITFXRING May 2014
I ask her to describe her mood
By color
& she said*  *"blue"
& I asked her why she's sad
She responded


*"I'm not,
I just love the way the ocean makes me feel
I love the water
So therefore I'm blue"
Defining colors in a way it's different
692 · Apr 2014
Want | Need
LETITFXRING Apr 2014
The things that
She asked for
She never got

But the things that
God gave her
Was all she ever needed
April 13, 2014
670 · Oct 2014
Seeing you
LETITFXRING Oct 2014
Makes me
Die inside
Knowing we
Were something
Before
655 · Jul 2014
Eating Me Alive
LETITFXRING Jul 2014
I don't know what's eating me alive
More

Maybe its because I can't let go
Maybe its because I think TOO much
Maybe its because I don't like the way things are
Maybe its because I'm tired of waiting
Maybe its because I wish I had told you the words I had left to say
Maybe its because I wish I wasn't so shy
Maybe its because I don't love myself the way I wish I did


I don't know what's eating me alive
More


Every second that goes by thinking about you
Wanting to forget you


Or

**Regretting things I once felt was
Amazing
It feels like I'm losing a part of me
635 · Mar 2014
Absence | Silence
LETITFXRING Mar 2014
The
Absence
Hurts

The
Silence
Roars

Of
Everyday
Without
**You
10w
630 · Jan 2016
blue
LETITFXRING Jan 2016
I asked her to describe her mood by color
& she said "blue"
Then I asked her why she's sad
Responding
I'm not
I just love the way the ocean makes me feel
I love the water
So therefore "am blue"

Crashing waves
Washing away every color except for the mood I feel
As the sky,
Different hues of the waters
The sound is everything but still
Burning sun laying on my skin
Like the warmth of a hug,
So much elation I feel within
Stains a smile on my face,

From a far the waters aligns itself
And when
Closing my eyes
Visualizing what I seen
Sun beaming on me still
Hearing the waters going different directions
Hidden clouds up above
Moving from the wind

It's beyond what you see
Its also how it makes you feel
So therefore I love the hues
So therefore "am blue"
modified poem
627 · Nov 2014
CLOUD
LETITFXRING Nov 2014
C** an you see, take a
L ook
O pen your eyes, look
U p & realize I'm
D epressed
626 · May 2014
Heartaches She'll Have
LETITFXRING May 2014
She'll have heartaches
Because of  you
*& he'll never know
(10w)
616 · Mar 2013
Tears
LETITFXRING Mar 2013
The tears that run down my face are salty.
Barely could see.
My eyes get full of tears so fast.
& my teardrops get heavier by the second.
My heart feels tight,
& I hardly can breathe.
I feel the need to scream until I could be heard.
I feel the need to go…
*ELSEWHERE!
603 · Mar 2013
Have you ever?
LETITFXRING Mar 2013
Have you ever wonder where all the
balloons go once you set them free?
Have you ever just wonder, because it
seemed like the world stood still?
Have you ever wondered that, when
you wonder for so long that
your body is still & your soul dances?
Have you ever wonder?
Have you ever heard Silence
roar & be the loudest of them all?
Have you ever cried because there is
nothing else you could do?
Have you ever watch the leaves run
across the street as the wind screams?
Have you ever smile after knowing
you did something great?
Have you ever count sheep?
Have you ever pictured better?
Have you ever thought to yourself
"what if"?
Have you ever gave up because you knew
it was a lot?
Have you ever felt so depressed; it started
to ruin you?
I have wondered.
My body is still and my mind
wonders into this other place where
things are better & people are winsome
but when I let my mind wonder for so long I begin to cry
& every drop slithers down my face
onto my pillow.
588 · Nov 2014
STAY
LETITFXRING Nov 2014
S* ome of
T he reasons
A re not enough for
Y ou  
but I want them to be,    *DON'T GO !
585 · May 2014
Scarred Mentally
LETITFXRING May 2014
She avoids mirrors
Because it
Brings nothing but
Bad memories

She wasn't a cutter
Nor she burned herself
She was abused
& forever she'll be scarred
Mentally
585 · Jan 2015
SILENCE
LETITFXRING Jan 2015
S** ay something, put
I t in the most simplest words
L et me understand
E very reason, because I
N ever
C ried so hard,
E ver !
LETITFXRING Dec 2014
My thoughts are  LOUD
And silence, --exists still--

Silence kills
It leaves open wounds
That stings as of strong alcohol
Sipped or chugged down

Leaving me to want to sink in
Wanting not to be saved
Wanting to escape this pain
I no longer want to feel

Wanting to break the silence
Every part killing me inside and out
But too depressed to even care
For the hurt that I feel within

The silence screams in the lonely heart.
Terrorizing fears fill the void vessel.
A loyal code with the sly predator.

No one comprehends, no one befriends.
Until the silence speaks with lethal force, no one can prepare.

The wind whispered words powered by popularity.
"If they don't converse with you, they'll converse about you."
The helpless soul flew, yes without wings.
From the concrete jungle, the industrial swing.
In one breath, the silence ended everything.

**Now the next day, they all knew the silent killer.
552 · Oct 2014
Big Bold Words
LETITFXRING Oct 2014
My mouth is a cell
When it comes to you
Because the words
Are wanting to be free
But the metal bars
Won't let them out
540 · Dec 2014
Still Silence
LETITFXRING Dec 2014
The wind would scream
The trees would dance
The silence would roar

Autumn
The trees are coated
With colorful leaves
And when they fall
It gives the cement color
The cold air making me shiver
Making every hair on my arm stand up
Through my jacket
The hot chocolate, warming up my hands
As I drink from my favorite mug
And the silence is still

Winter
Boots, scarfs, hats, and gloves are needed
Because the season is almost over
The trees are beginning to be nothing but naked
The wind would sing carols
Near Christmas Eve, People are happy
Families & friends are traveling
To unite with each others

Spring
The beauty of the flowers
Are ready to bloom
The wind blowing some umbrellas
On those rainy days
The trees losing some of its leaves
And falling unto the wet cement
And the silence is still

Summer
The beauty of the flowers were
Still Blooming
The days were longer
Ice cream trucks are up and down the streets
The trees are aging as it dances
The wind will forever scream on its own
And the silence continues to be, still

Throughout the year
The  Silence roared  the loudest in Me
You wouldn't have known
If I didn't tell you

&&
Autumn is near once again
And Silence is still
As everyone sees it

*Because behind closed doors it’s nothing
But a storm
And I start to lose myself
Little by little
Trying to hold myself together
528 · Mar 2015
Simultaneously
LETITFXRING Mar 2015
As  broken  and hurt as I might feel
I'm holding myself together
No matter how hard it may seem
-holding back my every tear that wants to slither
learning to be strong, knowing this will pass-
  and
Sometimes I end up with more pieces
Than my own
Realizing I'm carrying yours as well
Helping you feel whole again
As I hold myself too
*Simultaneously
I can't help to help others before I help myself
519 · Jul 2014
She Loved& Made
LETITFXRING Jul 2014
She  loved  flowers so much
She  planted  *her own garden
if you love so much,
you'll do anything to achieve it
don't give up because it seems
hard
Not all things are easy

10w
516 · Apr 2020
WHERE YOUR MIND AT?
LETITFXRING Apr 2020
I miss you Texas
I miss you last year
Look how everything changed
****
Yet your feelings didn’t
Texas hot summer
Became Alaska Freeze
Took my heart, it froze and broke
How do you fix that
If you know, inform me
I thought it was suppose to feel warm
Laid back
Mind left
Not thinking of you
Wanted to make something
You wanted nothing
Heart done froze
Yet its warm now
And I’m gone now
No feelings left
Yet I’m kinda stuck now
Gotta go can’t stay stagnant now
You first right
I’m choosing me always
Me first always
I love me many firsts before this cold world
I’m not part of
I’d deserve real love
I’d deserve the world and some if you ask me
Thought you would have known
I was strongly mistaken
Its easy to switch water with *****
And maybe I was too depressed to smell
But **** I was damaged
Sheit slipped like time
I tired to go back
Right where I had none left
So I started walking forward now
Went back trying to find time
And you could never get that sheit back
Sheit got real
My feeling dried out
A hot girls summer
She works hard for hers
She loves herself the most
When no one else would
Started living Zen
Thank God everyday for him he’s a wise man
**** money
Where your mind at
***** funds
Where your mind at
Focusing on  all the wrong things
Baby girl trying to build and
You focused on yourself
You don’t really love her
You just want the Kat
Confront yourself *****
Thats where your minds at
**** Money
**** Drugs
Where your mind at
Shorty was really digging you
Somewhere deep is where her mind at
Clouded mind Clouded mind
Oh she loves hates her mind
Trying to get right
When everything else went left
I never heard or seen em
Left so quiet
Abandonment situation left cold
Abandonment situation
Wherever no matter where she go
Where your mind at
Where your mind at
Starting living Zen
Only time and time again
Living the luxury
You don’t know anything about
Where your mind at
Where your mind at
LETITFXRING Aug 2016
I love the stories of successful powerful entrepreneurs that made it through everything without ever stopping to becoming where they are now and still getting where they want to be

Once you've made it to that point you wanted to be, you expand and grow and somewhere else becomes your new destination. It never stops because you begin learning new things and you come up with new ideas, new goals, etc.

Once you came from a destination to another one
You can accomplish anything, you did it once you can do it over again.
You will get a lot of NO'S before you start hearing YES'S
Failure doesn't have to be something negative
Every failure is a stepping stone to make you become a better You

There will be times where you want to QUIT
But that's when you have to fight the hardest and overcome that every moment and just keep fighting until you've made it to your destination
You have to push yourself even if no one else wants to work with you
Go to the places you said and thought
"I should talk to whoever is in charge"

This is easy, your not the only one
Remember your WHY and fight
Remember the reason why you choose to become an Entrepreneur

Work with your team or build your team and work together
Share ideas


Don't let fear stop you:
Make that phone call
Make that stop
Attend the meetings
Take notes
Follow up with people -always-
Write down everything
Wake up early
Get on the calls
Invite people over, present the business opportunity

Never prejudge EVER

Either:
Business partner
or
Customer
If not neither ask for referrals

Motivate yourself,
Move
Work it as a full time
Define it as part time
Make it fun
Don't stress yourself

It's okay to:
Get mad
Get sad
Then move on and get on track again

Some people will never get it
Others, you will need to get back to them


Following up, is where your money is at

Stay focus
Be sharp
Be yourself

Don't make up EXUSES for yourself

Do it because it's easy,
Its simply don't complicate
Do it because you don't want to,
but do it anyways because you know its beneficial to you

It wasn't meant for everyone so don't get stuck on that one person
Move on to the NEXT'S

Duplicate
Duplication is key
So is Consistency
So is Patience
Make this your everyday
Treat it as your business
Its your
Create your OWN hours
Use all your tools

Don't make **** up
Be honest

Change your "I should have's" to "I'm going to"

Grow your business
Help people

Do something product today
Not tomorrow, not next month
But right now

Work your business as if. . . .
inserts worse life scenario

Create success
Put God first, --Always--




Hillary Mercedes
L800424
Love to those who are passionate in entrepreneurship
475 · Jan 2022
FEELING EMPTY
LETITFXRING Jan 2022
BUT THESE BUTTERFLIES CREATE FEELING
SUCH GREAT FEELING
YOUR PERSONA / AURA QUIET
BUT I BET YOUR MIND LOUD

AND
WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE NOBODY'S REACHING
JUST KNOW YOU CAN COUNT ON ME
ALWAYS
I'LL COME RUNNING
I KNOW PAIN
& IT'S NOTHING NICE
DIFFERENT STORIES
MAYBE
BUT ITS ALL PAIN
NO MATTER WHICH PIECES YOU HAVE
OR MAY HAVE LOST

I WANT TO GIVE YOU ALL OF ME BECAUSE
I CAN'T DO HALF *** FEELINGS
SOMETIMES I WANT TO EXPRESS MYSELF
OTHER DAYS I DON'T WANT TO SHOW ANY EMOTIONS
KISS MY MIND GENTLY
SLOWLY

I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYTHING THAT DOESN'T HAVE ANY
GOOD INTENTIONS FOR MY LIFE
NO PLACE HERE FOR ANYTHING
DRAINING, STAGNANT, OR MISLEADING 
I WANT TO BE LOVED ENTIRELY
KNOWING MY FLAWS
WANTING TO BECOME A
BETTER VERSION FOR MYSELF
UNTIL I CAN'T ANY LONGER


SO MUCH TIME WASTED
ON
PEOPLE NOT REALLY KNOWING THEMSELVES
NOT KNOWING ANYTHING BUT EVERYTHING
OR FOR THAT MATTER OF SECOND GUESSING EVERYTHING
THAT FEELS RIGHT
BECAUSE IN A COLD WORLD
THAT FEELING RIGHT JUST DOESN'T SIT RIGHT WITH THEM ANY LONGER
BECAUSE WITH EVERYTHING THAT FELT RIGHT
SHIFTED LEFT

CONGRATULATIONS YOU DONE PLAYED YOURSELF


SIMULTANEOUSLY FEELING EVERYTHING
ALL AT ONCE
FROM NOT WANTING TO FEEL ANYTHING

MOST DAYS
CAN BECOME DARK FAST
NOT WANTING TO FEEL ANYTHING
JUST SO THERE'S LESS PIECES OF ME SCATTERED
A PIECE OF ME WILL FOREVER REIGN 
& I'LL FOREVER NOT EVER BE THE SAME
I ACCEPTED THAT
FEEL LIKE I WANT TO DROWN WHEN I TAKE A SHOWER
AND OTHER DAYS FEELING UNSTOPPABLE
ABOVE EVERYTHING ELSE I FEEL PIECES
WITHIN PIECES THAT HELD A PIECE OF ME
TRAILS & TRIBULATIONS MADE 
FOR LESSONS LEARNED
AND SO MUCH MORE TO GAIN
🤍💔♡
467 · Jan 2016
hidden smile
LETITFXRING Jan 2016
you looked at me 
(I look away)
I looked at you
(You look away)
and in between there was
A smile that stained my face
for the longest time
leaving me to melt
456 · Sep 2015
kisses in yesterday's rain
LETITFXRING Sep 2015
Yesterdays rain
Yesterday's kisses
The hold
The caress
The touch
The every feel of being with you
Elates me
451 · Aug 2014
Rain
LETITFXRING Aug 2014
The rain starts to fall hard
Nothing but rain boots and raincoats
Don't forget about the umbrellas
Umbrellas were the worse
Every time I had one
It broke

I loved the rain more than the snow
The rain makes me think about you
Because I met you in the rain

& the long walks in the rain with you
Are memorable
We would spent more time in the rain
Then indoors
Which was lovely
I loved every second of it

I also
Fell in love with you
In the rain
& that's when You
Fell in love with the rain
440 · Dec 2014
As I Stare
LETITFXRING Dec 2014
As I stare at the paper
My mind is  loud
My pen is  still
And seconds later
It bleeds,
Leaving permanent marks,
Hurting & trying to hide my feelings

Eventually I ran out of words,
Missiles began to hit
The words began to drag
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