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4d · 134
arc.21
rishita 4d
And it's always okay to let go of things, people and feelings , if they try to overpower you .

Eventually in the end ,the end will always be peaceful and like the way you always wanted.
The peace is within but without having anything.
May 23 · 143
arc.20
rishita May 23
And once our problem becomes unsolvable ,
we must forget about that problem and move ahead towards the solutions of many more.
🔯🙏
We don't laugh on the same joke again , so why crying over a problem again and again...
May 23 · 110
arc.19
rishita May 23
Mirror mirror on the wall
Who's the real me?
The one I want to be or the one I'm pretending to be.
Or it is the one who's trying to be free.
Free from all the ties and never to be the self I used to be.
Or is it just an escape to hide the actual me.
Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's this girl I see?
🪞🫡
Till now I don't know who I was
But from today I def know what I'm going to be ...
May 22 · 61
Until we meet again
rishita May 22
I never said it
And so did he...
Maybe he's somewhere, thinking about me.
And all the last moments with him
seems like a lie.
It's been an year and still I can't deny.
Deny the fact that I  can't see myself
with someone new.
But wait, we never dated so why?
Maybe everything I've felt,you felt that too.
But this 'maybe' makes me feel so blue.
Why do I hope that you smile when u think of me?
Just like the way I do crazily.
But I never said it ,
And never let my feelings rain .
Maybe next time until we meet again...
Don't assume this is totally fictional.
I hope to see you maybe when we get all wrinkled and white haired.💀
Apr 20 · 209
arc.17
rishita Apr 20
My whole world revolves around non-genuine but realistic things.
Does this even make any sense??
(Think about it and it will start making sense)
.
.
.
Non genuine but realistic 🌝
Apr 20 · 96
arc. 16
rishita Apr 20
and all those arcs came back to me as 'karma' and the circle started again...
You will get what you've done
Apr 15 · 122
Was it fun?
rishita Apr 15
Gazing the stars at night,
he recalls everything.
"I did so much only to see this sight.
What am I seeking? ", he asked himself.
"With all those hectic days and hopeless nights,
I've come this far . "
"What memories? They only gave me scar."
"Where it's leading me?", he asked himself .
For all my dreams,I gotta work hard
But in those hard works , where's the happy card...
Was it necessary for all the things to be done?
Living like this, was it fun???
Ik life isn't about having fun or not but
atleast we can do things that actually makes us happy.
Mar 26 · 153
arc.15
rishita Mar 26
So everything that I wished for , happened in some other universe and
maybe the ' other me ' wanted all of this that's happening with me now...
It all happened in the other world.
I did something that I always wished for.
Mar 24 · 264
arc.14
rishita Mar 24
Now we meet only in dreams,
don't know when I will get a chance to see you again.
Will it be in the future or in some other life we'll meet again?
🫂
Mar 22 · 238
arc.13
rishita Mar 22
and when others were living in the moment,

i was there thinking how to be in the moment that hasn't even come yet.
the way I was living seems like a big lie now
Mar 20 · 95
untitled
rishita Mar 20
the last page was missing in the book I was reading,
that torn page was completely blank with just one sentence

"You found me to change the story".
Our life is a story and maybe destiny is a thing but maybe we can change it...
Mar 20 · 94
arc.12
rishita Mar 20
Everything I was doing up until now
was made-up
And maybe whatever I'll be doing from now on
will also be made-up too
Mar 20 · 185
arc.11
rishita Mar 20
I wasn't only just trying to find myself in the void
But I wanted to be seen ...
I wanted attention so badly that I forgot to be normal...
Mar 16 · 79
arc.10
rishita Mar 16
find the right path
to get out of the labyrinth
cuz your desires will make you stay as it will only show the brighter world.
but what if the world gets even more darker at the brighter part...
Mar 11 · 213
arc.9
rishita Mar 11
this void is killing me
and i wanna join the crowd too
but i don't know why
i find peace in this emptiness...
If you are at peace somewhere ... don't think about the crowd..
rishita Mar 11
December 28th,2023
21:53 pm
The year is about to end in just a few days and I am getting flashbacks of everything that happened this year. This year was more like a reality check for me that where do I actually stand among everyone. I do know that I'm not even 1 percent close to have a decent life ahead but I'll try to make a change in my life in every possible way. This year literally made me feel so worst about myself but that was necessary. After feeling so many emotions throughout the year I'm at peace in the end of this rollercoaster year. Life is so much more than what I thought.  Felt guilty for making people disappointed and thus I regretted each and every day for existing. I wanted to quit everything and just had no hope . What's the point in living is the only thought that came across my mind...
I wasted so many days, months just doing things that did no change in my life and my thoughts. I just don't wanna recall those 4-5 months because I'm moving forward with no memories of this year . Yea I def learnt a ton of things but  I wannsa learn more from the coming year...
I hope 2024 will be different from 2023 . I'll do more stufff and continue to be actually happy by my own.
Rishita~
a diary entry (prolly 2023 last diary entry)
Mar 7 · 97
PERFECTION
rishita Mar 7
A word that we want to happen in our lives.
Desire for perfection to feel the pride.

But the way you are makes who you are,
cuz with perfection one's true self is far.
protagonists are never perfect...
(Clearing my draftsss)
Mar 7 · 89
arc. 7
rishita Mar 7
scrolling through my phone
watching their lives
regretting
thinking I'll do something better
overthinking
again scrolling through my phone
                                     -Rishita
idk but regretting seems cool to me...💀
Mar 7 · 90
go back in the "Past"
rishita Mar 7
I wanna go back in the past over and over again.
all those memories of childhood, I wanna feel again.
all my family members together in one frame ,
chilling at home and nothing to attain.
only if I could go back in the past again...
once again living with my family ,
once again relying on them ,
once again celebrating together  ,
physically, mentally I want to be with them again .
all those memories of childhood I wanna feel again.
only if I could go back in the past again...
once again going to school,
once again sharing the same roof,
once again sitting on same bench,
with all my friends I wanna live again.
all those memories of childhood I wanna feel again.
only if I could go back in the past again...
if I could....
Feb 29 · 150
arc.6
rishita Feb 29
Our love wasn't a deal that we can make again
but still moving on seems in vain...
Read all the arcs and make it a circle🫂
Oct 2023 · 99
arc.5
rishita Oct 2023
May 5th,2023
Friday
7:01 p.m.

A month has just passed and the other is on its way but what I've been doing after my exams ended . I feel like I'm absolutely lost and don't know where do I belong. And it's not alright because I've been doing nothing for a month. Maybe I should've been more careful about my future during my highschool but I don't wanna sit and regret about it now. It feels like everything is happening so fast and I'm just stuck at some point and watching everything. Everyone seems so busy and I know it's good that they know what they want unlike me who's just watching , scrolling the  screen and over-analysing things.
I know I should study but I am not able to focus. I'm not ready to face anyone. I know people have expectations from me and I'll feel so guilty to disappoint them.
Basically a diary entry that copied from my notes ...
May 5th,2023
Friday
7:01p.m.
( Never give up . Even if you are at your worst phase , trust me it'll get better only with time . You just need to be with people who love you unconditionally and do things that make you happy.)
Oct 2023 · 113
arc.4
rishita Oct 2023
Why do I still think maybe the reason I never confessed my feelings
is the same reason he might have stopped himself too..
It's all in my head but I wanna get over everything 🤝
Oct 2023 · 371
arc.3
rishita Oct 2023
The one who's trying to fit in with everyone
Why it's always me?
Now I just run from situations where a group of people are talking...🫡
Oct 2023 · 88
Him
rishita Oct 2023
Him
i looked at him and smiled ,
he looked at her and smiled.
it was fine for a while
but then she went too far
and no confessions left a sore scar.
atleast i can see him but he doesn't smile anymore ,
they would be such a good couple only if he confessed before.
someone can be so much in love, like how??
he'll wait for her ,i know somehow...
but still I can't let go as my heart won't allow.
(Totally fictional)
Feb 2023 · 456
arc .2
rishita Feb 2023
the darkness was my home
and again I returned here,
but this time it's familiar
and i ain't scared anymore.
Darkness is beautiful just like a bright day ...
Jan 2023 · 316
arc .1
rishita Jan 2023
the sun called the snow cold
but snow melted in the presence of sun
maybe you already found your 🌞
Or maybe you're the ☀️
Jan 2023 · 239
<thoughts umm> arc .0
rishita Jan 2023


We'll be destroyed by our own thoughts ,
So sometimes it's better to stare at abyss.


One doesn't know what they can think at any moment and thus some thoughts make us feel guilty for having that thought .
Oct 2020 · 613
Feather
rishita Oct 2020
I don't have wings
But I wanna know the feeling when a bird flies.
On the first day of spring ,
I wanna free myself from all the ties.
Migrating from one place to another,
The places I have been having my worn out feather.
My destination is nowhere ,
I just want to explore.
Not interested in knowing anyone,
I wanna know myself little more.
Thinking about bad weather can stop me from flying ,
I trust my feather and I can't stop trying.
One day I will fall and I want to fall like a feather.
Not too early ,
Swinging in the mid air with feathers altogether.
Feather - A poem for a dreamer .
Imagination don't have any flaws.

— The End —