My mind is cluttered with unwanted
thoughts and memories that trouble me, leaving me without a place to escape.
My mind which was once my safe haven, is now a corrupt and unpleasant place to be.

You Broke
Everything
I Was ,






                                            Why Do
                                             I Still
                                             Want You?

You promised
f o r e v e r ,




                                 *Your definition of              
                                   forever was a lot
                                   shorter than mine.

I've opened my chest up
so many times
a floodgate of feeling
rushing rushing.

I fear all that's left
are tiny droplets;
that sometimes drip
when you grasp my hands.

I wish I could have held it all in,
so I'd have more to give.

I don't want to die, but I'm tired of living.

I know I am in love
when your snores
sound like music