all my friends loved drugs or liked to get ****** up
my boyfriend would shoot ****** and paint with my blood
i’ll sure as hell miss downing pills
but i think i want to live instead

i loved white nights bleaching my eyelids
i loved brunette boys who made me feel like jesus
getting ****** on rooftops watching the sun collapse
but i’m tired of waking up and feeling like ****

i had fun drinking ***** on hot, summer nights
and placing pills under my tongue until the world was vivid neon lights
holding hands with the boy who drank too much lean
but i think i want to make it past 2013

O Lord , O how we need you help us to quit hurting.
Suffering with such emotional pain, heal us Lord.
Heal us of these aches both physically and emotional.
Save us from ourselves, for we are broken people.
I keep on going down the wrong way on a one way street.
I keep chasing a dream that is not meant for me.
I truly need your healing for I love a woman that i should never have met.
I still have her on my mind from time to time.
O how I wish that I never met her , heal me God.
It truly hurt to love someone that you will never be with.

There was fire in his eyes.
She couldn't put the fire out,
so she embraced it, and set herself
on fire.

It's nice
The way you run your hands over me

It's cute
The way you explore my body

It's great
The way you move inside of me