My name is Laura Bonsell
and I am slowly...
losing...
all my memory...

I don't wanna do anything anymore.

I hate that you are the way you are.
You're flakey--sometimes
Yet you're wonderful--most times.
I just want you and only you.
But you don't want me. Oh what a shame.
What shall I do but move on?
I fear that I cannot at this point.
I have fallen too hard.
What shall I do next?

Just go back to sleep and rest.

I have no idea what I should do with my life anymore...
and that depresses me.

I don't know what ambition an or integrity means anymore...
and that embarrasses me.

What should I do next?
and that's the question that still haunts me.