I don't think about him or the fear he ignited in me but when I see his face
Why do I have to keep seeing your face?
Every feeling comes back
Fear
Self blame
Confusion
I feel so small
Your eyes and mouth were enough to push me into a dark abyss
I have the need to cover my skin
Like if it's my responsibility to make sure my body doesn't provoke you
I have the need to hide who I truly am
Like it's my responsibility to make sure my personality doesn't provoke you
I know it's not my fault but can you blame me?

wavy chestnut hair
brown dreamy eyes
take me by surprise every time
freckles
resembling tiny stars on his nose
intellectual
dreamy
I can't emphasize
cute
handsome
broad shoulders
strong arms
stripes

Chaos
something that I'm going through
constantly
But who isn't?

Intravedo nel mio passato
nel mio presente
vedo crecita
ci sono tre cose quelle mi fanno sorridere
il amore
la vita
e Gesu Cristo
il amore era qualcosa che non ** potuto riconoscere
Adesso lo e tutto per me
Qualcuno che conosco o qualcosa che faccio sempre lo attenziono con amore
la vita e qualcosa sacra e stupenda
Adesso vedo che la mia prospettiva mi ha cambiato
Finalmente ** Gesu Cristo
Prima di lui avevo molti problemi
Adesso ** i stessi probemli ma non sto sola
Adesso io sono forte e felice
Oggi sono la persona quella sono  perche lui

I'm so tired of you
You and your excuses

Every time I think about him
I see you and him
together
and I feel weak

I don't know a lot of things
But I do know Life is good
Believe me I know