To some of my favorites-
Poets of course
I read your exquisites for appetite of my ears
I want to grow old with your writes
And **** your poetry
Up
With
M
     Y
Tears!

I have had robust days
And bust days.
I have felt heartbreak
And carbreak-
D
O
W
N
S!

But still in my good
Or bad, happy
Or
S
A
D....
I always come back to reading what you both
I
N spire
Me with.
You two
Are hello
Poet
Gifts.

Come closer
S
   E
      N
    O
R
Yes
In circles
Spin me to your record
I prefer
S l
Ow
Dance.

R
      O
           U
        N
    D
And
R.      O
O
Und
We go
Until the happiness in my *****
Goes kaboom
At the end of our show.

I have much
Better
Purpose'
Then just being
Some woman.
I have much
Better
Purpose
Than even what
I know.
I have a better purpose
May God let it grow.

A man
Takes care of his gal.
A man
Takes a stand and fights down and out.
A man
Supports his babies and wife.
A man
Does what's needed,the protector of what's right.
A man
Kisses his ******* her head.
A man
Brings flowers no matter living or dead.
A man
Can listen and not just hear my tone.
A man
Makes me warm, not freeze me to the bone.
A man
Is always here, never leaving me alone.
A man
Is noone here,
I'm
Waiting
By
The
Phone

Make me
Beg
Until
I
Explode,
Lay your head
Down,
When I
Grow
Old.
Love me until I
Love myself.
Wanting
You to do
This
Noone else.

Cut my tongue out
Of
My
Mouth
Lay me
Down
Upon your
Couch.
Make amor
Until I fall
Out.

Picture me perfect in your
Rear
View
Mirror.

Picture me
Married to you.

Picture us perfect
In my
Vision
And your own.

Picture me perfect
Call me for once.
******
On the phone!

No middle
Finger
No
Not for you
I made

A

Promise

Of love that's true.

If you
Come back

Say you

Do!

Because I'll say

I love you to

Before inconsolable
Before despairing
Before broken
Noone there
No caring.
Before dejected
Before rejected
Only by my looks
And reading books
Did I get respected.
Before worthless
At least feeling so,
Before a ****, a dirt ball
A sleeze bag
***!
Before I came to be
Before I came to know.
Me!
I found out
I realized
I understood
I wasn't what I was told
I wasn't what I was
Made to be.
I was someone beautiful
I reflected who God
Made me.

Add me to your
Contact list
Senor
So I
Can
Show
You what
A real phone call
Really means.

I've been
Lonely
As it
Seems.

Should I scream?
Or wait until
I get
One last
Call.

Make me yours
I'll be your lady
Make me yours
I'll be your baby
Make me yours
I'll drive you crazy
Make me yours
I'll be there surely
Make me yours
Forever I'll be
Make me yours
Amor of dreams
Make me more
You friend to other's
Make me yours
Your woman
Lover.

Shade me
In your
Grey.
Take the
Pencil
Draw
My
Life away.

Take the blade
Oh I took that
Take the bullet
Oh I took that.
Take the tears
Oh I took that.
Take the fears
Oh yeah
Took that.
Take the pain
Yes
Took
That.
Take
My life. Oh
Yeah you
Took that.
Now I'm reborn!
Your gone.

Invest
I did
Into
Your
Kiss,
Invest
In
This,
Invest
Your kiss,
Interest
Invest
Into
Your
Mist.
Invest
In stress
I'm
Tired
Like the rest.

I took
A
Hit.
From
Your
Chest,
It left me
Breathless
Inside my stress.
I was high for a good ten second's.
Shhh, quiet sènor, we will make amor
Stop asking so many questions.

I feel a peace
Overcoming
Me. I feel
A peace
Overcoming
Me.
I feel
Sleep
Tonight
Will
Take
Me.

Grace
Glace
Across
My
Face.

A taste
No waste
Clean
My slate.

Bubbled
Conviction
No judge
Your intentions

Amor
My door
Backdoor
Sneak in.

The key
Is left
Beside the bed
My red Scarlet
Dress.

Take
Me
To
A faraway place
Where I forget my
Name
Sènor.

Took the pain
Landed in the flame
I guess I'll do it
Again
Again
And again!

Just a
Little
Girl
In a
Grown
Mans
World!

Worry free
A butterfly
Or maby
Just
Maby,
I'll make
Honey like a bee.

Worry I won't
Go on
I will.
What do
What must
What shall I do for love!
****?
What will get my fill
A man
No!
The world
No!
People
No!
Heaven
Yes!

Its not
All
The makeup
I wear
That keeps me having
A glow
That you can't catch.
Its my pain
That leaves in
The rain
A memorable
Stench.

Masked by beauty
Scarred by grace
Painfully waiting
My love, my place
Is this the best
Of
Life's
Taste?

My mood
Is enhanced, I'll take a chance
At finding amor,
No more
Holding
Back.
No more
Thinking
This
Or that.
Just going for it
No edgy guessing.
Just me,
Something great
Is bound to happen.

Nicely penned
Well inked
Great write

All words of grace
From a poet.

What do you want out of life
A husband or boy?
A lady? Or wife?
What do you consider living?
Your heart pumping
And brain beating?
What is all to you
Me or the other girl
Me
Or
The
Shrewd.

There's two certain types of
People in this life. The one's who pick a fight
Or try to pick fight's because their miserable.
And a man who straight up rapes your mind, heart and body.
Which one is better to stand up against?
I say both señorita!

Remembering,
I try
Not to
Remember,

Whistling blankets
that whistle from the cold. Whistling warmth needs a glistening man inside the tuck.
Under the fold

Love me do
Love me
Don't
love me new
Love me old.
Cling to me
Make me
Your
Home.

Taking it slow
my breathing,

Im grateful for the ones who broke me.
It made me stronger for the players and disbelieving.
Men and man can be decieving..
Though ive locked myself into a bubble.
You cant pop it
i have self defense in the liquid walls
of the suds and halls of
my mind im your biggest trouble.
Quick to speak.
A beautiful senora with a heart that is weak~
dont even try to shatter me
im the living dead.
Come close
off with your head.

I took your
Pain
Took
Your fall
Then you left
And lost
Your
*****,
What happened sénor?

Preeminent excursion
I need to feel sustenance,
Accessible I want
Not a vegetable stunt-
Closeness seems close
Though so far off.

Other's cry
I've
Learned to
Laugh and cough
Out all the diseases
That try to ruin me.

I'm worthy
More than
I'm hopeful
Of a life with
No demand.

I'm a one girl band
Her legs upon the window sill,
My eyes peak to the farthest neighbor,
Though seems only I am real,
To numb out what is the average.
To overcome would be real
But what's real? Sénor? Sénora?

I've seen wild
Been in the bad
Seen abuse, the tied knot noose
The happy,
The sad,

I've trained myself
To realize the past doesn't matter.
That the future is near
The bloodstains are clear
From my lost brain matter.
Scattered, I want to be flattered.
Treated like a woman
Talked to like a girl
And bathed in a real man's world.

Not a boy's.

An everlasting love
Is
All I need.
An everlasting love
Where
I live and I bleed.

I broke loose
From the heartbreak
Take a bite from my heart
And break
Me
Like another has
Done
In the past.
Its ok I can
Break again
I will last.

For anyone to call another one
Perfect
Is a complete lie,
Trust me
I'm
Not
Perfect
I'm that girl
Who would make you die,
I'm the girl you'd die for to try,
I'm not perfect I'm just
Alright.

Tensions
Rise
Inside
My
Eyes
They
Call it suicide
To love
I call it risky
Call me frisky.

I'm hungry for more
Of something I've never gotten
I want amor
I
Want
To
Be
Spoiled
Rotten!

Let me not be given
Your sympathy
Let me
Taste
The
Tears
You
Bleed!

I question my thoughts
Are they right? Are they planned
Am I a woman of strong demand?
Am I a lover? Fighter? Like a,man?
Or just a delicate flower who need's to be taught
What loving is and could be.
I might have known love before
Just not this place
Not this proceed.

My atom molecule makeup
Is composed
Of pain
Of
My
Past,
And love forward
For my future.
Hand me
The
Knife
I've learned from
My
Past it's ok
I can do the
suture.

The detail is in
The
M
I
X.
I'm slow
Fast
Quick.
I can be anything you
Want me
To be
Sénor!
Just not like your ex bestie
I'm not easy
I don't go for moola,
I'm not a *****,
comprender?

Alter egos are such as legos. Trying to connect the dots to the spots. And we push out the bad ones and exes who forgot.
Just how
mu
ch
p
a
i
n
they caused us. They have no clue of the severity. Heres my thought for my ex and exes before him
on the alter ego clarity.

My body is locked up
My brain is free
My tongue is tied
Self richeous suicide

Some dreams can be sweet
some nightmares can be even sweeter sometimes.
When your dreams are really your nightmare.

I've realized over the year's
I've drank enough liquor
To match all of my tears.

i was hurt
i was stabbed.
From my neck to the back. Reality check.

He took
w
hat he could
grab.
How sad

Why do we do better
To make things only worse
We make our houses big
Our kids are grown
Telecommunication
New yard, technical phones.
Staring out of our window
Lost, lonely in a thoughtful watch
Wondering will someone make it
To our door or stop on our block
Or leave us in our house alone
As the quiet loner's we are.

Started at my belly as I
Slithered between your naval
Down through your legs,
I got stuck
I stopped
My tongue did the rest.

I swore I heard you today
In the sound of my heart beat
It would beat bump, bump, stab!
That's sad.