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  Feb 2019 Rockwood
David Abraham
Sometimes I want to take her up in my arms
and feel like a man,
because I'm a lot bigger than her
and my hands dwarf hers,
but we both know I can't.

My heart rises up to my throat
when I think of her
and it swells from the love I hold so dear
and it breaks when I remember that I can't be close to her.

I'm not close enough to stroke her knotted hair,
and I'm not close enough to make sure nobody hurts her.
She can protect herself sometimes, and I know she isn't hurt as Much as I am angry when she is insulted.

Their jokes about me loving her hardly seem like jokes now,
and I might just be a bit high on pain or hunger or maybe it's just the lonely hurt,
but I want to hold her
and love her,
but I have to know that it isn't possible.
A love between us is impossible,
however much I wish I could be a man to her, for her, just to simply be
for her.
0222 october 10 2018
Rockwood Feb 2019
This is how he'll disappear:
Slowly, then all together.
As I try to sweep up the grime of his absence,
and try to make myself better.

But the shrill screeching of knives
will shudder through my bones.
When I try to remember it's over,
I'll still rock in the corner alone.

Back and forth, back and forth,
Clutching my frail chest.
The dog's ribs are poking out,
And the cat bit a hole in my dress.

Oh, What a life to live,
Oh what glorious stress.
For even the fourth time he's broken my heart,
I always return to that mess.
I hate feeling this way
Rockwood Feb 2019
fog
I can't see outside
The thick lenses of my glasses
Clouded by the stupid heat
Of my stupid tears
Over a stupid boy.

You said you loved me
So why'd you leave me all alone?
And now I'm crying and writing
Words that dont even make sense.
I cant even call it a poem.

You inspired me.
Or did you really?
Maybe what inspired me was just
The idea of you; maybe it was just...
Who I wanted you to be.

But now I see you
And I see you clearly.
Ahsjajkaja I'm angry and sad and my friend from school writes better poems than me and I love them a lot they make me smile when I am sad in my brain.
Rockwood Feb 2019
What is wrong
With me wanting to
Escape you?

You left me,
Memories taken,
Unforgiven.

What did I
Ever do to you?

I am so
Very tired
Of your nonsense.

Please
Look back
Before I'm gone.

I'd love you
To watch me leave
So you can feel just how
It felt for me, every night you
Asked if I was worth your time.

I promised
That the next
Time you made me
So openly
Cry,
I'd go.
And it is
Time for me
To keep that promise.
Goodbye.

These
Are my
Diamond
Words that
You can't break.
Even if you
Broke my
Heart.
I know this one isn't very good I'm just upset, ok?
Rockwood Feb 2019
Always wasting time,
Now I’ve gone and thrown my mind,
To the raging wind

For once, you were mine,
But I’ve looked and I can't find,
Where I lost my friend

Now, please watch me climb,
To my pedestal of crime.
Please watch it all end.

Lights in your eyes shine,
I know how to make you cry,
All without amends.
a haiku; for you.
Rockwood Feb 2019
I dream of you at night;
You visit me alone.
I’d join you in the sky
If I weren’t a stone.

My heart is made of rock
Each limb is carved from lead
A single push could knock
The quartz eyes from my head

But you are like a flower
Basking in sun rays
You’re lighter every hour
At twilight, fly away.

I dream of you each night;
Your visits help atone
The sins that weigh me down
You chip away the stone

Angel of the garden,
Please grant me your pardon.
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