See !
here lighter, there deeper,
and here yellow shimmer
aglow in early eve light.

Succulent presence opening wide
absorbed through my pulsing eyes

I am Filled
Satisfied       Complete

Tomorrow was your birthday.
Love survives.
Are you vaster, out of body bounds?
Are you NOW ?
You remain deep in our soul.
Hearts thrashing weeping still,
You fast burning comet
irresistible untamable seeker
Thief of yourself.
Thief of my brother.

A spring was dammed in long ago
to make a pond their business.
warm water glistens in the sun
even seagulls circle, speak

It felt all wrong.
spring still gives forth
with no place to flow
held cruelly still by walls cement
boundaries of man

I mourn this water soul excised.
I could not enter water dead.

upon a roof,a man and boy
the child walks the plank
man teaching son what he's become
with jabs and slams of  judgment  
fear for growing male as he
for being what he was
curious this loving child
who went to war with men
company of dying and of dead
seeking shelter
bombed
punished by his own
follow orders, do or die
everafter live the lie

Recognition !
Yes, we said, then
Yes- No- Yes- No -Yes
No
Yes surrounds your No
Gives direction to my Flow
I am dammed. I am blessed
I am Known , and Yessed

Trying to catch raindrops
how elusive we seem to be.

Still and moving,
All that I touch is me.