I don't know who I am right now
no smiles or frowns
just an emotionless wreck
can anyone tell me who the hell I am
because I'm out of answers
no light inside
just shadows to hide the demons
no magic left
no hate or love
just empty feelings in my heart
no mind left
for you to find
I lost it in a bet
nothing left inside my soul
but then again
I traded that for a puppy
with what dreams
I still hold onto
I could find some hope
to put the meaning
back into the hollow shell
I have become.

There is no such thing as a short person.
However tall you are is the normal height
And then there are the people taller than you
And the people that aren't quite as tall as you.

Why don't we have a holiday to celebrate all the great things that Satan did for us.
Maybe then we could all realise that he's not quite as evil and wicked as we believe.

***** you
I wish misfortune on your life
I really think I hate you

You like to talk about
How broken you think I am
But you’re not me
So but the hell out
You stupid little girl

Stop thinking I’m so hurt
Stop pretending I still like you
Cause I don’t care about you now
And don’t ask me how
I know
But you’re just a broken little girl
Who wants to hurt everyone else

You know I hate your freaking face
Cause frankly dear, you’re a nutcase
And no I don’t feel sorry for you
Cause there’s just no justifying anything you do
Cause now you’ve pushed me too far
I don’t care who the hell you are

What is your problem
Do you even know
Do you think you’re better than me
Well you shouldn’t think so

Do you honestly think that you’re unbreakable
Well you’re not, it’s just that no one’s tried
You hurt everyone around you
And yet all you feel is pride

You find joy
In thinking I’m not okay
Well I’m fine cause I know you’re not
Cause the people you need, keep going away

So ***** you
I don’t care anymore
Now you know how I feel
I’ve evened the scores
You act all nice
But you’re rotted at the core
Yeah you know its true
Cause you’ve confessed it before

You have problems
You’re sick in the head honey

You think I’m so nice for sticking by you
But the truth of it all
Is I’m waiting
For your downfall
And when that happens
I won’t be here for you
And no one else will be
Cause you’ll have no one left

I hate you so much
The thought of you makes me twitch
So get out of my life
You Stupid Little… (well you know the rest)

But what does make a poem 'good'?
I want to know what people's opinions on that question are.

(to the tune of Do You Wanna Build a Snowman)

"Do you wanna build a snowman?

No I can't do it today.

The snows just not good enough

I can't do that

Lets try another day

Cause nows just not a good day

So lets try to build a snowman

some other day.

And on that day we'll build a snowman

Someday we'll build a snowman."

Don't cry for me
don't smile for me
because no one can see
the people beneath
these masks that we wear
to hide our pain, but
when we find someone who cares
the masks start to break
and fall apart
when someone happens
to touch your heart,
and see's your inner beauty
maybe they'll say,
"Hey aren't you a cutie"
the pain is gone
and it will stay away
it's gone for a while
at least for today...

Rock on..........
That is all

It was a dark stormy night on a rock and I was as cool as a fox in socks on block were there was a wood cutter eating a log in lego land of the box in the loch ness ****.

I don't believe in luck
I believe in fortune.
and
I don't believe in fate
I believe in destiny.
and
I don't believe in aliens
I believe in extraterrestrials.
and
I don't believe in ghosts
I believe in spirits.

Is it possible
to forget who you are
when you delve too deep
or get pushed too far...

There's nothing wrong with you people
There's nothing wrong with anyone (with few exception like criminal tendencies, sorry I overthink a lot of things.)
Why do you all refuse to see that?

Seems I'm unintentionally hurting everyone today
I'm sorry guys (and girls) it wasn't meant that way
In some cases its cause you pushed me
I'm not that great a guy, now do you see
In some cases I said it not meaning to be rude
But it seems that I had the wrong attitude
In some case it's because I'm afraid to trust you
Even though I have no reason not to
I'd give up my heart just to take it all back
But its impossible, so I'll let my vision fade to black
I'm sad about it now
And I wish I knew how
To tell all of you that...

If stone is breakable then why is a stone hearted person less likely to take emotional damage.
Does this mean that someone with a stone heart will only be hurt more when something gets though to them.

It would be nearly impossible to have a cold, frozen heart unless you were dead, because wouldn't your body heat warm your heart and thaw it out.

I personally would prefer a paper heart, although they are the most likely to burn and your blood would most likely saturate it, which I guess would stop it from burning so that's good. A paper heart would probably be easily broken as paper is easily torn, but I guess you could do origami with it, but then I guess you'd die because you wouldn't have a heart.

So I guess that maybe a flesh heart is the best. ( **** I was really hoping that origami heart idea would catch on, like adding the word hogs onto the end of other words to make them sound cooler, all the cool kids are doing it-hogs, or so I'm telling myself)

If I could write until the inspiration left me
For you I would
If I could write to change your mind
We could go back and it’d all be fine
If I could write to make your smile stay
Oh you know me I’d be done already
If I could write about the sparkle in your eye
You know I’d try

If I could write until I can no more
I know you’d make me
If I could write until I lose my mind
So far gone that I can’t be fine
Would that make you smile
Or are you not yet that twisted
If I could write about your eyes
If I write about how empty they are now
To show you how much you’ve changed
Would you let your curse break…

Just who am I as a person
well let's see
I'm random and awkward
and more than slightly crazy
I have messy hair
and I'm kind of sarcastic
I don't know if life is real
or if I am fantastic
I'm a massive ******
believe me I'm not joking
the dark still scares me
and I'm little bit heartbroken
I can be rude
because I'm hardly polite
things like birds and moths they scare me
but only when they take flight
I have a strange sense of humor
and I love the idea of magic
but I know it can't exist in this world
which I guess is kind of tragic
I write about
what I care about
so why am I writing about myself
I'll let you know when I figure it out
unless I forget...

If I told you that I wrote this
from the love I have for you
would you give it a second glance
would you read this whole poem through
would you look at me and just "tsk tsk"
this simply just won't do
If I wrote I until I could no more
would you read this
or would you still ignore
the me that was with you
through the times we used to adore
and would you go back to your house
hop into bed and begin to snore.
Even though its the middle of the day.

All this time I've been writing poetry to make people smile
so why do I feel so sad?

If you wrote something like this
for someone like me
would I manage to smile
and feel more happy.
If I opened up my eyes
would it help me to see
or am I still blinded
by your own misery
what's that you're saying
oh sorry
you thought this
was meant to be about me...

"I dislike needy girls, their need to be loved clouds their heart's judgement".

Karl Franssen

You're ransacking my Batman.

I would love to say "I Love You".
But I'm afraid that I'm just in love with the idea of love.
And that makes me sad.

Why do you care
what I do
I'm me
not you...

"No one chooses who they fall in love with, just like nobody chooses when to fall over, but even if no one is there to catch you, you're going to have to get over the fall someday, even if not today or this week, but someday, and whilst you might be a little hurt, even pain goes away someday, and there will always be more falls and more pain, but we'll just have to let life take us to them".

Karl Franssen

Say Sorry
*Sorry I'm so socially awkward

Say Sorry
*I'm so sorry that I can't help you

Hey I know a lot of you guys won't care but for those of you that do, I have something to say.
I've been thinking about this for a while and now I've made my choice.  I'm taking a break from writing for a while. For no reason other than cause i feel like my heart isn't really in it anymore,  I'm sick of the cheesy tacky poems and songs I've been writing,  so yeah... I really want to make a difference with my writing and that's not gonna happen right now.
I need to take some time to rediscover my inspiration, my passion, and my definition of love. And yes I know I have promised many people I'd write for them, but truth is I just can't handle it all right now.

So go on put your party hats on and start the celebrations, cause for a while you won't see me posting anything ("quit forever" you say, well no, I just need time to think and rediscover all that stuff I mentioned before)
I'll catch you later, message me sometime or whatever, "Call Me Maybe".

From Me, Him and Her.
To my misunderstood fans and my Dark Alliance of Magikarp

Why do some people choose to be unloved
because they won't accept the love that we give them

Are we forgetting the true meaning of poetry,
Just like an older child might forget his/her favourite toy.
Well you know what they say a toaster toasts toast
And a poet posts poems.
Unless they don't in which case it isn't Tuesday but moonday because what are we all if not butterscotch pudding.
Yeah that's what I thought now you tell me what we do when we're not doing anything other than that something.

Let's not hide ourselves away anymore
(If only it were that simple)

This is a story “For Those Who Have Heart” (A Day To Remember)
For “The Young And The Hopeless” (Good Charlotte)
This story will “Free Your Mind” (Anarbor)
It all began in a “Room On The 3rd Floor” (Mcfly)
We had “All That We Needed” (Plain White T’s)
And yet we were “Guaranteed To Disagree” (We Are The In Crowd)
“Oh No” (Ok Go)
It’s “Nothing Personal” (All Time Low)
But one of us was “Homesick” (A Day To Remember)
And the other had “Night Visions” (Imagine Dragons)
“Chasing Ghosts” (The Amity Affliction)
Til we “Collide With The Sky” (Pierce The Veil)
In a burst of “Red” (Taylor Swift)
You’ll always be “My Forever” (He Is We)
This is a story of “What Separates Me From You” (A Day To Remember)
And it’s going “Straight To DVD” (All Time Low)

She's the smart, popular type
The one that everyone likes
Sadly that includes me
And I know i never had a chance
Cause when I asked "Do you want to hold hands?"
She just laughed and slapped my hand away
Cause she doesn't take me seriously

I say I want to talk to you about my problems
You say sure lets talk, lets get this over and done with
But when all's said and done
You're the one having fun
I'm the one who's in tears
Cause you don't care about my fears
So I guess you don't take me seriously

I went to a doctor,  she said "You're not sick"
I talked to my friends,  they said "Stop being such a ****"
I spoke to my parents,  they said "You're such an arrogant *****"
I asked all my relatives, they said "Just stay where you belong"
I questioned my teachers, they said "We've never gotten along"
I screamed at the mirror "What did I do that was so wrong"?!
Cause no one takes me seriously

I don't even know you
and you don't know me
I'm not even sure you're real
or just imaginary
only in my dreams
do I ever see
that frown on your face
and it's overwhelming beauty
it always makes me sad
that we can not be
because your just a dream
your only temporary
and just like a dream
you've faded from my memory.

I don't care if you don't like me
if you insult me and criticize me
if you send me hate mail
because I always fail
if you try to push me around
I will stand my ground
so don't act like you're better than me
because all you are is a sad little bully.

Is there anyone that isn't a member of my Dark Alliance of Magikarp collection, that wants to be one?

I said "Hey
What are you doing today"
She replied "Don't know
Gotta go"
And that's all she said
To me

Cause it just seems like
You don't want to talk to me no more.....
So you just say goodbye

Hey please, just give me the time of day
I don't give a **** what the hell you say
Just talk to me
Ask me how I'm doing
And tell me how your days been
Juet talk to meeeeeee
Just talk to me

I see you walking around
Your hand's in his
But I say I don't mind
Cause I don't want to see this..
****

Cause while you're talkin to him
You could be talking to me
But you don't care...
You're hanging off every word that he says

Hey please, lets just sit and chat
Yeah yeah, lets talk about your cat...
But you say no
I've found someone better to talk to
So lets just leave it at that

You can't tell
But my heart is breakin
Yeah yeah, my hands are shaking
I really wish that I was faking
But I'm not...
Cause you don't wanna talk to me

I flipped a coin
My choice was wrong
I've hurt you now
And that was wrong

Cause I could see
Why you might love me
But I'm not as nice as you think

Cause I excel at hurting feelings
And I know that's not a good thing
But its better than playing with your heart

I flipped a coin
I missed my chance
You're sweet and you should know it
I wish I hadn't rejected your advance

I had your heart
And I tore it apart
I ruined a perfect fantasy
Of you and me

I flipped a coin
I treated you wrong
And nothing will make up for it
...not even this song

I shouldn't have flipped a coin
I should have let my heart make the choice
Cause maybe I could love you

But the truth of it all
Is I'll never deserve you...

If its you I dream about
please don't let this be a nightmare
don't scream and shout
don't let this world scare you
don't be sad
or your heart will die without you
let's not cry
though we may be saddest
let's move on
let's not sink into madness
let's look forward to tomorrow
let's be glad
empty your heart of all the sorrows
let's shake hands
and accept that we're same
can I have this dance
with you now
let's rejoice
let us sing
let the world hear both our voices.
Let's just live
this that we were gifted,
don't let your imperfections bring you down.

Don't ever say
this lifes just not worth living
and don't you ever believe
that you can't be happy
so please don't be
just another statistic
I won't give up on you
if you will do the same
please don't fake another smile
what good will it do
if we don't know you're hurting
why pretend to happy
when we can be happy for real
please understand that you
can be the best
if you learn to love yourself.

Find Inspiration in unique places

2. Write about what inspires you

3.Judge your work

4.But don't take your work too seriously

5. No matter what, don't ever get rid of your work
and always love what you're doing.

If you're hearts broken
i'd love to say I could fix it
but I'm hopeless
and I just can't help you
because you're afraid to tell yourself
that you love you
because you might not love you back the same
if you see yourself as beautiful
than you will think you're beautiful as well
and if you believe that you've got a great mind
then you'll never hate being around you
and you keep those feelings hidden
then you will never know
just how
you feel about you
telling you is not up to me
nor he or she or anyone other than you
so don't be sad or you won't be glad
because the one that you love will be crying because of you
but when you smile at them
they can't help but smile back
because you love you
you just have to let you know...

You know how much you hurt me
So go and take all your stuff back
I don't want to be reminded of you every single day

Hearts may hurt
It's all fine
Buy new t-shirts
Sorry couldn't find a more perfect rhyme

But...

Life's too short
I don't wanna give your clothes back
They're all I have left to remind me of you
Life's too short
I've had our song on repeat
I couldn't help singing along, I've been singing for hours
Life's too short
I know that we both know that
And no matter how much things go bad
I just want you to know that
Life's too short
To stay mad at you...

What is love if not confusing.
It's one of the greatest things if you can find.
And one of the most terrible things if you can't.

I thought you a star
Now I'm not sure what you are
A satellite looks too  similar
When viewing it from afar

You tell me to sit down
But I'm gonna stand right up
I don't want to hide what I'm all about
I gotta let the words flow out
No I don't care what they say about me
This is who I am, now can you see

Maybe I'm not good enough
Maybe sometimes life's just tough
Maybe I don't have anyone to care about
Maybe that's because I can trust no one

You had such a warm touch
I don't understand why you hurt me so much
Yeh you unfroze my heart
Just so you could burn it
Just tell me something...
Are you happy now...? Cause maybe I'm not

Maybe I once meant something
Maybe I should just stop thinking
Maybe you should take a bow
Maybe I should give up now

Maybe I want to get my words out there
Cause maybe I want to know someone cares
Cause maybe I want people to know my name
Oh yes I'm talking about fame
Maybe I want to make a scene
Or maybe I don't because being famous is too mainstream

Maybe my words not worth much
Maybe I'm not either
Maybe I should just stop writing
Maybe I'll never achieve anything

But maybe I will, cause I've never loved anything as much as I love...

Maybe I'm not that bad
Maybe people do care
Maybe there are people I can trust
Maybe tears won't make me rust
But I'm not fussed
Cause maybe I care about you all too much
And I know I say it a lot
Because maybe I don't need all this fairytale stuff
Cause maybe you all make me feel ok
And maybe it's because I could never love one person as much as I love all of you...

I don't want you to be overused
in my poetry
but the truth is I'm still a poet
and you're still my muse.