My eyes have gone empty,
And my hands started shaking again,
The exhaustion it takes just to pretend-
Yes, all is well.

Whats a home? Mines become a prison,
When I disappear you will all see,
My ******* anxiety was eating me-
Yet I still smiled.

Lately everything’s so ******* dull,
I don’t know how to save myself anymore,
The wounds on my wrist are too sore-
I can’t breathe.

I already said too much.
I already shared too much,
and I want all my secrets back.
I hate getting close to people these days.

I always regret
sharing too much,
caring too much,
doing too much,
feeling too much.

It's really upsetting

How the only time you text me
Is when you're drunk

How you get drunk off of moonshine
That you make with your brothers

How you never cared before
But now I don't care
And you do

You should have opened your eyes
You should have known
I was crazy about you
And now that you have finally noticed
I could not care any less about you

I'm always the friend to tell people
It's okay
I just wish I had to a friend to tell me
It's okay