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 Jun 2014 Kagami
Jeremy Bean
I only envision you in my mind
  because I cant see you with my eyes
I'm only with you in my dreams
   because its not a reality
I only hold you in my heart
  for our reach is just too far apart
Maybe I should let it go
  these memories become my throes

   Yet still they seem to make me whole.
just as they did so long ago
 Jun 2014 Kagami
ZWS
Block talk.
 Jun 2014 Kagami
ZWS
When the streets are made for nothing but thinking    
It's the weight of the water that's caused our sinking
It's a loss of feeling that's made me lighter
It's everything around                              
That makes me neutrally bound
          
The only writers block is the writer
It's the kind of thing that makes a man with a pencil and paper a fighter
Like the paper's jumping up at you like a, like a alligator
                                          
But it's hard to chalk down all the mistakes, cause when you're trying so hard you're just being fake

You just gotta learn to let it, let it all flow
Show your all and let em all know
Just how you're feeling that blow, even if it means one or two bad lines, that's how you feel though
Cause life ain't a poetry book
It's all the points in between the pages that we missed
It's all the things that make us factories of emotions,
A crook with feelings creeping through the motions
Turning pages, trying to **** it all up like the books eroding

Don't you talk to me about feeling
Naw you ain't know what you be dealing, everyone's got there own ****, you can't tell me mines to be concealing
See, I'm a material void of expressionism
Cause I told everyone what I feel, not for the sake of impressionism
They chose to see inside and learn a lesson without all the criticism

Everything I've learned is turning me into a crustaceans fossil
Hard to the shell but brittle to the touch, and I preach my **** like a ******* apostle
You make me feel from the inside and I'll be your crutch, but you're gonna need more than a ******* rock hammer to open me up

My words I mend to make up for what I conceal        
But as I sit here thinking about how I feel
It's gonna take more than this to make me heal
Now let me dilute as I talk to the god inside my head and make a deal, something to end the pain and suffering I have concealed at the expense of everything real
 Jun 2014 Kagami
That One Guy
I try to be happy
And I am around you
But I feel so sad
Because I eff it up,
Every time
We are able to hang out
I sit alone and it makes you sad
If I were to even be
A little bit happier
You would not have
Such a ****** night

First I act stupid
And I sit alone
And it makes you sad
Then your mom comes
And ******* at you
For no effing reason

I am so sorry
If I were to be at least
A little bit more happy
Then you would not have
As much crap to deal with

I am going to do
Everything I can
So next time you won't
Have to be sad
You won't have to
Have as much crap
To deal with

I am going to try
My hardest to be at least
A little bit more happy
I am going to try
Because I don't like to see sad
And I would do anything
To see your beautiful
Smile
Hopefully next time
I can be happy
So that I will see you
Smile
And Because
Seeing you smile
Also helps me
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