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Kelly Smith Jun 2014
The only thing we could agree on was that we loved each other
  Jun 2014 Kelly Smith
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The last time I saw you,
you were living off the moon
and over ripe peaches
The last time I saw you,
the mountains echoed
and the northern lights spelled out our names
The last time I saw you,
our hands were full
of each other
The last time I saw you,
I watered your dying flowers
The last time I saw you,
I knew it would be
our last
I say it the ocean
that it runs
deep. But water
it is not,
quickly swept up
by the wind.

Nor is it driftwood
that rides the tides
undecided. I Say it is
the rudder that steers
the ship. Not the sail
that the wind does blow,
but the ropes
which carefully guide us
to which direction
we choose to go.

It is the rope
that binds us not
against our wills,
but that of which we
hold on to
in the darkness
of our minds
where light does not
our eyes show
nor in winds
that tell us No.

For M.D.R.

(Paolo Jerome D. Cristobal / 06/10/14)
Kelly Smith May 2014
I feel physical pain in my heart when I think about you.
it makes me feel sick and the only thing that will cure it is being with you
which is a very unrealistic dream
and that fact slowly kills me
am I fatally ill or am I just lovesick?
Kelly Smith May 2014
let go of the past
don't worry about the future
focus on the present, it's a gift
Kelly Smith May 2014
numb but also so happy but also so sad
what are you feeling?
the mix of emotions is too complex to understand
this anxiety and insecurity is past the point of bearable
all we need is to feel free
love free
be free
live free
Kelly Smith May 2014
the gift of life is too beautiful to be sad or upset
even with all of the things I have and am thankful for
why am I still feeling low? why should anyone feel low?
these waters are too high and too many people are going under.
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