the phantoms of you rest thrillingly in my mind
they dance in my dreams
and scream in my ears
taking me back to our time

a competitive narcissist
dressed in fear
you suffocate me
with shallow love

you wear jealousy in silence
over accessorize
with cowardliness
holding fists of everything left unsaid
as your knuckles bleed white
you make reality darker

step outside your reflection
get out of your head
let your flaws glisten
let them be seen
and burned to ashes
to fill the void kept between us
trudge through
create a path

up the mountain of humility
reminisce
when the white wave crashed over us
as i told you no
and the colors that bled through
were louder
than the screams of a prey being hunted

listen
till your ears bleed
and you’re locked out of ego
leave the key
never to be felt again

A spaceship was what we created
No one else in
No one out
Time ceased to exist
Vulnerability and curiosity as the fuel
Infinite access into the abyss
Laughter as coolant
And silence as our peace
Eyes as windows
We floated
Passing by
Still, never stopped
One day
We will
As our bodies meet dirt
When we're no longer lost