Every action has a consequence a reaction a lesson a karma a dharma
I would like to just have a bit of fun
But whose gonna take the arrows out

Right now teary eyed
Today tears cried
Will let them
drop
until they dry
Peace and love be waiting..
Standing side to side

Write your words in your head
Spell it out
Message in a bottle bobbing across rivers bed
Receiver retriever at the waters edge
Reflective shine on glaring neck
Taking note from hearts that sent
Whispering breezes of wordsmiths lament

O' hark Wren bird you come to my windowsill
You're on the lookout
I watch you watching all around you
You see what must be done
What is clear or what's in your way
Your song you choose to sing
You will not be frightened or threatened away
Bold and resilient
Plumage stands out
Head held high
Chest feathered strong
You will not be weathered by winters throng
Thank You for visiting and stopping by
The God and Goddess messengers of the sky
  Off little Wren goes to perch with joy in birds eye

If I am to be peaceful and centred
I must be able to stand in it in the face of adversity

Messages to the dream
Signs of what they mean
Woman and man soon to be wed hand in hand
Mistrust towards man
Cannot comprehend trusting nature of woman
Chances are won't go to plan
That is all I see
Don't understand why he's doting so willingly
While she looks to him so openly

Why do I waste my time
Why do I settle for less than my worth
Do I even know my worth
I know each is worthy but then it takes its toll
The bell rings another round of disharmony
I'm left to
               change
it's tune

Wrapped up in warm quilt
Eyes heavy now
Stresses relax to mellow moods
Letting go...drifting with tranquil solitude
Tummy filled with fragrant sweet foods
Tingling in body
Heart flutters light
To be at one with dreams
I must go!....
To all a
good
and
peaceful
night!

Your eyes to me they bring delight you see
They bring the smile that I brightly feel
Your smile it is so beautifully warming and that makes me smile even more
Your dimples so cute I love to see you in your happy glory
That is the part of the story
I do adore
The colour in your eyes they bring a sense of home
There is comfort and depth and a heartwarming beautiful soul
I love you
Just want you to know

Woken up by clapping
When I was deeply napping
Unsure the cause
Then tide drew in the wars
Wanted to spray the walls how dare I not recall at this early hour
You are a ****
was the
venomous
shower
I engaged with
That is your deadly power

Realise how locked away I've been
Easier to close the door
Than let another in
Have to have discernment for sure
Though fear of vulnerability shuts back more
Gentle is the key
Steady is the hand

Young girl always saw the world
The people the bustle the hustle the worry
Never seemed to slow down
Pain and sorrow painted on a smiled frown
Felt the jabbed ****** in her fingertips
Rode up to her spine and mind
Couldn't shake the screams off
So she learnt to try
To try get by.
A memory that would never leave
The moment her hands played in sand and she forged a new wonderland
Just play was all she found
Forgot the world in a grain of sand  .

Every day those words were unleashed
Like wild wolves hungry to sink their teeth
I grew tired of the chase, the capture
Was it really me they bloodlusted after?

Words tore me open!
Ripped me apart!
Dug at my soul!
Devoured my heart

Watch as I SCREAMMMMMM..............
TERROR INVADES
AS THE BLOOD SEETHES AND SPILLS DEEP FROM MY VEINS

Body in tatters
Strewn on the ground
Hallowed out shell
No life to be found

Time changes everything
My body decays
Food for the insects
Vultures take their meaty pick
From bone to ashes
The ground becomes thick

On the winds I will blow and
on the soil I will grow
No pain no more as we reap the seeds that are sown
From darkness the fallen will rise high to the skies
Greater than was ever known before,
in our eyes

Don't own a lot
But to some
I own the world
A safe place to sleep at night and roof over my head
Running water and food
To some they don't come easy and many go without
It makes my heart ache to know in this life people endure such agonising pain and no home no fixed place
This year from past wanted to donate
Reserved meal for Christmas health checks and roof over head for a person at least
This Christmas I will be thinking of those that have less and I hope they too can enjoy a merry good feast

Inhale it in
Exhale it out
The air the breath from the universal sky
Without your pulse
Surely
I could
die
  
  I've felt choked for quite some time
Choking on my own
decline

Love is the fuel
that times
the rhyme

Nepenthe!

Nepenthe!!

I forget where you went.....

I'm  Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!....................­.........................................


Now where's that Nepenthe?

Angel on fire
Reaching higher and higher
You can burn these wings
She can fly by herself

Scent of seduction
Calling for you
Come into my laire
I'll show you just as you desire to do
Show you ecstasy that doesn't stop til you demand it to
Feel me open as you feed from truth
Nestle inside my pillowy room
Fitting just right around you
Fuelling up as engines power
Sweet essence blend and shower
Oh' such juicy sensations
Falling further and deeper to immense salvation
As bodies beat pulsate with pound
Enter extreme elation beyond mortals round
Flowing over and over with the now
The cup is overflowing as is your mighty member
As fire lifts up from sparking ember
This will not stop til you desire it to
A perplexing call to make from me and you
Keep going and going
I want it too
This
Cascading
Pleasure ride
Will not subside....

I am beautiful
and so
are you :-)

Dancing till the world ends

&

heaven is our home

Let's make an ASMR video together
I'll play with your hair
Stroke your back
Rub you all over in lotion

I live in the divide between dark and light
I am split and joined by the bind
Oscillating lines
Some times merging with confusion
At other times nothing
Silence
The rest and the fears can pull us through
Dark can be a background to view
Showing us what effects have given us drive to do
That which has sent our minds askew
Pushing us into the blue
Light shining on the simplest grain
Highlighting our pleasures and pain
We are but two
Though we are one
Part of the trinity

There are secrets, stories no one knows
We can be brave or happy on the face of things but beneath it all lie the fragments of learnt behaviours, enforced patterns, guilts, pains
Deeper feelings with meaning that tear at the soul
A want on the surface to be whole
Bleeding sorrows scratch
.....All along...
....the undertow.....

Lightworker path sounds like a positive laugh
How we spread our gift of joy and sunshine
It's merriment is overlooked
Mistaken
Mistook
Worker of the light has lived in the dark night
Over and over again
Death of self and friend
Only insight and pen
To share the tale of wisdom spent
To never want another to bleed in Hell
To pass the torch to trauma tormented cell
I'm apparently strong enough to live this
That I keep telling my self and all is well

Already
died
internally
May as well live
Externally

Looking back see where I was
Lost in translation
Voice silenced by noise
So much fear and anxiety
Consuming life
Not sure wanted to live
Not sure I could die
Stuck in limbo of heart and mind
Found ways of hurt to self medicate
Too many pills
Destructive measures
Toxic relationships
Carried around the remnants of those breaking treasures
A lot of work to heal the wounds
Another view
Holistic route
Couldn't go on with no sense of worth
Too many years felt dead from birth
Shy child scared to talk
Wanted to listen
Thought my opinions be retort
Joked about the shyness
Thought **** it I'll speak
Whatever I did was seen as weak
Still have a way to go
But now I hope
Instead of wallow
Heart made hollow to fill back up
Feel my love is a steady cup
In time may overflow
Be myself
Not feel obliged to run with the herd
Accepting difference
Wanting to make it so
Help those who relate
Have faith to grow
Might not seem much even if it's just
To share words about lonely worlds
Others may know
not so alone

A light waiting to break
out
Placed behind these bars
This cell
Sometimes they peek
through
Some times they hide in the shadows

Anything you can believe
you can see
A universe
of
connectivity
Swimming in
your
omni ~ sea

Pushed into the cracks the budding little plant
Expanding in the soil
Contracting to the ant
Filling from the hollow
Darkness creeps around
And within that darkness
Light
is
found

Come closer
I won't bite
Ok a little
Lie
Kisses so soft your essence can't hide
Lips ride
Sharing our tastes satisfies
Dive in deeper
if you want to get high

These scars they tear at the heart
They pull at the seams
Pop the blisters
Let the ooze bleed clean
The energies giving up on me
Gravitational force of negativity
Keep on circling swirling perpetual fiend
Scuffling and laying into sensitivities
Not wanting to fight
Though still
Insides Scream
Then a light is found in the bewildering scenes
Bringing back
to
the
trophic preen

Feel like I'm in the dark
Waiting
Hoping to see the light

The stronger and nonconform ant you become
The more you meet resistance/
and judgement
Bring it on!
It's just your fear
Your want to fly
kiss me with your blessing
or wave to the sky!

Hands are cold
Feet won't warm
In bed covers form
In my mind the sun shines on
Filling up each day
Compassion and love
Eternal stay

Barriers are getting knocked
down
So what if I get hit
I'm use to batting back

There's no doubt in my mind that life's journey at times will stumble into chaos
The warmth of the wheel has to cool
Even if you feel like you can't move and are stuck
You know the spokes will spin round again

I can't move
I'm frozen in fear
Paralyzed
Tangled
Caught in your ropes
Hands bound
Can't cry out
Can only see
Be witness
Vision in the dark
Cry
Out!
Over now
Til again my fear breaks
free

A trailblazer you were of fire and heat
Cut your own cloth unravelled in silken sheet
A sparkle to your facet
Though when you met with her
She became your sun
When heat applied to stone
Over exposure drew you dull
Fading
into
Sunlight
.
.
Falling
topaz
.
on
comets
run

If you have a gun
You have no control

It wanted me to be scared and feed off my fear so it chased me in
my dreams
I woke up and the black mass moved away

Sometimes the pain stings
Sometimes it cuts your heart to bits

Speech like as babbling brook
Bubbling bumbling words get stuck
Panic attack struck
Ooooooohhhhhh....
Hope it soon goes
Hooooooooo...
Sounds blurt
out

Sometimes I don't feel so nice
Sometimes I feel annoyed
Bitter
Not feel light
I notice judgements cross my mind
Though I will be kind
I know no human is perfect
At least, I can see

11:11
The signs always there
A gateway to stop and stare
Numerous meanings the world cares to share
But notice we are
Awake to alarms
Times on the clock
On displays
Sighting
Every which way
Inviting us to hear spirits call past minds sway
Guiding light to lead humanity
to
better
destined
day

If you are low
I want to help you
I want to help you grow
Help with each feeling you sit with
Be there as a friend and confident
Pick you up if need be
It's ok
Cause I know the balance
And you do that for me

You are not your pain
It's just there while you work through the issues

Nature
in
our bones
Connection
to the ground
Rooted in stems
Forests in my mind
Sometimes wither
Fall behind
Cannot reach out between the leaves