¿No entiendes la locura de mi mente?
La locura creada por esta sociedad, por toda esta gente.
No entiendes el tumulto en mi corazón
creada por locura, no tiene razón.
Estoy desesperada.
Estoy confundida.
Simplemente para expresarme
hago un intento de ser atrevida.
Pero no entiendes,
ni yo entiendo.
Lo único que causo son miles de regueros.
Regueros familiares,
regueros incontrolables,
regueros que demuestra mi piel derramando sangre.
¿Entiendes lo que digo?
Ni sé si te sigo.
Dentro de mi hay un monstruo rogando para liberarse.
Suplica de este cuerpo que lo dejen largarse.
Detrás de las rejas se esconde
y nadie lo conoce.
¿No entiendes la locura de mi mente?
¡No soporto más la gente!
Quisiera poder vivir viviendo
que vivir muriendo…

HOW
After all these years
After all these  years.
HOW
Do I still feel the same
HOW
After all these years
After all these  years.
NOTHING
Nothing has changed
I almost forgot I was always messed up like this
I wonder
HOW
Have I managed to drown
DROWN
The voices
The pain
HOW
HOW
After all these years
After all these  years.
HOW
Do I still feel the same...

Wishing you were here
It's not the same without you near
I hate that now I live in fear
Because your gone forever
I wanted you to stay
I offered you a place to lay
Now there are no words to say
Because your gone forever
I'll hang My head as an attempt to dry my thoughts
But it will be my tears that drown me
In my onslaught
Because you are gone forever

Butterflies fly high
high in the sky
at night they try
to go somewhere to hide.
To hide from the dark
they fly and they fly
into the dark during the night sky.

In the black of night
not a twinkling light in sight
he shone as bright as the sun
too bad we were on the run

Had we not witnessed the death
not heard the last breath
we would be enjoying the party

But his mind was too preoccupied
too mystified
by the mysterious woman
consulting the doorman

Have you ever heard 'curiosity killed the cat'
boy you should have hid behind your hat
you were the guest
now your part is the test

You are ****** for all eternity
because of your naive mentality
so run you little lab rat
your being chased by the cat

I try to be the good girl,
The girl who has it all together,
But I'm not.

I'm the girl crumbling into pieces trying to find herself,
The girl who isn't sure who she is but knows what she has to be,
But that isn't the real me.

The real me wants to escape from that trapped box of everyone's expectations.
It seems impossible.
I want to find me.

But it seems to be the hardest thing that can be.
Who I am is up to me, but you see,
No one seems to understand that part of me.