if i say i love you
will you love me back

if i say i need you
will you need me back

if i say i want you
will you want me back

you say you love me
you say you need me
you say you want me

and sometimes say
you don't want to hurt me

you always seem to confuse me
with your words

you never elaborate your thoughts
your meaning,
your truthfulness,

this always have me thinking
is something wrong

am i replaceable
are you true
am i fool

has our love faded
or
is our love strong
or
do i just overreact

Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see Armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this

******* three ring circus sideshow of freaks

Here in this hopeless ******* hole we call L.A.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any ******* time. Any ******* day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona Bay.

Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your Prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your contract and
Fret for your car.

It's a ******* three ring circus sideshow of freaks

Here in this hopeless ******* hole we call L.A.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any ******* time. Any ******* day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona Bay.

Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by fault lines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dip *****.

Some say the end is near.
Some say we'll see Armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will cause
I sure could use a vacation from this

Stupid ****, silly ****, stupid ****...

One great big festering neon distraction,
I've a suggestion to keep you all occupied.

Mom's gonna fix it all soon.
Mom's comin' round to put it back the way it ought to be.

**** L Ron Hubbard and
**** all his clones.
**** all these gun-toting
Hip gangster wannabes.

**** retro anything.
**** your tattoos.
**** all you junkies and
**** your short memory.

**** smiley glad-hands
With hidden agendas.
**** these dysfunctional,
Insecure actresses.

Cause I'm praying for rain
And I'm praying for tidal waves
I wanna see the ground give way.
I wanna watch it all go down.
Mom, please flush it all away.
I wanna see it go right in and down.
I wanna watch it go right in.
Watch you flush it all away.

Time to bring it down again.
Don't just call me pessimist.
Try and read between the lines.

I can't imagine why you wouldn't
Welcome any change, my friend.

I wanna see it all come down.
Bring it down
**** it down.
Flush it down.

People talk to complain
and do nothing about it
We say whats better
and they don't even listen
We offer them help
and they don't even care
We tell them about life
yet they know it all
They try and tell us whats right
but they don't even know
They say they know GOD
but they don't understand
They think their better
but if they only knew
I feel sorry for them
because they don't lnow better

didn't want to see you crying
didn't mean to make you feel like dying

i beg you to want me
i beg you to need me
i beg you to hold me

just say you love me
and stop those tears

Against all odds
Is the way life's stacked

They want us to lose
But why is that fact

They want to control
They want us to ask
They want to use us
How ****** up is that

GOVERNMENT CONTROL

They say it's Democracy
It's a line of ****
Socialism or Communism
Is what it is

Obama says Health Care
And lets everyone in
He then fines us
Because we can't afford his plans
I'll tell you what
Our Deficit is out of hand

What do we do
What is his plans
We better beware
and
Make a life stand

VOTE
Vote for who
I don't have a clue

Good Morning Again
and
I'll say it everyday

It's Oil of Honer
It's what we all should know

It's something in life
That people should say

Oil of Honer
Signs from God

It's like
Love thy Neighbor

With good feelings inside

Fellings and admaration
Will get you to your destination
The love that you hold will never grow old
The things that we learn
Are the things that we teache
Our life long adventure
Is something we keep
There's pain and suffering
Show that you care
With these things in life
You can go anywhere

i should of spent my time caring
as ya'll have done for me
ya'll brought me love
so i could be free

you've alway told me
i better beware
i take life for grant it
and i was going no where

i wanted my way
cause i thought i was right
i did some things wrong
that i've should of done right

can you forgive me
from in your heart
can you love me
and tell me where to start

i can tell you i love you
i can tell you i'm sorry
yet thats easily said

let me prove it
so we can love again

Shingle of doubt
Trapped in a dark room
Tied to a chair
With no one there
With hands tied behind the back
Of a place, I never want to be
This insane asylum
Is beneath me
No one really knows
What goes on there
We call it a crazy place
For people we don’t need
Is this fair, do you care
Do you know any one there
Proudly not you say no, no with no care
But it’s a life, a life that could care

Originate
Meditate
Hallucinate
Dessegregate
Mediate
Alleviate
Try­ not to hate

Love your mate
Deliberate
Opinionate
Don't procrastinate
Appreciate
one's own fate

Love is fate
A one world state
Human freight
The number eight
A white & black state

Never hate
The human race
Proliferate
Communicate
A gentle trait
The broken crate
A heavy weight
Or just too late
Now devastate
Appreciate
Depreciate
Fabricate
Emulate

The truth dilate
Special date
The animals we ate
Guilt debate
The edge serrate
A better rate
Deliberate

Fascinate
Deviate
Reinstate
Liberate
To moderate
Recreate
Detonate
Annihiliate
Atomic fate

Mediate
Clear the slate
Activate
Now radiate
Food on plate
Gravitate
Now simulate
A perfect place

A heavy weight
Is it too late
Racial debate
Participate
Love & Hate
Just create
Never break

A firm had shake
The State's on the take
The girl is late
A baby to take
A mother aches
A heart breaks
Alleviate
Just fornicate

Now devastate
Appreciate
Depreciate
Fabricate
Emulate

A ******* child
The youth's irate
A mind to take
Facilitate
Deliberate
Fascinate
Deviate
Reinstate

It's getting late
The Earth's own weight
Designate your love as fate
At ninety-eight we all rotate

To Liberate

with the sun hidden
by the pouring rain
with a small glimpse of sunshine
through the clouds of pain

with the winds of evictions
with falling trees
as the flood is upon us
from the breaking of a levee

as the clouds breakaway
in the darkness of night
with devastation upon us
during the morning light

with the smell of death
lingering through the air
people crying
looking for their dead

no place to go
no food or water to be had
no sign of help
we’d be better off dead

why does this have to be
why did it happen to me
why  doesn’t anyone care for me

left me with a shattered life
of anger flowing through my veins

I STRUGGLE INSIDE
FROM MY AFFECTION
NOTHING TO DO
BUT THINK ABOUT YOU
THE LOVE THAT I FEEL
CAN'T BE PUT ON HOLD
THINGS I REMEMBER
CAN NEVER BE SOLD
THE MEMERIOUS
YOU BRING ME
ARE A SIGHT
TO BEHOLD
THE FIRST DAY I SAW YOU
MY BODY THEN FROZE
THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
I HOPED FORM THAT DAY
THAT YOU WOULD BE MINE

ARE WE POETS, WRITERS
OR
ARE WE JUST HURTING INSIDE

Young teacher, the subject
Of schoolgirl fantasy

She wants him so badly
Knows what she wants to be

Inside her there's longing
This girl's an open page

Book marking - she's so close now
This girl is half his age

Her friends are so jealous
You know how bad girls get

Sometimes it's not so easy
To be the teacher's pet

Temptation, frustration
So bad it makes him cry

Wet bus stop, she's waiting
His car is warm and dry

Loose talk in the classroom
To hurt they try and try

Strong words in the staffroom
The accusations fly

It's no use, he sees her
He starts to shake and cough

Just like the old man in
That book by Nabokov

Don't stand, don't stand so
Don't stand so close to me

dancing through a mind field
buy your time and don't lose it

like a electric four leaf clover
you want it and can't have it

your reflex is an only child
it will take charge of your mind

your reflex will do what it wants
and leaves you with the question of what was

like a rabbit in a hat
a jinni in a bottle

you think it may be right
and yet it could be wrong

Tie-die sky's under a moonless life
Seeking rainbows around every corner
Yet he has only felt the rain, he lives in pain

His travels are short, yet his mind is vivid
He can go places no one has gone
He can travel, ****, be rich, be smart, have a family in his mind
Yet, he is a lonely sad man

He meals are paid for daily
He eats after the best
He favorite restaurant
Brennens 5 star dumpster

His accommodation
the most extravagant hotel
behind the Royal Orleans
A 5 x 8 box next to the steam grate

He works very hard
He is well known and is paid daily
They call him by name dropping change in his can

His name
The ***