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e·mo·ji

ēˈmōjē

noun
a small digital image or icon used to express an idea, emotion, etc., in electronic communication.

Emojis......
The first I saw one,
You had thanked me for a good deed.

Emojis.....
The second time I saw one,
You had thanked me for a favor.

And these emojis,
Theyre so disorienting
Its a first
A boy sending them

Perhaps I am looking in it too much
Maybe Im looking for something, hoping for anything
Maybe its all in my head

Maybe I want
Something that isnt there
A mystery to pester my brain
An assumption
That may pull me down.

These heart-eyed emojis. It pulls at me.
This school year has just newly started and Ive been real busy. But Im glad to have been able to make a poem again!
06-24-18
// Juliet C. L. Jimenez
It's been so long
Now my soul has withered..
Tired, my eyes threaten to close.
And as my fingers start to shake,
and the emotions in me start to break..
I pause —

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

It'll be fine.

I will be fine.

I tell myself that as I turn towards the wall,
Draped myself in a thin blanket,
Tears taunting my voice to crack.
I silently cry.
And then I pause.


Slowly but surely, I fall deep, deep, deep,... into a sad but comforting slumber.
Waaaaah, its been such a long time now! Happy New Year, Happy Valentine's Day, Happy Chinese New Year, so on and so forth. Glad to finally make a poem for 2018. Well wishes for everyone.

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— Juliet Jimenez
Twinkle, twinkle little star...
How I wonder, where art thou.

Up above the cellar sleeping,
Where I lay half dying.
Juliet Charlotte G. Jimenez
06•24•17
My drunkard father
Comes tumbling down,
Knocking down, high and low
At this ungodly hour.

He is soaking wet,
As God's tears come pouring in.
He is loud
Fumbling about.

He walks round,
And the fear creeps in.
I am afraid.
'I wanna live,' is what's on my mind.
Juliet Charlotte G. Jimenez
06•24•17
Have you...
—Ever felt a fear so poignant, that it twists your vision, your sense of justice?

Have you...
—Ever felt so afraid, you are compelled to hold something sharp, something that will give you a kind of peace?

Have you...
—Ever tried being alone, a child lost in the vastness of a big house?

Have you...
—Ever been so afraid of a knock, you dismiss it as the wind?

Have you...
—Ever felt the world tumbling down, as he took a shower, tumbling things, fumbling 'round, all heavy and drunk?


Have you ever felt such a gripping pain, a fear that chokes, a punding heart? Every move he makes, your senses heightens, and he comes out and you come in, try to hide, lose him out...



Fear creeps in. And he drops dead, asleep on the couch.
Juliet Charlotte G. Jimenez
06•24•17
My body cringes
Like a spring, coiled.
Pain engulfs
A torrent surrounds
Every nerve, every joint ---
they tingle in anticipation.

My mind berserks
What I feel
I cannot fathom
Words never enough
I cringe yet again,
at thoughts with no answers.
Juliet Charlotte G. Jimenez
Feb:10:2017
@juliet_mystique

©JCGJ2017
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