I can only write
when I am depressed.

I wonder if that
is the reason why
I avoid happiness like
it's an intoxicated sea
in which I might drown

myself in silence.

I became emotional
Anxious
Thinking maybe it was you

As I waited for your response
I began to contemplate about your
Every move

Is life so weird
My affection for you
Is fading into the nothingness

Although I still do wish to be with you
But a in way that soothes my heart

Your existence
Brings chaos
The kind that brings peace
To my soul

It's something I can't contain
Trap
Unable to sensor my own thoughts
My heart beats fast
And fast
And fast
I **** so much
My mind tries to purge your existence
Unsuccessful
Soon I learn to accept you
It satisfies my soul
I'm fine

I was destined
To break free
Locked in by religion and temptation
Now I find myself running
With all my might
As if that was my purpose
Into the light

As my heart is being touch
My body suaves with the rest of the world  
And my soul feels tranquil
Just like my mind is unaware
I feel just as I should
Me

The voyage is set to begin
Behind the battle line
Lingering with aspiration
Billions of others
Just like me
The desire to achieve this feat
Trespass the Zona
Break it free  

An amorous key
Essential to transcribe
Me to thee

New page to fill
I know now you live
Within me
I came here to seek
And I found
A beginning
And it will take hold of my life
You were always there
In my heart
Even when I set you aside
I'm happy now
Even better
I'm saved