Winking through the windows of lust
I often eye on the beauties
They do lure my dopamine though
Still my mind manage to restrict those naughty thoughts
By Injecting the hormone of guilt
So deeply inside my core
Which never miss a single chance
To puncture my heart once more
Oozing out the blood of regret mercilessly
To make me feel devasted again and again
Feelings turned history
Absorbing the air of change
But still they hunt me
Like nightmare does to sleep
Still they ask me
Like vivas do to practicals
Instead of punishing me for my fault
They do adore me still
Instead of hate
They do sprinkle liquid of love
Still I wink through that window
In order to quench my hidden thirst
Still I repent again and again
But I repeat those mistakes
Don't know why
Still confused and arrested
I do wink aimlessly..............

Staring at the deep blue sky
Often I make a false attempt
To find her face behind
The dark black clouds

I extend my weak hands
To grab those dreams
Which hav pasted
Over those small patches
Since decades over decades
But get only gush of hot air in return
Which passes over my head

Limping beneath the sands of night
Often I make a false attempt
To live that sweetest moment
Once more............

I lit the candle of adoration
To eradicate the darkness of hate
Which hav diffused
In the air of love
Since when I never know
But only to get professional fireman
To extinguish it mercilessly
Appointed specifically by fate

Stripping the shifts of night
Often I make a false attempt
To cover my face with pillow
But in vain I gather it by palm
I land myself on the desert of patience
To wait fr her comeback
Which will never happen though
Still I believe
She will come atleast once
To Compensate the past
Which she skipped once

Still I plunge myself
In those dark shades of night
To stain my sleep
With her existance
Which meant world to me
In past,now and will be till eternity.....

Staring at the deep blue sky
Often I make a false attempt
To find her face behind
The dark black clouds

I extend my weak hands
To grab those dreams
Which hav pasted
Over those small patches
Since decades over decades
But get only gush of hot air in return
Which passes over my head

Limping beneath the sands of night
Often I make a false attempt
To live that sweetest moment
Once more............

I lit the candle of adoration
To eradicate the darkness of hate
Which hav diffused
In the air of love
Since when I never know
But only to get professional fireman
To extinguish it mercilessly
Appointed specifically by fate

Stripping the shifts of night
Often I make a false attempt
To cover my face with pillow
But in vain I gather it by palm
I land myself on the desert of patience
To wait fr her comeback
Which will never happen though
Still I believe
She will come atleast once
To Compensate the past
Which she skipped once

Still I plunge myself
In those dark shades of night
To stain my sleep
With her existance
Which meant world to me
In past,now and will be till eternity............

Years have passed
But months still left
Feelings have altered
As people have changed
You are not there
Still ur aroma exists in the air

With every passing second
It reminds me of past weekends
Surpassed evenings together
Hits me though harder
Daydreaming about our unwriten future
Makes me feel better

Numerous blank hours now eat me
Which were insufficient once
Dew bespangled grasses' desperation now is at the peak
Unaware of the fact that,Their beloved stole will never come back to soak them meek

Coolness of breeze has lost its charm
As u r not there to lock urself in my arm
Moon is demanding Eclipse every now and then
Since u stopped coming to our lane

Eyes now dried after flowing since eras
U r nt there so they lost their aura
Fingers have numbed, missing the grasp of urs
They do want to ***** themselves by countless anchors

Meeting of my own lips now stings me like a scorpion
Since u left,I have turned thorns into my minions
Withered rose though replaced by fresh
Still they wail silently in haze

Digging today my buried past
I want to live those moments once
Still I wonder Why!!!
But there is nothing left except lie...............

RAINDROPS
Drop on her like never before
Touch her like chilled weather
Caress her hairs like sweet mother
Crawl over her like tiny Scorpion
Feel d warmth of her
Making sure nt to be melt either

Tease her like mad woofer
Provided she must nt kick u either
Wet her ***** like desperate lover
Drink her smile like thirsty summer
Roll over her lips like stormy river
Brush her cheeks like flabby feathers

Stop loosing urself
Instead u may go unconscious
Jst came n mix in my soul to make me feel precious
Let me invade d aroma inside
Where do those cuteness reside
Loose urself to inhale my breathe
Which I hav pattented(only fr u) till death

Extract The love hidden inside
Make her realise how it elide
Gv her my dearest soul
Which z still existing(incompleted)
Core is left but lustre eroded..............

Somethings better left unsaid
Some debts of heart should never be paid
Shades of darkness of eyes
Shouldn't be washed off with lies
Better its left to burn inside
Instead of extinguishing it by assuarance tide

Damages of time heals anyways
What is the need to cover up with stiches
There is no buyer to pay off for truth
Is that bargaining what it worth!!!
Faking yourself is the new trend
Sometimes its better to be blend(with trend)

Sleepless nights never compensates the pain
Still heart desires to be ******* in chain
Mind often plays trick with heart
To wrap it up with hidden fact
Dealing with scars always turns out *****
All that what it want is, a little bit of pity

Ripped off emotions never need skin
To multiply dearer's deliberate sin
Freaking out is the ultimate destination
Why there is matter of botheration
Nobody cares anymore and memories merely fade
Somethings better be left unsaid.....................

Strips of my heart vibrating
Every now and then
Tell me oh stranger
Have you casted a magic spell over me when!!!
Things were much easier
When we were strangers
Windows of my core now started to shatter
Since we shared the flavour of freedom
Watch of my consciousness have lost its array
Strange but true,
It started to travel in a reversed way
Mirror of my mind now refuses to register any other face
Since it have experienced your charming  access
Shades of my anomalism have experianced a mutation
Since you owned my life's possession
Clouds of my eyes even if shifted
Still it wets my cheek
Way back to my existance
Now m turned into fleas
Walking along the lanes of my creativity
Now seems like more easier
Way back to my heart
It feels like more cosier
Tell me oh stranger
What u have done and why
Stolen my heart and left me half way!!!!!!!