My heart screams at me
It's reverberating the words
'She's perfect', let her know
But my mind, my mind clouds
The words that come from
My heart.
My mind is telling me,
'If you do, there's no going back',
So I let my mind
Silence the thoughts that my heart
has created.
I let my mind
Silence the ***** that keeps me alive.
I ask myself daily now
'Will I ever be more than a struggle
Between heart vs mind? Will I ever
Be able to choose my heart like
A dog chooses to fetch a stick
Without any actual commands?'
If I were to let my heart choose,
It would say ' Go tell her you
really really think she's beautiful',
so I go and do that but what
I'm really trying to say is
'I don't think any part of me
Can enjoy life as much as it
Has without your company'.

Dont worry,
Dont cry.
Dont keep making this so ******* yourself,
And keep wondering why you want to try.
You illuminating blinding light.
Watch out for how these sharp teeth bite.
The way they rip and fill you with fright.
Dont worry,
Dont cry.
Dont mourn when its soon to be my time.
Keep wondering why you want to try.
Your survival will be justified,
And im not even afraid to die.
I am a replacable soul,
So lets just dance to this rock & roll.
Dont worry,
Dont cry.
I love you.
Goodnight.

Everyone is so obsessed with
      trying to find Sanity
While I'm just keeping to myself,
      praying not to ever be.

The Sanity that you all want and yearn for and desire
Is nothing more than living in a world engulfed in **Fire