nevaeh

nevaeh Mar 2021

hell yeah
take my hand
lets wreck this show

and im so glad
that he loves you
because he's really cool
and im sick of hating him
unless you think hes cooler than me
then id have to **** him

and also
i really think
i might love someone too
and shes really cool
(but not cooler than you)
and she makes me feel
lesbian things
and idk
lets be gay criminals

and i miss my
best friend
too

broooooooo ily no ****

nevaeh Mar 2021

do you want me?

lean into me
bury your face in my neck
cry on my shoulder
let me hold you all night
relax in my arms
whisper in my ear
how much you love me
let me protect you
from the entire world
from your family
and their judgments
from you exes
and their lies
do want this?
because i can give it to you
all of this and more
and all i ask of you in return
is that you love me
and don't ever stop

all i want is love. all of my money, my efforts, my promises, you can have my heart and lungs if you promise not to leave me.

nevaeh Feb 2021

make up

we fight
and fight and fight and fight
but you better bet your ***
i'd still talk to you all night long
we'd argue til the world ended
and still, i'd want you in my bed
i could say it over your grave
that this is the last time, i swear
i hate you
i never want to see you again
but still, i always come back for more

in the end
the fights are just that
just a fight

i love you
more than i love
being right

and thats the realest **** ive ever felt

nevaeh Feb 2021

i have dreams

of the sun
growing
bigger and bigger
my skin
getting hotter and hotter
of people running
children crying
families holding on
loved ones saying goodbye
lovers kissing each other good night
for the last time
and always
just as the last of the earth
begins to melt away
you look at me
from above
with a halo of destruction around you
all the light in the universe
making you glow like a god
yours golden hair flowing
and your body untouched
you look at me
and smile
like i'm the only thing
worth saving

god i wish it was true though

nevaeh Feb 2021

always forever

forever is too long
when forever
is really only
a few more weeks
at best.

and besides,
i really cant handle
losing one more person
in this ******* world.

so my plan is a simple one:

just don't hold on
and you'll never
have to let go.

forever never lasts babe, let's just be for now and hope for tomorrow, okay?

nevaeh Feb 2021

crushed petals

dying red rose petals
darkened at their tips,
become crushed between
my pointed white teeth.
their acrid floral blood
drips from my tongue,
and i wonder once more
what my purpose is here;
why am i still fighting
for a life i don't want to
live anymore?

i ate a rose. it tasted like heartbreak.

#love #rose