had to get up out my feelings,
get focused.
had to switch up all my moves,
new motives.
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new direction,
new state of being.
new perception,
new ways of seeing.

like,
your energy mixed with mine
was fine..
two beings,
divine and
connected at the source.
but of course,
its just an action,
or
a physical attraction,
right?
-
he's a god and im a goddess,
we make magic.
still he sees only the half,
although that's tragic.
i get it..
i won't seek praise,
i won't seek credit
but what i also won't do
is exchange with you..
while you explore the third dimension,
hindering ascension,
im focused on prevention,
a plan and
control.
ill play my role,
ill stay behind,
ill be the one here to remind you
"be careful what you seek and where sleep.
be careful who you give access to the power that you hold,
be careful not to let a misconception taint your soul."

10 minutes from now,
i won't even be the same.
ill be farther than it seems.
-
10 days from now,
ill be up and on my way,
i get closer by the day.
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10 years from now,
ill look back &
shed tears.
i conquered my fears.
i beat odds and
im odd.
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im different,
growth game consistent.
can't compare me,
know you hear me
but why you never listen?