I hate my life it’s such a waste
There is no such thing as fate
For if there is I’m sad to see
What god might have in store for me
He’ll punish me for all I say
For all the people I push away
But oh dear god can’t you see
What the world has done to me?

(Drip)
It falls down my face
My heart begins to race
(Drip)
I see a peaceful place
No more hate or great disdain
(Drip)
The stain it makes today
Will never be washed away
(Drip)
My vision starts to blur
My pain will haunt me nevermore
(Drip)
I became free today
All the blood has left my veins

- J.W

Sadistic Hierarchy

I change my shape in hope to please
The ****** up mindset of society
Dropped 60 pounds and prayed they see
How much that they mean to me
But still they laugh and mock me
About so many trivial things
And while I see right through their schemes
I continue trying to please
The sadistic hierarchy
In trust that they will finally see
The ****** up person they made me
**** these insecurities…

I’ll cut my hair and trim my face
Please put me in my rightful place
Allow for me to succeed
So I can buy all I need
Phones, watches, jewelry
All of the essential things
Everything you said I need

Now can I be happy?