ky - Hello Poetry

ky Feb 2016

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here you are again
knocking at my door
trying to apologize and come in the way you did before

friends don't leave
and i'm so sick of this
it always happens with you and i don't think i can carry on

you try to change my mind
and get back in my life
but all the begging's not doing any good better hurry up i'll be gone soon

ky Feb 2016

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You told me you needed someone
a shoulder to cry on i guess
but after all your tears dried up
you ignored me and i was a mess

you said your goodbyes through text
not even bothering to notice
this dark cloud over my head
whenever i see you in the hallways

all you did was use me
and made me believe we had something
but our "something" turned to dust
and here you are pretending like nothing's happened

i don't know why i bother
trying to love when they don't know how
it's like i'm setting up a trap for myself
but i'm too caught up in your eyes to realize

#love #not #heartbreaks

ky Feb 2016

All because of social status

His life is torn apart
yet no one realizes
too caught up in their own drama
to try and save a life

     His mother hears him
     Silently crying in his room
     but she won't go in
     her husband's coming home soon

            All the **** that people say to him
            it manipulates him into thinking he's the one to blame
            no one feels sorrow, sympathy, or even a little pity
            all because he's an outcast and it will lower their social hierarchy

#pain #loneliness #abusivedad #blamesociety

ky Jan 2016

If I showed you my scars

If I showed you my scars
would you run away
or will you take a chance
and tell me it’s okay
would you hold me all night
and make me forget the pain
slowly falling asleep
to the sound of the rain
will you stay with me
and hold me as i cry
talk with me
until it’s time to say goodbye
if i showed you my scars
will you change your mind
go without a trace
as i’m left behind

#alone #needsomeone

ky Dec 2015

Black and White

Black and White
the world is colorless
I’m here feeling numb
you’re not beside me
so lost, I am
everything is so confusing
you sheltered me
from the outside
now that you’re gone
I’m left here on my own
I can’t see anything
except for black and white
I know I shouldn’t feel this way
after what you did to me
but I can’t help it
My love for you was real
If only you could say the same
such a tragic ending
not what I expected
but this is reality
I should stop daydreaming
because it always breaks my heart in the end

This poem is about heartbreak and bringing herself back to reality.

#love #heartbreak #lost

ky Dec 2015

Invisible

My presence unknown
My tears unseen
My screams unheard
My life undiscovered
My thoughts unsaid
My dreams impossible
I’m invisible

ky Nov 2015

At Night

At night
the city lights up
it’s glow replacing the sun

At night
everything is peaceful
the faint noises still heard

At night
kids go up their roof
thinking about their past and future

At night
the stars holp up the moon
staying together until the sun comes up