i still cant get over
the way you moved
towards me

i still cant believe
the way you wanted
to know me

and i still cant stand
the way you tricked
me into
loving you

things get worse
when im left to think

things get worse
at night
in the dark

things get worse
when im not focused

things get worse
when im too focus

things get worse
no matter what

i cant keep thinking

i cant believe we are going our separate ways
but i cant hesitate to go cant have any delays

we are not right together or apart
and yet here i am and i cant get a start

you are the toxic voice in my mind
you say so much you make me blind

can you please stop pulling my hair
i just cant keep breathing your nuclear air

just please leave me alone in the dead of night
leave me alone for once, without a fight.

her legs
long as trees

her soul
rooted in mountains

her eyes
gazing upon grassy fields

her hand
reaching to the sky

i want to stop
i want to break free
from your sweetness
that has turned into a drug

your love and time
was shortly appreciated
until you turned around
and ******* me over

you **** me until
i thought you
were someone else and
i wanted to run away

leave me alone
leave me gone
leave me dead
leave me like lead
sinking to the bottom of the ocean