We were the mystery
We were the shaking of heads
We were the whispers in the bathroom at 11 am

We were the smoke in the hallways

We were the leaves catching on air currents
like "I don't care how or why but I'm going somewhere"

We were balled up bills in the crook of
someone's sweaty Xanax palm

We were the lamps at night burning
We were the lasers on the ceiling
We were the lines of chemicals waiting on the counter

We were nothing good
nothing but mud and regrets on our feet

The teachers shook their heads
wondered to themselves how we ever got to sleep

She had nothing to say ,
She had no one to hang out with,
She had no one to laugh with,
She had no one to tell her secrets to,
She had no one to trust,

Then you came along... and changed her point of view,

All she wanted was friend and you played with the friendship she gave to you,
You thought you were funny to make her seem like a fool,
But all you did was taught her lesson... to never trust another stupid ***

All she wanted was to have what everyone else had...
a friend in which she could trust in but all you showed her to do, was to hate and start all over again

Lies
I
Easlie
See

At least make it seem true

you cover your face,
not revealing who you truly are,
acting all innocent when your really not,
come on show everyone......,the demon the person who you are in the inside,

you cover your face,
not revealing who you truly are,
you pretend to be there friend and play along,
then when your done having fun with your little scheme you stab them in the back and laugh in your victory,

you cover your face,
not revealing who you truly are,
like honestly just stop trying to fool everyone,
actually never mind because at the end who will you have to fool....... no one,

you cover your face,
not revealing who you truly are,
keep on going and see if you want to try and hide who you really are ever again because you'll be the one fooled at the end

Hold me like it was our last day on earth,
Kiss me as if we were the last two people and we were about to die,
Talk too me like i was your first and only love

I just want you too do everything as if we were about to die together <3

I'm in love with your laugh,
I'm in love with your smile,
I'm in love with your eyes,
I'm in love with your voice,
I'm just in love with every little thing of you

My body takes me places I do not know
Skin swims under your drumming veins
and twists around gripped clothing
My arms wrap around foreign limbs
Mind confusing them as familiar

Blonde tresses pulled and tangled
by numb fingers
Nose bitten by hollow teeth
lips ****** up of all their color
the red shoved in your bottomless pocket

Nape nestled and licked up
My head now rests on my shoulders
Those shoulders carved, pits of letters revealing your name
Poked collar bones distorted under your weight
Flattened under hungry bones

My body takes me places I do not know
Rib cage cracked by demanding palms
Heart removed, and poured into your thirsty inlet
******* swim into your hook, you feed off of them for days.
Eyes lost at sea

Ankles and feet shoved down to the foot of your bed
Boredom hits, and they are stuffed below
My knees sit between tongue and cheek
And that voice I had, caught in your canal
Inflection hanging in the orbit of your planet

My calves wander and brushed up
Painted against your gnarled spine
Thighs travel around your tortured torso
Asking for directions from navel
Lead stray

My body takes me places I do not know
Mind finally arrives
Body's tour ignored.

If I were to tell you
expose my darkness
unleash my destruction
I know my ocean of black
would swallow you whole
Your eyes would sink into your stomach
and no longer would I be your shining prize
I would flee
and wreck even more that I own
And I would say goodbye
before the period even followed my sentence
I know I'm not woman enough
to see your pain from my betrayal
slip into the carpet
at my feet
So yes, my dear I will flee
I'm so much better at leaving
I don't deserve your concrete feet
and your purity
Commitment drenched in your every move
I've known all along
this time would come
When my skin would shed
my mask would sail
and underneath all that I've shown you
A ***** lush ******* unveiled.

1116

There is another Loneliness
That many die without—
Not want of friend occasions it
Or circumstances of Lot

But nature, sometimes, sometimes thought
And whoso it befall
Is richer than could be revealed
By mortal numeral—