13 months ago I experienced the biggest heartbreak I ever had.

12 months ago I was on a high.

11 months ago I made new friends.

10 months ago I did new things.

9 months ago I began writing more and more.

8 months ago I began a new school.

7 months ago I found a new best friend.

6 months ago I tried something different.

5 months ago I met a guy who understood.

4 months ago I began feeling cold.

3 months ago I felt nothing.

2 months ago I missed you.

1 month ago I cried every time I saw the color blue.

but now I realize that I am finally over you.

and oh how sweet it finally is.

Afterthought
Aftershocks
I am not.
Nevermore
Neverever
No I'm not.
Leftovers
Left brained
No more.

Slowly, slowly pull me apart
And put me in a stew.

I cant find her page and I cant find her pictures.
Im losing what the sight of what her face looked like.
Not only her did I lose,
But now Im losing memories.
Its getting harder to remember those little conversations we had.
I miss her.
Results of a teenage suicide.

Why do you care, about those who might be hurt?  Why do you step in, from those who caused such dirt?
Why do you give help, to those without a home?  Why do you consider, those who are alone?
Why do you sow a much needed seed?  You go out of your way, to find books, to teach all types of people to read.
Why do you volunteer to sing, to the people in the " Old Folks Home?"  Even though your voice, may seem  out of tone?
Why do you take a chance, to keep young children off the street?  All because of this, their parents do not have to weep.
Thank You For Caring!
By, Author & Poet, Sandra Juanita Nailing