the loud silence kept within someone will **** them from the inside out. it will devour their soul, and take away their sanity. they will go crazy.
so help someone. really pay attention and notice the loud silence that is kept within.
you will save a life and maybe even your conscience.

Love.
Such an intense feeling.
Such deep affection.
So deeply romantic.
The ****** attachment.
The pleasure.
But is it wrong to fear?
To hide from such feeling.
Have you noticed the pain it brings?
Oh, how it hurts.
How it breaks you.
But it is intriguing....
That I just might try to love something.

Oh the love. The love I feel for you. It's unlike any love that you will ever come to know. It's as pure as a newborn. As vast as the unknown. For my love for you will never be worn out.
Yet. I don't know who you are. Why you only exist in my dreams. And when I wake up I search and cry. For the love of my life is not by my side.

You might be here,
but I don't feel it.
Try to make it feel better.
I need and want your presence near me.
And you might try.
But the feelings don't change.

I write for me, not for you.
You might not know it, but I have feelings too.
Thoughts go through my head.
They would scare you to death.
My words are a mess, because I don't know who I am.
They tell me to be one thing, when I'm really not.
So I write and stay hidden behind the words.