I have had my dreams I made
with the night only fade
watched all that I would hope
in flame's go all up in smoke

I seen the world around me cruel
as I played a King
to only turn out to be the fool
waiting for a tomorrow
that what yesterday couldn't bring

I felt pain drowning in my sorrow
seeing what life would only take
that it could no longer borrow
dying inside to feel awake
with what I could not now make

But through it all I kept my head held high
****** it in and stood with pride
when the Devil walked by my side
I held my hands up and reached for the sky
for life is a game we sometimes can't choose
and I was bound here not to lose
Spiritwind ©2016

I sat down by the edge of the river
where the dreams of us use to flow
with pen in my hand
I wrote all my love to you
everything I wanted to say
I wrote all in this letter
that I could never seem to send

It said I would give my love to you
if I could please only make you stay
I would give my love to you
and dance with you forever
if you could only find a way
I would give my love to you each day
like the one that you never knew
and every morning would always bring something new
if you could believe in a love so true

I could give you the night and
turn your sky blue
but now only a time tells stories
that's written in the sand
as I close my eyes to pretend
that I never let you go
Spiritwind ©2015

Equa Adanvdo adanedi aya hia nvlinegvgv Yv uduladi nudale iga
(Great Spirit give me the strength I need another day)  
nashi Yv anasgvti adasehede anisoi
(that I may guide others)  

Nasquu gohi Yv adadvdodi vhnai nehi
(Also this I ask of you)  
Equa Unitsi Elohino
(Great Mother Earth)  

We walked in peace and harmony
warriors brave and strong
guided by the Great Spirit in the sky
respecting the way of Mother Earth
we taught this to our children at birth

We were all but one, just like the Eagle, we were free
this was our way, the way it would always be
with our wings spread, we would fly
this was our Native American Pride

Then white man came to take our land
said our way of life was wrong
this is what they would decide
and it didn't take them long

Still we didn't run and hide
we stood tall and made our stand
never to carry the white man's brand
this was our Native American Pride

For our own beliefs, so many died
both women and children cried
as one by one, all was lost
at the white man's cost

Said the color of their skin, made them right
but we didn't give in, without a fight
no matter how hard they would try
they couldn't break our Native American Pride
Spiritwind ©2010

There's new hope on the things we do
new hope on all that we go through
to let us know we're not alone

There's new hope in another day
and in all that we can say
to brighten someone else's way

There's new hope in each morning sun
to remind us where we have gone
through this journey that has only just begun

There's new hope even through the pain
new hope through a rainbow after the rain
to get us through another tomorrow

There's new hope in the time we borrow
so wipe the tears and drown your sorrow
and let new hope take your troubles away
Spiritwind ©2016

She held her heart bleeding in her hand
said nobody knows what I keep inside
how I bury the pain and swallow my pride
how I keep myself alive after I died
she stood on the edge of reality
where nobody else would stand
looking through the other side
said nobody knows the tears I cried
after all the promises only lied
nobody knows what is killing me
leaving me alone cold and empty
in shadows where I remain and hide
Spiritwind ©2016

With your love it kills me
as your hate it fills me
with all that you say
still your heart steals me
with the beauty you show
while I try to walk away

Torn between each emotion
caught in your deadly potion
as I only try to leave
but still try to believe
that there's something here
left between you and me

Sometimes I look at love blind
other times I can see
that you're no good for me
as I reach out to hold you
only wanting to let you go

Still in you I look to find
what I can't leave behind
as I hide behind the fear
of not having you near
but know we can never be
with nothing left to get us through
that will forever remain
that's bleeding behind the pain
Spiritwind ©2016

Days wasted on memories
time healing what one no longer sees
dreams fading into a reality
that is no longer for me

The night no longer will sleep
with a soul I can no longer keep
while tears are left to weep
in a hole I dug so deep
buried with what I have from within

Looking through a mirror of lies
where pain comes alive inside
and misery knocks to come in
in a place I can no longer stay
where no one hears the cries

Feeling a ghost inside of me
where he will no longer hide
taking away my yesterday
and all I once use to be
that I can no longer see
in a world that only dies
Spiritwind ©2016

All the troubles and wars
blood spills and pours
this is the times of revelation
that we destroy all creation
blue skies turn black
days gone we can't get back
this is the end of time
we crossed that thin line
there's no peace anymore

And this is all we have left
between love and theft
children killing children
these are the things we teach them
behind locked doors
there's no peace anymore

Tear down the walls
just to put up new ones
mankind falls
still we never learn
we just let it all burn
there's no peace anymore

We suffer persecution
tortured and put to death
for your belief
you're only just a martyr
in your eye we mortify
as we watch another one die
take your last breath
this is all that remains
there's no peace anymore

Tied to chains
you hide behind repulsion
and there's no resolution
one with power refrains
on your knees he restrains
just like so many times before
and there's no peace anymore
Spiritwind ©2003

Darkness comes pouring in
taking away my reality
and all that I feel
but only what is left to ****

Nothing more seems real
with nothing left for me
there's no more left to give
inside I have lost the will
with nothing more to live

Getting lost from within
I can't find myself again
nothing here to set me free
what is tearing inside of me
that won't leave me be

Screaming inside the pain
of all what is left to remain
feeling the emptiness rain
flowing through my vein
what is eating inside my brain
with nothing left inside to gain

Drifting farther everyday
into a state of agony
stuck inside a world of misery
needing to close my eyes to see
with nothing left inside me
but a soul left to steal
Spiritwind ©2016

Pain becomes my misery
she's the one I hold
to keep me company
for her my tears they cry
all that I feel inside
the hurt I can't let go

She comforts me
through all the sad
what I lost and what I had
when there's nothing more
for me to show

Pain becomes the heart
that in me has died
she is the dark I see
that now lights the sky
of my dreams before
that are no more

She is with me to never part
through every story
I have only left to be told
as she fills me with nothing more
Spiritwind ©2016

Hey let's welcome home
a Soldier boy's return
with blood still on his hands
look into his eye's of innocence
and find a different man

He looks into those forgotten eye's
where love once use to shine
only to see a fire burn
a past from so long ago
he's lost somewhere in time
and no one understands

Once he had a pocket full of dreams
but now the nightmares they echo
filled with only violent screams
as another Soldier dies

He runs into a room alone
against his own shadow
screaming for forgiveness
but nobody can hear him shout
now there's no way out
and he feel's no one gives a ****
Spiritwind ©2016

When your eyes cry
alone in the night
do stars in the sky
shine a Heaven bright
do you see the moonlight
or is it just a fading light
in the cool of a mist
from a fallen kiss

When you dream tonight
will it be of me
holding you in a fantasy
or will I be a distant memory
of what was and will never be
that you can no longer see
now that I'm gone

When you hear a sad song
does the heart inside die
of what should belong
is it me that you miss
the touch of tenderness
do you open wings to fly
or do you not even try
now that I'm gone
Spiritwind ©2016

Could you be with a man like me
with only just my love to give
would you hold on to my kiss
with the sweet of your tenderness
if all I had was one last breath
just to make you live
could you find yourself in fields of love free
running happy and wild with me
to Oceans of forevermore
where the sky meets the Milky Way
would you love me like no one before
even past eternities death
would loves flame forever burn
in paradise of Heavens serenity
would our love forever remain and stay
Spiritwind ©2016

If I had just one thing left to do
before I would have to die
baby it would be only to love you
and if there was only one thing left to try
you know I never would of let you just walk by
if there was only one thing left to see
it would only have to be your beauty
and if I only had one thing to hear
it would be you whispering in my ear
if I had just only one fantasy
it would be you in my dreams forever
that I'm holding on so tenderly
it would be our dreams together
and if I only had one thing to give
it would be every breath you gave me to live
Spiritwind ©2016

I am strong
because I have been weak
I am fearless
because I have been afraid
I am wise
because I have been foolish

On sacred winds I ride
a Warrior's pride
I carry from within
standing proud and tall
for all what is right
listening to the silence
that echoes the night
I hear the ways spoken
of our Ancestor's call
with their strength at my side
I do a Warriors dance
  Spiritwind ©2014

I am a Spirit's messenger
through their eye's I show you visions
so you may see hope on a darkened road
of a future up to us to change and hold

I share with you a place of peace and unity
and carry with me their voices
on the winds of four directions

Their strength and wisdom flow through me
so that I may open eye's to understand
the truth in which they give me to see

Together as one we all share this land
and we must all as one stand
side by side hand in hand
to bring balance and harmony
before all is lost in a sickened world forever
Spiritwind ©2015

On the wings of paradise
she gave to me her love
like diamonds shining up above
that glitter through the sky

I saw her love for me in her eyes
on the wings of Heaven
and felt the passion of her sin
as I touched softly upon her skin
caught up in her every moment
lost in every second with her spent

Feeling inside me a new kind of high
on the wings of serenity
I found in her an Angel of fantasy
wakening in dreams of my reality
where I searched and she found me
in the shadow of her beauty
Spiritwind ©2015

I dream of Heaven a place
where we all share His grace
where no one builds up a wall
and separates the human race
just because we don't look like them

I dream of Heaven without prejudice
where we look at a color of the skin
a masterpiece of our Creator's rainbow
of what we see shining from within

I dream of Heaven made for us all
where love and peace in all will show
and Harmony we will find in Him
through a paradise shining in bliss
Spiritwind ©2016

I felt a breeze in the wind
bring a calmness through me
gently that blew
that caught my dreams
and let me in
a world I never knew

I saw fire light the sky
in clouds passing by
on a day starting new
as peace inside me grew

I felt the rivers and streams
like blood through my veins flow
as I let love shine within
from deep inside of my soul

I opened my wings and flew
and let my troubles go
as my eyes started to see
all that was waiting for me

I let Heaven bring serenity
to a heart pain would only show
as I wiped my tears away
with thanks I started to pray
and let a new journey begin
Spiritwind ©2014

When your name is only a number
in a plastic generation
and colors are only an imagination
burning through a blood red sky
when the dreams they mean nothing
in the black of forever
still trying to reach for something
in the dark of your own revelation
who you going to be
when the world that you hunger for
is no longer anymore
as they watch your soul die
and freedom is no longer free
through who's eye's are you going to see
Spiritwind ©2015

Another one's dream lost
at the price of love's cost
while the memories fade
with all that we made
promises now only broken
with empty words spoken

In the dark we stand alone
with all that is now gone
with the price of love to pay
where two could not stay
and all that was left now
was to just walk away
from this place no longer home

Feelings of what we know
we must forget somehow
for the price of love to pay
nothing left but to just let go
as we both must move on
to never look back to see
what tears gave to our yesterday
that tore apart you and me
Spiritwind ©2016

I can't see stars that use to shine
and the moon just isn't the same
we don't ride along the Milkyway
Heaven only seemed to fade away
now that you push the sky away

The rain it won't seem to fall
and I can't see the yellow of the sun
since you left and never call
I waste the hours lost in time
now that you are gone
I just push the sky away

I don't hear the whisper of my name
in the echoes of the wind
where in the fields we use to play
there are no flowers to send
now that you push the sky away

I have no dreams to make anymore
now I only lay there and pretend
that you'll be coming back again someday
to what was there once before
as you push the sky away
Spiritwind ©2016

I loved you from the day we met
the sun with reasons you brought to me
that through rain would shine
with the smile of your beauty
and all that you have gave to me
with the touch of your heart gently
you would come and save me through time

You gave your love so tenderly
when there was none for me to see
and as our dreams touched the sky
our love on wings would fly
in a world so wide and vast
that would forever remain and last

You gave me reasons to not let go
with all you gave me you could show
with your love you gave me your soul
and memories I could never forget
all you had you would give
that with reasons made me live
Spiritwind ©2016

In a fallen place we stand alone
with another child left forgotten
on streets the bodies rotten
while the world lays to decay
blood spills with endless war
where peace will reign no more

One taking from another
where there is no more trust
while time is only waiting patiently
to **** each and one of us
turning our backs on our own brother
thinking what we do we must

Government rules while politics take control
feeding minds with social lies
telling you only what they want you to know
beating a hammer to a stone
until nothing is left and gone

Burning down a divided society
where the rich only take with greed
while the poor live in poverty
struggling for what they need
while the Devil will only laugh and feed
whispering in ears what to say
collecting souls at the end of the day
in a world God only watches dies
Spiritwind ©2016

I watched a rich man rise
and feed on his greed
taking more than he would need
but in the end just lose it all
and stand on his own alone


I seen a poor man fall
and through his palms bleed
working himself to the bone
just trying to make ends meet
picking himself back up on his feet

I watched a rich man hide
buried behind his pride
with blood falling from his eyes
and say not to have nothing here
he would have much rather have died

I saw a poor man stand tall
dry away his every tear
said it was better to have tried
than to just give up on everything
tomorrow surely a better day will bring
and Heaven's grace will fall on this home
            Spiritwind ©2013

Dream me a poem of love
and for you I'll sing in a song
show me a Heaven above
and with me I'll take you along
flying forever high

Give me a reason to believe
and by your side I'll never leave
together just you and I
forever will ride the sky
with hearts only to see
a love wild and free

Show to me love that won't lie
and I'll give you a heart of mine
that will never die
and show you a love to shine

And when you cry
let me wipe the tears away
just let me inside and stay
give to me the words from you
that I want hear you say
whisper to me the night through

Tell me I'm the only one
all that you can think of
and I'll give to you everyday new
my love forever and always true
as we forever ride the sky
together just you and I
into love's eternal sun
Spiritwind ©2016

We may sometimes fall
but still give it our all
when we don't see a end
we may not see things clearly
when it never comes so easily
still we ride the storm on
like a Warrior standing tall
until those troubles are gone
we may not always see
what is waiting up ahead for us
or just how rough that road could be
still we ride the storm on
like a Warrior in the wind
with prayer and trust
Spiritwind ©2016

I am a child of the moon
in the night you can see me prowl
through the canyon's and the trees
you can hear my lonesome howl

I am the wild of a Winter's snow
that brings life to a Springtime bloom
through silence you can hear my echo
calling out a serenade cry

I am nature's one true beauty
born to run and forever free
against the wind's silent breeze
where my Spirit ride's the sky
Spiritwind ©2016

Out of the darkness
of the shadow of my soul
a light came shining upon me
shining through of all living things
her nature's sweet caress

And as I gazed in the beauty
I could feel Mother's wings
wrap me in her serenity
feeling the touch of her gentle kiss
through winds that blew softly

I felt her soothing over me
like a child lost in time
in a place of long ago
where her love shelters me
like a sky that covers me
the brightness of her sunshine
Spiritwind ©2014

He thinks of another way
to tell her he's sorry
how he has always done
too many times before
it's the same as yesterday
she's tired of the worry
and games he likes to play

Yeah he knows he's hanging on
by just one single thread
when her tears she no longer cries
and she pretends to hear nothing he said
she's already two steps gone
from being just another memory

Through her words in silence
she will speak no more
as he hides behind his lies
inside her another piece of him dies

Love no longer echoes the night
where he lies next to her in bed
she just turns away her head
and turns out the light
as he tries to kiss her goodnight

She can only dream now alone
where on an empty Ocean's shore
she stood so long on her own
with just another lonely moonlight
she held inside a shadow's dance
Spiritwind ©2016

Tears of sadness
I watched you fall
no hope no dreams
no moonlight gleams
you lost it all
but the pain

You hear no one call
no whisper of your name
in the shadows mist
of your hearts dying flame
that's left with a broken kiss

Fears of loneliness
inside the darkness
the light you once saw
you no longer see
beyond the sorrow of misery

Caged inside the agony
that you can't break free
of years of emptiness
that you wandered alone
forgetting all you've ever known
but the memories still remain
Spiritwind ©2016

She was the love of my life
her smile shun like the morning sun
that warmed me when the day was gone
she had the beauty
that no one could ever replace
I looked in her eyes
and my world just came undone

She I knew was only for me
so I made her my wife
she brought happiness that only I could see
and opened up Heavens true paradise
such a comfort she brought to me
with the elegance of an Angels grace
and I fell to my knees
surrounded by everything she sees

She came along
like the harmony of a morning song
she had the hair of gold
the one I knew I needed there
when I grew old
she was my everything
so I put on her finger a ring

She to me meant that much
and I longed to feel her touch
she lit the evening sky
the essence of every rainbow
her colors covering me softly
with every bit of her soul
and for her I would forever die
with my love for her to always share
Spiritwind ©2013

She lyes her dreams down and sleeps
and prays her soul to keep
she feels a love that now cuts deep
as the tears she now weeps

She cries alone and holds in her hands
what's left of a heart that bleeds
left with her pain that love no longer needs

She cries alone where no one understands
through the shadows of black
and there's no turning back
as she cries alone in the night
where Heaven has no light
and no love to make her shine

She cries alone somewhere in a endless time
an Angel that now has fallen
as the world she knew is left broken
Spiritwind ©2016

You keep looking for shelter from the rain
searching for a piece of mind
something you lost once inside
that is still hard to find
wading through river's deep and wide
and there's no Angel by your side
no wing's to help you fly
sorrow drowns you as you slowly die
You keep running for shelter from the pain
looking for peace left unkind
turning the pages that you can't rewind
staring at a face in a mirror
seeing days that use to look so much clearer
running for shelter hiding from the tears
as the blue in the Sky disappears
memories only wash away the years
Spiritwind ©2015

She said I spent my time
here for so long lonely
so can you take this heart
that will no longer shine
promise to never leave me
here in the dark alone
inside this empty home


She said nights I cried
waiting here just for you
searching my dreams through
with love left here broken
as I was falling apart
and watched myself fall
over and over again
with the echoes of a whisper
that have long gone died

She said can you love me forever
will you run to me when I call
and heal the pain now in stone
that for so long I have known
will you put your hand in mine
and show me the way
to the light of another day
with me always will you stay
    Spiritwind ©2014

I saw an Angel and looked in her eye's
as I saw through her shining soul
with her love in me she never let go

I felt an Angel upon Heavens wings
and reached for her from deep within
as I touched her undying heart

I heard an Angel while she sings
as I listened to all the things
of her love and blessings that I let in

And when I needed her there most
through the nights empty cries
she appeared to me like a ghost
and kept my soul from falling apart
Spiritwind ©2014

We survived the Trail Of Tears
never forgotten about Wounded Knee
we saw to it that Custer would make his last stand
and mourned for the Sand Creek massacre
with Geronimo we would keep riding on
to save what should of never been gone

For over five hundred years
we would fight to be free
and our blood would spill on this land
we saw respect for our Mother Earth
and did what we could to protect her
with our Spirit Guides we became one with the animal
this was the way with all of our people

Our religion was strong with the Great Spirit
but White Man tried to teach us how to forget
and corrupted our children at birth
teaching them to forget the ways of our culture
only to make their eye's blind not to see
that this was our way taught to be
that should of never been gone
Spiritwind ©2016

Somebody hold me
let me know you are there
let me know that you care
tell me it will be alright
when I am scared

Somebody touch me
through the lonely night
shine on me your light
through all I feared
reach out and hold my hand
try and make me understand

Somebody feel me
let me know I'm your man
take my heart if you can
and by me forever stand
open my soul to see
what you want me to be

Somebody somewhere
take me from here
give me a reason to stay
when you hold me tight
and show me the way

Somebody love me
and set me free
from my tears of misery
never let me go
and let your love show
take my breath away
give me what I don't know
Spiritwind ©2016

Somebody hold me
let me know you are there
let me know that you care
tell me it will be alright
when I am scared

Somebody touch me
through the lonely night
shine on me your light
through all I feared
reach out and hold my hand
try and make me understand

Somebody feel me
let me know I'm your man
take my heart if you can
and by me forever stand
open my soul to see
what you want me to be

Somebody somewhere
take me from here
give me a reason to stay
when you hold me tight
and show me the way

Somebody love me
and set me free
from my tears of misery
never let me go
and let your love show
take my breath away
give me what I don't know
Spiritwind ©2016

They tried to teach me
of the white man's way
but I was born of Native blood
and they could never take my pride
that's something they couldn't steal away

They tried to fill me with their lies
and drown me in their flood
but I was wise enough to see
to look beyond their greed

They wanted me to coward and hide
but a true Warrior never dies
and they couldn't make me bleed
no matter how hard that they tried

They thought they could give what I need
through empty words they would feed
but failed to see what was inside
that my soul kept satisfied
something that they never understood

They wanted to change me if they could
but I knew my path and destiny
on this Red Road of my journey
their words were only wasted on all they say
because who I am is who I am meant to be
    Spiritwind ©2015

When it comes my time to die
you won't find me in no grave
keep your heads looking high
into an everlasting sky
on Spirit Horses you'll find me
a Warrior riding forever free

There's much I know here
through all that I have done
to bring the brightness
into a fading setting sun

So for me don't shed a tear
because on Spirit Horses you'll see
through the shadows of darkness
our Spirits together as one

With my heart and soul
all to you I have gave
for the whole world to shine
and when I leave in my time
on Spirit Horses I will be
with Ancestors of long ago
Spiritwind ©2016

We walked together side by side
with your hand in mine
through the Spirit of the Autumn Moon
in the air fell a nightly chill
as the world stood quietly still
in an Autumns bloom

We found love through the passages of time
watching the night as it would silently subside
our love we held and would gently embrace
lost inside one another in this place

Colors of our dreams reflected on your face
as we walked underneath stars shining bright
through an endless time in space
this love we shared both together we could feel
burning like a fire's flame inside
of everything we had that was real
Spiritwind  ©2014

I have seen a world in a vision
where our people again shall rise
to get past the inhumanity
you have brought upon us

We won't hide behind the fears
or hide behind your mask of lies
that gave us reasons not to trust

We won't stand behind our tears
in this world that tries to condemn
just for the color of our skin
or the faith in our religion

We will be strong with our pride
with the Creator by our side
for our Spirit's are free
and inside us it never dies
Spiritwind ©2016

I climbed to the top of a snowdrift mountain
with me I carried all things sacred
I looked down on a world all around me
and felt a wind blowing ever so free

I let all things that came to be
inside my heart that made me live again
touched by Spirits of ones that come to me
their visions of hope I could see
as blood of my Ancestors in my veins bleed
and Mother Earth gives me all I need
on this journey of a road turned red

Their wisdom now taught to me
for that of which I feed
my eyes no longer blind to things I see
as the drums beat to Spirits that dance
I stand proud in a Warriors stance
on this path now my destiny

They give my strength of who I now became
in my soul we are now as one
giving me my courage to fly
as their Spirits forever ride the sky
into a new rising sun
where our hearts now beat the same
Spiritwind ©2014

I hear the voices cry
from a long time ago
blowing through the wind
on a broken trail of tears
where we still held the pride
through unforgotten years

I see the faces in agony
in a dark vision's past
that once thought would die
of a pain I can't let go
on a Spirit wind I ride
through an endless sky
that I can no longer hide

Through a Warriors eye's
I see what is to be
of times that won't last
where our people will rise
and will remain strong
from all that was wrong
that only made us live again
    Spiritwind ©2014

I wanted love and needed you
someone to help me make it through
to take away my loneliness
but you were just a dream in my reality
that I couldn't have or hold
you were never there waiting for me

I stood in the rains pouring cold
standing alone in the darkness
watching you just walk away
as I tried to find the words to say
just to make you want to stay
but there was nothing that I could do

I cried through the sadness
as you were just shadows on my wall
through the silence of it all
you could never hear me call
as I went on standing alone
with a heart turned to stone
filled with an emptiness
that will forever be my own
Spiritwind ©2016

I know this to be true
if we want to make it through
together as one we must stand
and united we will never fall
it's the beauty of it all
when we join together in hand
to face this reality that is real
we can never change what was in the past
but we can make a future last
and for those who don't like it
we can tell them to kiss our ***
though we'll remember and never forget
know that we are here still
and we have to look ahead
because our dreams are there instead
to stand for our Native pride
what we were born with inside
I can see a storm come to pass
on this holy sacred land
where our Ancestors bled
and so many thousands died
but though they may be gone
their Spirit's are strong and live on
because they fought for our Native pride
and that's something you can't ****
Spiritwind ©2016

Where would we go
if tomorrow never came
would the flowers still grow
if we never felt the rain
would you still love me
even after the pain
and miss me when I'm gone

Would fire still burn a flame
and would you call out my name
in dreams that only fade
would you still love me
when our eyes couldn't see
the memories we made

Would yesterday still remain
if I was to hold you again
and your heart I could mend
would you look at me
if I gave you more to see
would you still love me
if we were able to be
what we were in a song
Spiritwind ©2016

Time would pass by
as the nights would fade
and days would go
still I would never forget
the color in your eyes
that hid behind the lies

Seasons would change
the outline in the sky
as autumn leaves would fall
and turn to a winter snow
spring would bring the rain
and summer laid still
with a heart in pain
as the dreams would remain

Tears would wash away
with waves on a sandy shore
out to a lonely sea
where you I could still see
remembering my yesterday
and the promises we made

Under a full moon silent
alone I would sit
stuck inside a memory
wondering where it all went
trying to rearrange
everything that I feel
as I tear down this wall
back to where I was before
Spiritwind ©2016

When it was you in a picture
I thought that I had everything
but the pain you would bring
in time brought me the pleasure
of all your sweet little misery

Once for you I thought I would die
then I saw through your sweet little lie
and now for you I feel nothing

Taking a step back so I can breathe
now you're only a stepping stone underneath
of what I use to feel in your sweet little agony

Thinking someday you might change
how it was you were meant to be
I tried to give you what you couldn't see
then you played that fool of me
finding in you what I couldn't rearrange

Rising from this hell you put me beneath
waking up from your sweet little fantasy
I'm breaking free from your chains
that tried to keep a hold of me
Spiritwind ©2016