I’m not ready for this.
It’s four in the morning.
Seducing me with your kiss,
Though I’m not brave enough
To fall in love with you.
Not enough heart to give;
My body wants it, you
Can bet on that. Our hearts
Stumble over each other.
Eyes shut, envisioning
The best in their other.
Babe, I’m hungry for more.
No, **** this.
I’m not strong enough yet,
Although you say “Please, miss.”
Uncertainty and fear
Cloud – my mind – is wandering.
Actions are hesitant,
As you come, sauntering
Through the door, I close my eyes.
As we share affection,
You don’t really hide it,
Your crown, your *******.
What cravings, desires, needs
That rise up from my toes!
I don’t want to repeat
Mistakes with him who knows
All that I have crawled from –
A wrong relationship
Where “no” means force yourself
On me and hands on hips
Warn what you're taking from me.
My body tells you “Go!”
But I’m not ready yet.
I wish I could tell you so,
But I must be a mute.
Yeah, yeah. You’re drunk, I know.
But I’m still not ready.
It’s 4 A.M., heart rates low
‘Cause I’m just not ready.
Edited 2/15/14