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Johannes Coetzee Jun 2016
It's strange how a person
can set a fire alight inside of you
Then again, they are not there
to keep it burning
For some reason their absence kills you
It's strange how a person can walk into your life
and rearrange the four rooms of your heart
To fit their love
It's strange how people tend to fall in love
mysteriously
then again they are not there to keep the fire burning
Please my love
don't let the fire burn
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee May 2016
Like a fool I believed
Like a ball I was played
I was betrayed by your love
Fooled by those eyes
Decieved by your innocent appearing smile

Just because you promised me love
Foolishly I believed
I believed not because I wanted to
but because you told me so

I do not regret for setting my eyes on you
Believing you, is what saddens me the most
I thought it was real
the magical kisses
those innocent eyes
the sweet whispers
and those cute blushes

Never again shall I allow myself to be loved
nor to be decieved

Here I stand
a ripped heart and a broken ego
is all that's left of me
Never again
I'm done...
The Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee May 2016
Your smile
Your voice
Those innocent eyes
If not for them, where would I've been

Your echoing sweet rose scent
The rhytmic walk you walk
If not for them, where would I've been

You gave light to my life
Water to my fountain
and joy to my heart
and for that I thank you
The Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee May 2016
Your words move deep
deep into my soul
It goes deeper
deeper than you ever thought

I thought losing you
was going to be as hard as it was
finding you
How I wish it never happened
How I wish I never set my eyes on you
Little did I know
Little did I know your love could hurt so much

Like poison your love moved up into my veins
reaching for my heart
Your love made me blind

I thought you were different
different from the rest

Like poiseness venom
your warm love reached for my soul

On the edge of ******
Here I stand
With your venomous love traveling through my body
Mind and
Soul
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee Nov 2015
Our yesteday
gone with the  rain
I never saw this day coming
there were no signs
no signs of abuse
no signs of heart ache
no signs at all
now tell me
tell me why you had to leave so soon
gone is your smile
your scent
those shiny eyes
I never wanted this to happen
now you had to leave
ashes to ashes
you are no more
no more
Johannes Coetzee Jul 2015
your smile
your love
your touch
what for?
only heaven knows why
why u had to leave so soon
why I lost ur scent so quik
why u never told me this is not for ever
how I wish
you were still mine
you still next to me
you still love me
everything that was ceased to be

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