This is how I am to the world,
So quiet and unheard,
When I speak, no one listens,
This is why I have an addiction.
An addiction that keeps me safe,
An addiction for my own sake.
It keeps me calm and warm,
Without exposing to any harm.
It taught me to never speak my mind,
And to be the one left behind.
With the ones who screams and cries,
And they taught me how to lie.
This is who I have become,
So broken and so numb.
Do not try to save me,
You would only find my debris.

Please rewind the time,
To when it was only him,
With no one to squeeze the lime,
On this already cut skin.

Now it's only worst,
A feeling experienced twice,
Ready to re-burst,
To once again throw the dice

He made the world dim,
Only as revenge,
Again inside the rim,
Only in another's clench.


It was once a better thought,
Now a battle meant to fought.