Laura Bonsell

Laura Bonsell Oct 2014

I just wan to live all day
without feeling sleepy
or forgetful
Is that too much to ask?
I want a day without any headaches
or feet pain.
I guess it is too much.
I just want a day without
any anxieties or fears .
Am I complaining too much here?
Me, me, me. Never you, you, you.
I just want. I just want.
It's my only truth.

#anxiety #me

Laura Bonsell Oct 2014

Fallen

I don't wanna do anything anymore.

I hate that you are the way you are.
You're flakey--sometimes
Yet you're wonderful--most times.
I just want you and only you.
But you don't want me. Oh what a shame.
What shall I do but move on?
I fear that I cannot at this point.
I have fallen too hard.
What shall I do next?

Just go back to sleep and rest.

#love #broken #heart #confusion

Laura Bonsell Oct 2014

No More Ideas

I have no idea what I should do with my life anymore...
and that depresses me.

I don't know what ambition an or integrity means anymore...
and that embarrasses me.

What should I do next?
and that's the question that still haunts me.

#questions #me

Laura Bonsell Oct 2014

I am Laura.

My name is Laura Bonsell
and I am slowly...
losing...
all my memory...

#me

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