No matter how many people touch my body
My soul will always belong to you

Say you'll remember me
Catch our broken dreams
When you sleep at night
Do you hear the echoes of my tears
When you wake up do u feel my kiss
against ur soft cheeks
Let me haunt you
Because I couldn't have you
Make me your ghost
Did you feel me when the wind blew?
Did you see me in the sky?
the dots of light in the blue
I'll be watching over you
don't let my ghost scare you
and if at night I hold you
don't stare at my slit wrists
Don't stare at the rope traces on my neck
where I can still feel ur soft kiss

And the irony is
If I slit those wrists you held tight
They will bleed the blood that still loves u

If there is another universe
I’ll paint the you and I who made it through the fire
A small house to rest their souls
I’ll make them a latte and a dark coffee
And let that sit on the kitchen counter
I’ll place the house in the middle of nowhere
Where we wanted to be
And I’ll grow them dandelions
Give them a bit of peace
I will paint them a house
By the pond of my tears
And I’ll watch them
Be what I wanted
The future that I lost
And sink in the nothingness forever

Black
White
White and black
Search for a hint of color
But they ran away with you
Search for my tears
Look for my smile
But it’s nowhere to be seen
Not without you
Funny how I can take
Longer sips of my cigarette
Funny how nothing
Can make me move as fast
Funny how my pain
Has changed shape now
Funny how my pain
Looks like our silhouette
Or maybe like the ashes
I dust in the astray
Or the fallen pieces
Of the far past
Funny how nothing deserves my care
Funny how I can only stare
Why ain’t the world fair
Why aren't you near