I have been searching all my life
carrying this hurt inside
Flirting with disaster
It's just been a miserable
and painful ride
I'm surprised that I'm still alive
when my heart died.
I have been down this road all my life
I swear it's getting colder
so much harder to survive
when your just a loner
who's been rejected and denied
I have been beaten black and blue
These ******* bruises they are my tattoos

Tonight .....
two hearts collide
Searching for a meaning in their lives
Feel the passion baby as it burns inside
Never felt such yearning to be touched
                                               to be touched by...... you
Tonight I'm singing It's all because
You bring adoration and trust back into my life
Oh baby what a feeling to be loved
                                               to be loved by.....you
two hearts collide...

aien't it funny how a broken heart
it seems it never heals
time keeps moving on
but your still reliving how it feels
to be sad and lonely
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and aien't it funny
how love can just fade away
time keeps moving on
but the memories take you back
to that sad and lonely place
and all that's left are the reflections of yesterday
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see
and baby aien't it crazy
how the sun always shines
but it can't hide away the rain
when those storm clouds come a rolling in
you just can't stop the tears
from falling again and again
searching for that rainbow in the sky
that you will never find
because somebody came
and took your smile from the world to see

The rain brings pain and we lose trust
If we must rust like the drain then let bust
Sometimes things change
It's hard to explain
how hearts lose the love
That brought so much happiness
Into our lives but just like the rain
that happiness is washed away

Let the rain fall Let it fall down me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Let the rain fall Let it fall down on me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

The rain is like my heart
its hard to tell it no
and when it rains it pours
but like a quiet storm
you came into my life baby
you became a part of me
I can never let you go
My mind is saying yes,
but my heart is yelling no
just like the rain tear drops
falling from my eyes again
this overwhelming feeling
has got my thoughts on hold
when it's you that i really want to hold.

Let the rain fall Let it fall down me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Let the rain fall Let it fall down on me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Life goes on
every second is a minute
I'm missing you
every minute is an hour
I'm missing you
every hour is a day
It's like looking in the mirror
the reflection of
a beautiful silhouette figure
makes me shiver
I 'm just wishing you was here
Let the tears remind me
The rain is like my heart
and when it rains it pours
but like a quiet storm
you came into my life baby
you became a part of me
I can never let you go

Let the rain fall Let it fall down me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now..

Let the rain fall Let it fall down on me
Let the rain fall Let the rain fall Down on me now.

Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
you couldn't see
what was really deep down inside of me
To reveal my inner thoughts and deeply hit emotions
You made me believe
the sunny side of me was shady
Only behind me a fine line
You had to lie to me Baby
Why is that you pour out your heart
You love somebody to much
Then they just don't love you anymore
It's a crying shame what they do
It leaves you feeling used
and what hurts the most is knowing the truth
and the truth is....You never even cared Baby
Days gone by
and I try to make this life
a better you and me
but this crisis seems to be
the life of me drifting
it surprises me baby
when I needed a friend
it was a friend through the sands of time
who shifted away..... from me
I just want to write my life away
I'm not ashamed to say
that I take the blame
for all the ******* mistakes I made
Sometimes I just feel so numb....
I can't escape so I face the day alone and afraid
On my knees I pray I try to contain this pain
As this blade cuts across my vein
Let my name be written
Jason forever lives in this mother ******* drama
as I'm getting older
I try to make this life a better you and me
but this crisis has got me
buried deep keeping me from believing
I'm clean and sober

How can you say your sorry
when you know you cut me open
You was my heart and soul
The better half of me
You was my sweetest poetry I wrote
Now a part of me is broke
so how can you say your sorry
When you meant so much to me
and this ocean of love was deep
but you cut me open much deeper
It was like my heart stopped beating
emotionally frozen and dying inside.
A page out of my life being ripped
with a crippled and broken heart
that can't be fixed
So how can you say your sorry
I don't get it.

I call out your name
It echoes through my soul
Take me in your arms
I'm afraid, I feel so all alone
Don't push me away
I need you,
You want the truth
Well Listen
This is me missing you