Love shouldn't be this callous
I've never cried so much in my life
You celebrate the lies, I scorn the Trust
Teach me a lesson and break my soul
Sounds like a plan
Go ahead, be cold and distant
I can take all the punches
I hate to say goodbye
But you just love to see me cry
Is that the way you think it should be?
You can never hurt somebody so many times
That instead of holding on, they let you go.

I shout out to the mountains that I long to see you
You're out there by the river with your headphones
I bring you gifts but they get lost in the mail
I cry out for you, but you never come
I miss you, I miss you, but you dont miss me
You don't want me,
I hate it, I hate it, Are you telling me to go?
Why arent you honest like before?
I think about you every moment
But is it worth it?
You tell me you want to see me and then push me away
Are you playing games?
And if you are can you tell me which game it is , so I can
play it too?
I dont play games but Ill do it for you.

All the love in the world
I give to you
You turn your heart away
You say no to my advances
and desperate pleas
I want to find love, but love
Doesnt want to find me
It breaks my heart that you dont feel the way I do
Im soaked in tears for you
I tell myself Im worthy of it all
But not worthy of you
This is my goodbye surprise
I hope you come back
But if you dont I'll move on

No turning back now
I asked for space and the Universe
You wanted to draw me close
I couldnt handle this Love that grew
It was stronger than a Tsunami
and Just as Damaging
Picking fights since the beginning
I decided to let you go , and you said I love you
You wanted to be there but I waited till
I was alone cause I didnt want you so close
Everyone says I should let you go
But I'm in love.
No turning back from this feeling that has no meaning
I will let you go, on my terms and I dont know if the time is now.
I keep telling myself you arent for me
But my heart keeps telling me please dont let him go.
But now you've found someone new.
Maybe She's better for you
Maybe she'll take care of you

Colorblind, Drunk and Wine
You wont stand
Backing away from me
Cheers for the Memories that I made
That I wish I could forget
You never stood tall
You said my way wasnt for you
I told you I could change
Still wasnt good enough
My stomache aches
You push me away , I pull you close
I push you away, you say" please dont let go"
I dont know where we stand
I should probably let you go
But I still see you in my dreams
I knew that feeling like this couldnt last a lifetime
I Don't know how to love, neither do you
I was gonna say goodbye, but I wont

I kick you out of my world
And you stay
You introduce me to yours
Signs you show that are telling me to go
Run away because you don't want me here with you
Push and pull
Sick-cycle carousel
Wonderful days and ****** nights
Leaving me perplexed
What is it that you want?
Is it someone new, is it to destroy me too?
I've been broken before thats for sure
I dont break that easily , I dont come undone
Battle after battle I've won.
You won't destroy me , you won't
I got better plans for the world
I wont let anybody tell me that I'm wrong
My heart is one, its a whole
I just realize that I'm better off alone.

Going back and fourth with my  journey
Should It matter where you go?
Overthinking about the past
Clogging my future
Remember to **** those memories
Keep walking but where?
Does It matter anyways?
How you handle yourself?
What shoes you wear, the color of your hair?
This moment just passed but
I'm clinging on it with my jaws