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Heidi Mason Jan 2015
so many thoughts
that run through
my hyper active mind
and I can't think
correctly about
the biggest moment
of my life
im so happy
but other emotions
got in my way.
so I feel kinda sad
goodnight
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
you think the words
I scramble together
when I want to **** myself
are beautiful
but they ******* aren't
stop glorifying
the fact that people
want to die.
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
and I just really want to be dead
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
the words
the hate
the fake
they cut into me
and make me bleed

the sad
the depressed
the ugly
they attack me
because they are lonely

the words
the sounds
my mind
it never seems to slow down
not even for me to
comprehend what is happening
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
what the ****
this air is running short
my lungs are closing in
my precious oxygen
where have you been
is this how I know
im dying?
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
there is sadness in the air tonight
and I can surely feel it
as it wraps it arms around my throat
to make sure I can feel a little at home
it suffocates my lungs
pulls on my vocals
attacks my brain
so now all I can do
now is be sad
Heidi Mason Jan 2015
and honestly
all I really need
is to be needed

because lately
I have been
such a waste of space

and all I can feel
is the
words that are sung in that sad
sad song.
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