I have learned so many things this year with you,
I learned my former heart breaks
were something I had to do
to understand how much I am in love with you.

I learned that all my troubles in life
were to show me how good life really is
you taught me how beautiful life could be

I learned
that the world looks so much better
through your tinted windows
the sunset in the summer
looks so much better in shades of purple
the sun is so much more comfortable
the river is much more calm
and our love is much more private

I love the way the world looks
through your tinted windows

I think my favorite thing
About life
The most beautiful thing
Is being intertwined with you
To lay my head on your chest
To listen To your heart beat
To feel your fingers dance
along my back and hips
To feel your strong
Overworked hands on my shoulder
To feel you squeeze me
And when I look up at you
Your so focused
And innocent looking
And beautiful
God your so beautiful
In every single way
In your arms
Is where I wish to stay

I dream that he is mine,
I dream that he is true,
And all his words I keep
As rose-leaves hold the dew.

O little thirsty rose,
O little heart beware,
Lest you should hope to hold
A hundred roses’ share.

When we made love you used to cry
You said I love you like the stars above
I love you till the day I die

I wish I could sleep
But my mind is racing
With beautiful thoughts
Of you

Oh how I wish those thoughts
Would turn into beautiful
Dreams of you
So I could finally get some rest

But that would be to good to be true

I just want to cry
Every time
I look in the mirror
And see my thighs touch

I just want to cry
Every time
I lay down
And see my fat rolls hang off my body

I just want to cry
Every time
I walk
And my legs jiggle and run together

I just want to cry
Every time
I sit down
And my stomach folds over my jeans

I just want to cry
Every time
He says he loves my body
Because I wish I did too