I wish I could sleep
But my mind is racing
With beautiful thoughts
Of you

Oh how I wish those thoughts
Would turn into beautiful
Dreams of you
So I could finally get some rest

But that would be to good to be true

I just want to cry
Every time
I look in the mirror
And see my thighs touch

I just want to cry
Every time
I lay down
And see my fat rolls hang off my body

I just want to cry
Every time
I walk
And my legs jiggle and run together

I just want to cry
Every time
I sit down
And my stomach folds over my jeans

I just want to cry
Every time
He says he loves my body
Because I wish I did too

The truth is
I hate my body
And I always will
Every time I see my self
Every inch of fat I pinch
Every colossal photograph
I hate it I hate it all

Don't ask me what's wrong
Because I don't want to tell you
Because I don't want to be
One of those girls
That fish for compliments
Because I don't care
No matter what you say
I will never think I'm thin

No matter how many
Pounds
Inches
Meals
I lose
I honestly believe I will never feel
Thin even if someday I become thin
I won't see it

Whenever I think I understand what we are
You always surprise me
Every day I find something new
To love about you.
Every day my perspective of us
Changes
I feel like you open up
Just a little bit more
Every time I see you
And when you do that becomes
The new best moment of my life
Love is learning new things about you
And falling in love with you in a completely
New way
It's like the greatest gifts I have ever received little pieces of you
I am so happily in love with you.

I want to be in your room
On your bed
I want you to slowly move
One hand along my waist
Down to my lower abdomen
And down to my thigh
I want to feel your other hand
Move it's way up my ribs
Brush past my *******
Feeling my chest up to my neck
I want Your nose to touch the bottom of my
Neck all the way to my jaw to my ear
I want to feel every hot breath against my skin
Every inch along the way
I want Your soft kiss on my cheek
The way you hold me before we make love
The softness in arms and in your voice the passion in your eyes I feel your love like I'm touching your heart with my own body
I think it's the way you show me you love me
The reason why I lust for you so much
I need your body it's all I can think about
I want to kiss you for hours I want to be sentenced to your bed for the rest of my life
When I'm on top of you the way you kiss me and wait for me to **** on your lip and bite it the way it turns you on and i feel you ****** your hips into mine. You get excited and squeeze my **** and slap it and you stop to stare at me. Then you roll over on top of me and start to take my clothes you never stop looking at me you always look right into my eyes. We have to be quiet but I can't be when your inside. So you dig your neck and shoulder into my mouth your not very loud but every deep breath and grunt and word you say to me in a hot musky voice sends me into another world. I just want it to last forever I have never wanted someone so badly in my entire life.

Your eyes drink of me,
Love makes them shine,
Your eyes that lean
So close to mine.

We have long been lovers,
We know the range
Of each other’s moods
And how they change;

But when we look
At each other so
Then we feel
How little we know;

The spirit eludes us,
Timid and free —
Can I ever know you
Or you know me?