The journey to find out "your identity" of who you are,is often a difficult one....if You Realise that we AREN'T all the "same" it doesn't mean ur less of a good person-doesnt mean you don't deserve acceptance but does mean that you are WORTHY-....If God intended us to "be" All the same-we would never have had been given "free will".. Be aware that the truest of essence whom you were ment to be-is GOD GIVEN-change the characteristics you can change-and believe that He created you unto His Plan,...yes you were intended to be what you discover-for whom knows the thoughts and will of God,to doubt that He has laid ur path out accordingly,all you need do,is become the "casted  actor"in this play God calls life!!"For all the world is a stage-and we are mearely actors"

"Though ye walk through
The valley of despair"-
I shall not fear.

Though I find the emptiness
Deep inside of me-
I shall shed no tears.

For YOU have walked upon this land
Many times ago,
YOU felt fear and were alone...
So I have this to know!

Your promiSe still rings true
Yes even today to me too:
"I'm not

Alone

Just on my journey

Home!"

Echo the Day
Words i could never say
Never knew someday
You would go away

Silent the Night
As i hold my plight
Never saw the light
Now your from sight

The Seasons change slowly
Now im travelling lonely
Wishing i was only
Yet now far from feeling homely

Will i get one more chance
Remembering yesterday
Will i see you once again
How blessed i would be
Walking back into your arms
And maybe time will stand still
Even for an hour or two
Maybe a day or three

I guess its only wishfull thinking
Yet how blessed i would be
Having you here Eternaly
I will never be lonely
I guess its only day dreaming
Having you back right beside me
Yet how blessed i would be
I guess im now forever lonely

Echo the Day
Silent the night
The seasons change slowly
Aint it just  bittersweet irony

Good will to all
The season come
And peace upon your soul
Let every heart cheer
Love may draw you near
And earth resound the day
As heartache falls away
And earth receive the joy
Tis is the most wonderfilled way

So...
Go...
Goodbye?
So Long...
Why?
You know...
Together?
Alone
Well...
Yeah...
Miss me?
A Little...
Fine...
WAIT!!
Why?
Because...
Come back?
I Cant...
Oh...
Yeah...
So?
Go...
Forever?
No

Whilst standing in a sea of faces
Tears inside me leave their traces
Fear shadows me like clouds
And gives birth unto doubt
And all around the sounds of voices
Inside I feel I've lost the choice

To live to die
To smile and try
To seek the meaning of my life

Yet within comes a soft wisper
Choose me
Choose life

Death beckons me to change my mind
To leave the sadness all behind
To let  this mortal life go by
Yet my soul still cry
What truth arise to let this lie
Within my confused mind

And a dove upon a branch up high
Beneath a cloudless sky
Brings peace unto my weary mind
As if to say

Choose me

Choose life!

I like coffee
And You like tea
I love the silence
You like to scream
-Coffee and tea
Go perfectly-
Why oh why dont you see?

I like mornings
You like eve's
And I love the sunrise
Till late you sleep
-Mornings and eve's
Together it is-
Why oh why dont you agree?

You and me
Were ment to be
Happy ever afterly.

Come ye little child
Come and be amazed
Life can somehow
Be a daze
So rest your little heart

Come ye little child
Feel Gods tender Love
An overwhelming embrace
And walk the path not lonely
Find courage but to face

Come ye little child
Death has but its place
But turn your gaze to Heaven
Thats where we will be safe
a day and for always

Lost
Darkness strip the sky from stars
It shadows over the moon

Screams
A unearthly voice fills the wind
It drowns out the silence

What has thou comest to do
Why seeks one out the truth?
Know ye not that Evil rules
But only for one night?

Fear
Tremble deep within the soul
No help but dare to rear

******
The dead sleeps no more
Evil comes to set its score

Why doth seek ye out at this
The terror and resist?
Know not you that Evil keeps
Those who foolish steep?

Tis not a time to cheer
Delight
But turn to inward gaze
That from Hell itself arise
The wickedness and praise
Celebrate ye not dear one
The war is fought
The battle done
But seek thou side
Of light and true
Pray that Evil pass by you
Dont tempt the hand of fate

And
Resist him
Stand steadfast in faith
And he
Will flee from you
For He who is
Within you
Is mightier than he
Who rules this world.....

Dreams undreamed
Dies at the seem
And who knows where they rest
Eternaly

Hopes unhoped
Goes up in smoke
And like the wind remains
Unseen

Love unloved
Ascends to Heaven above
And guarded by Angels for
Eternity

And

Prayers unprayed
Hidden in the  Heart
Belonging to someone whom cries
Alone

Dreams are dreamed
Hope gets Hoped
Love will be loved
And Prayers will unfold

Dear Lord
Let it be so...

Death is nothing to fear
It is but a step into Eternal sphere
It is a new beginnin as an End
draws near
It is the continuating of Life ever more
It is the opening onto a closed door
Death is purpose as to Life is for

Leaving but this mortal stance
Death is merely Life's new dance
In a realm of peace and a new chance
Finding the answer to hidden alms

Death is nothing to fear
As a new day borns a days end near
Simply but the entrance to new years
That is waiting in anticipation clear
Death itself holds no fear

May your Heart take courage
And your Soul
Eternal peace

Whom can tell,
why Life turns on a dime
why tears end up to dwell
in these eyes of mine?
Whom can tell-

Whom will care,
when you find yourself alone
and love leaves while only fear
seems to roam within your soul?
Whom will care-

Who will comfort you,
as these things become real
and these things ring true
as if its all your heart can feel?
Who will comfort you-

When none can be find
Lies creep up to only bind
Turn your eyes not blind
Silence not your mind-
Someone will show,
It just takes prayer and faith to know
His Life He gave up for your own
And He loves you eternally
His strength will lead you home
You wont face this alone.

His voice you will hear
Softly will fall on your ear,
And His touch will echo
Through out your soul:
His name is El Shaddai
And His Love will last forever.
You must not forget
He will paitintly wait
If you only ask.

He will tell
He will care
He will comfort you
When none will be find
All you He will keep,
His love never dies
And His name
is El Shaddai...

As seasons come
Ànd as they go
Within my heart
Within my Soul
There is secrets to be known
And truths told to be own
As seasons come
And as they go

When answers fall
Like withered leaves
When all you keep
Is memories
Like days forgotten
Distant dreams
You'll hear me call
When answers fall
Like withered leaves

If what you seek
And what you need
Like blossoms bloom
On willow trees
Brings you to
Upon your knees
I'll raise you up
If what you seek
And what you need

Remember me
Surrender thee
I will thy keep
And set thine free
Remember me

As seasons come
And as they go
When answers fall
Like withered leaves
If what you seek
And what you need
Remember me
I will thy keep
And set thine free
Together
For
All
Eternity.

Far away,and Long ago
Begins the tale of Now told
And Dreams are dust with pure gold
Keep forever in your hold
Time let's your Heart be bold
Eternal youth to ne"er grow old
And happIness and Peace ten-fold
Finds a place within your Soul
Finds a Home inside your Heart

To never ever eVer part

Far away,and Long ago
Doubt and Fear-just let them go
And happiness and peace ten-fold
Finds a home right in your Soul
Keep the lessons of The Past
Memories that always last
And see at Hand ,now the task
Of letting go-
Don't you know?

Don't you know?

Far away,and Long ago
Trust the Truth,and let it show
Winter brings its whitest snow
Seasons come and Seasons go
LOok unto your Heart and Soul
Seek wisdom there and then you"ll know
Why the choice is letting Go
You only reap that what you sow

You only reap what you sow

Whilst God is in Heaven Home
You and I ought to roam
In footprints that will let us show
The way in which way we must go
To find our Souls eternal Home

To find our Souls eternal home

Far away,and Long ago
Begins the tale of Now told
And Dreams are dust with pure gold
Keep forever in your hold
Time let's your Heart be bold
Eternal youth to ne"er grow old
And happIness and Peace ten-fold
Finds a place within your Soul
Finds a Home inside your Heart


Far away,and Long ago
Trust the Truth,and let it show
Winter brings its whitest snow
Seasons come and Seasons go
LOok unto your Heart and Soul
Seek wisdom there and then you"ll know
Why the choice is letting Go
You only reap that what you sow

Just wrote this, to remind you, pOem


Far away,and Long ago
Trust the Truth,and let it show
Winter brings its whitest snow
Seasons come and Seasons go
LOok unto your Heart and Soul
Seek wisdom there and then you"ll know
Why the choice is letting Go
You only reap that what you sow
Far away and Long ago
Yes

Far away and long ago!!!

"Fear nothing but fear itself",
       Oh why then this storm within myself?
                Is it simply the Great Unknown?
           Or my destiny written out in stone?

Had I but a glimpse into tomorrow
Would that perpetuate my griefly sorrow?
Yet I'm losing the present joy
In my "what iffs"mantra -I seem to enjoy

             Living within the present moment
       Gives you the strength and atonement
       Making ones worries fade throug the                                                  wind
       Finding the courage deep from within

"Fear nothing but fear itself"
Oh how I have laiden my heart to delf!
And ever so gently
Lost sight of blessings a-pleanty

                 And I find myself without hope-
                     And I find it difficult to cope,
                          For I' find whithin myself

                               ( I )
          Fear more-than only Fear itself!!

Days that come and days that go,
the Present not knowing
what the Future holds-
to every smile a Tear must flow,
thats what I truely know.

Feeling lonely feeling sad,
looking for the Hope I had
What I want yet not what I have,
thats where my Heart still beat:

Ive looked at Life
from all sides now,
from win and Loose
and from Faith too-
yet when im feeling Hopeless most,
I find I believe in Hope the most--
                      ---X---

"Death is the embrace into "loves" eternal presence?"

And i write these words to say
That i think of you each day
That in my heart
Is where you'll stay
Always

And i keep this memory alive
Of the days that had gone by
To let you realise
Your place is beside me
For always

And i say this prayer each night
That you'll find the way in light
That you make it home tonight
Here with me
For all time

Dont
Dont you never realy forget
And dont
Dont you hold onto regret
See
See im waiting here for you
You know it always will be true
Forever and ever

And i keep you in my soul
You are making me feel whole
Yesterday ive let just go
Right now is all i own
Forever

And every  tear that i have cried
Is written in me deep inside
Trying to make it through alright
Never longing to hide
For all time

And hope is all i have
That you will just be safe
That you keep up a brave face
When you leave this place
For always

Dont
Dont you never realy forget
And dont
Dont you hold onto regret
See
See im waiting here for you
You know it always will be true
Forever and ever

Remember me
I will love you dearly

Forever and Eternity

Fate collides with destiny
And you and i meet
Visions of a life
That was not ment to be
Dark desires brought to light
Fantasy collide with reality
Dreams come true
In a blink of an eye
Death bestows Eternity
And Life brings forth certainty
Of what was never ment to be
For you nor for me

From up Above
Mercy rain down
like droplets Of Love
Kept in a clove
Droplets of hope
like flight of a dove
Bringing your heart
secrets unkept
Memories stained
in tears that are wept
Lifting your Soul
It carries you home
Guiding light
reflects what is said
Prayer for the journey
The road outstretched
Like stars in the night sky
Shining so bright
Raining down on me
From up Above

Sometimes The Night gets dark
It seems like the Light wont shine
When Life tries to brake your Heart
Be still-it only lasts a little time

Sometimes you feel alone
The silence fights to grip your Soul remember your way back home
God made you to be whole

Sometimes you lose your way
Confused on the path u should take
But Listen-an Angel say:
Your way is already laid

God never promised you no pain
Life is a journey-victory to gain
And just before your Soul wail
God Loves you once again
And God never promised no rain
Behind the clouds the sun remain
And just before your Soul wail
God Loves you once again
Yes
God Loves you once again.

And God opened His hand
And from within He gave His love
It overshadows every sin
Every deed a human can do
It lifts the spirit way up high
It dries every tear thats cried
It is stronger than death
It brings Life and peace abundantly
It replenishes the weary
The downhearted and despair'd
It touches the soul gently
It carries the burden felt
And it lights the path
Laid out
even when the darkness tries to hide it
It brings an eternal promise
That covers all you do
It seperates the truth from out the lie
It wispers soft but clearly
That yes
even in death
It welcomes and guides you home

What if its too late?
What if my Heart brakes?
What if all it takes:
God is abundant in mercy and grace-

Maybe ive lost it all
Maybe im heading for a fall
Maybe the only call:
Gods forgiveness is worthy after all

Lets say the only way
Lets say Hope will stay
Lets say one more day:
Gods Love will never Fade

Imagine no more tears
Imagine gone your fears
Imagine all your years:
God keeps you drawn near

And so

Believe in a new day
Believe that the only way
Believe answered prayers praid
Believe for all He says

So remember

"Every day is written down-
Every word spoken knew
Theres nothing in Life
That God cant bring you through"-

God watch over You
----X----

Say Goodbye
Keeping memories inside,
Say Farewell
Secrets only Time can tell-
For To all things there come an End
Though it feels like it just Begin

Say Goodbye.

Dont cry
Tears that are missing from my eye,
Dont sigh
Lift your gaze upon horizon high-
For To all things there comes a day
When all thats Left-all left to say

Goodbye.

And when you think upon me,
Remember my words I wrote:
To each thing New- something old.
To Live each day
With Promise hold,
Forget not Light upon the Soul
Just whisper:

Goodbye.

May God above,
With Eternal Love
Keep you close
Till Ever off-

I say
Goodbye...

People come into ur life
And at the very start realize
That some will cross upon your path

And some will not

Some will last a long time-
And some will last a while
Yet try to understand

As to why:

"The most insightfull advice
Sometimes come from the one that lasts
Just for the next roll of the dice"

And often good input last for a while
                But kind direction
                    Gives motivation

To just carry on

And yet as this journey of your souls
Purpose
-your dreams and hearts voice

Know Some peOple cant accompany you with

In those moments say:"Goodbye...not farewell"

A goodbye means...i"ll never forget!
A farewell means...i will!

Halloween:Truth or Tricks??
Halloween evolved from "All Hollows" Eve. It originated from the pagan holiday honoring the dead. On All Hallows Eve, the veil between the world of the living and the world of the dead was thin. It allowed the souls of the dead to come back to earth and walk among the living

Halloween is a religious holiday belonging to the Roman Catholic Church. ... The holiday is “All Hallows Day” (or “All Saints Day) and falls in Nov.

Jehovah's Witnesses: They don't celebrate any holidays or even birthdays. Some Christians: Some believe the holiday is associated with Satanism or Paganism, so are against celebrating it. Orthodox Jews: They don't celebrate Halloween due to its origins as a Christian holiday. Other Jews may or may not celebrate it

While the Bible doesn't mention Halloween specifically, it does, of course, have lots to say about the forces of evil. ... Scripture is full of stories where good and evil are pitted against each other, as well as Bible verses that offer wisdom about facing darkness, deception, and fear in your own life.

Samhain (pronounced 'sow'inn') is a very important date in the Pagan calendar for it marks the Feast of the Dead. It is also celebrated by non-Pagans who call this festival Halloween. ... Samhain has been celebrated in Britain for centuries and has its origin in Pagan Celtic traditions.

A few observations:
HALLOWEEN is the most important day of the year for Devil worshippers, according to the founder of the Church of Satan, and everyone else has been urged to avoid celebrating this “dark” day

Anton LaVey founded the Church of Satan in the US in 1966.

He was the country’s most prominent Satanist up until his death in 1997 and authored several books, including The Satanic Bible, The Satanic Rituals, The Satanic Witch, The Devil's Notebook, and Satan Speaks.
In the Satanic Bible, Mr LaVey wrote: "After one's own birthday, the two major Satanic holidays are Walpurgisnacht (May 1st) and Halloween.”

Walpurgisnacht, or Saint Walpurgis Night, is a German annual event which is known in German Folklore as Witches Night.

Even today, the Church of Satan recognises Halloween as an extremely important day for evil.

The occultists’ website states: “Satanists embrace what this holiday has become...

(Narrator):"Dark the moon turn
behind the cloudy nightsky
A night to unholy
To be-
And from nowhere a bloodcurdling
scream can be heard
As if the dead suddenly
awoke from their sleep.
And its cheering that sounds
upon the wind
Its the night of unholy
Placed on one's mind.
Its the return of the Prince
Of all Darkness abide
Its His time to up rise
with his demons at side,
Awoken once more
to walk this mortal plain
Satisfaction to gain
And destruction to bind.
Those who still live
Those lost and out of time..
Hear now these words
Raised to the sky
And decide for yourself
If its true or a lie"

(Prince of Darkness):"It tis time
It tis time
How long have we wait
To gather each soul
That the Lord cannot take-
Those who have chosen
To merrily celebrate
The 31st day of Old Halo's gate.
Our doorway from Hell
To this mortal place
To entrap and enchant
those old and still young
Who foolishly join in such unholy fun"

(Demon):"Master of great,
lord of the earth
Why have you chosen
To find who is worth?
Is it not all who decide in to join
The souls who believe
Tonight is rebirth
Of You who are fallen
Its whom they will serve?"

(Prince of Darkness):Indeed
It is so
As you have been told
Magic uprise from
beneath the earth-
Bringing to life
Those who deserve
The slavery chains
Cast on mind and on body,
Its is why I have come
And it is everybody."

(Demon):"My lord
We await
For your voice and your charge
To evoke terror
Inside of their hearts-
Speak but once only
And thy will we will do,
Gather the souls
Of every such fool."

(Narrator):"So awaits the spawn
From Hell thats been born,
To comply with the order
Of the Prince they serve-
To mark the souls
Of the mortal beings
To cast out the ones
In the joining of birth
The Prince and his follow
To sweep the whole earth.
On this the night
Known as Old Halo'eve
Celebrated with
the utmost disbelief,
Of what its true purpose
Realy means
And why its the choice
To deceive.
To gather the
Rich,the poor
All agreed
That the night of Old Halo
Means nothing indeed."

(Prince of Darkness):"Those who choose
to turn a deaf ear
Gather them close
And draw them all near.
Thy soul and thine mind
Now belongst to Me
Set loose all you demons
And relish in cheer-
For great the numbers
Will fall unto me
Of men and of women
And child born as well
It will bring each one
To the pit  of  Hell.
And forever they'll be ******"

(Narrator):"And such is the fable
Told from old
And listen once more
As your eyes cannot see
The true deceit
Known as
Halloween"...
--------------X-------------

(Narrator):Once a Year
When the Moon turns black
On a Night not so Holy
Rise from beneath
Summond to Life
The Devil"s own company

(Dark Voice):"Tis the Night",shouts a voice
"Tis OLD HALO"s EVE"...

And Every Spirit malicious
Every Demon rise cheer:
"Tis the Birthday of Satan
On the 31 st day of this month
Of the year"

(Satan):"Be Calm,my dear children,
Dont cowar in Fear-
It is Halloween
And MY birthdate is here"


(Narrator):Unbeknown,the Mortal folks gear
Up for the festive seasonal cheer-
"Trick or Treat",sounDS the echo"s
Of every child young and old
Whilst the grown ups prepare
For a "masqerade" hold

The witches and druids
The highest  of  priests
(Unbeknownst to Humans)
Cast a Spell in the breeze
And as Night falls down
And the Moon turns black,
The Devil himself says:

"Its Good to be Back"

"Calm my children
Tis not the Time Yet,
Soon I shall havoc wreck -
Uponst each Soul
That so foolishly cheer
On this the Unholiest
Night of the Year"

"Turn their Hearts
And capture their minds
Fill the sky with Death-
I shall soon myself rear,
Upon the Throne
In Hell proclaimed-
These Pityfull Souls
I shall all ordain

As MINE,Eternally!"

"Christ has his day
And this one be MINE-
So carry on cheering
As I rule Divine-
The Prince of all Darkness
I WILL HAVE MY TIME!!!!"

(Narrator):So...
Dear Reader
Think upon this-
Is Halloween all it proclaim that it is?
Think carefull where this tradition
Exist,
Does it truely live
In the Heart of a Christian?
Or is it:

The Devil"s Exist....

What is happiness?
Where does itcom3 from?

he roam the earth unending
seek only to proclaim
that whilst a third of heaven
cast down upon this plain
with those left to remain

his pride had been his fall
once brightest morning star
his longing to attain
the title of the great
"I am" in vain

his fate has been secured
his reign but all thats given
no place left up in Heaven
the earth his only lure
mankind but to endure

the title of deceiver
the father of the lie
since when the dawn of time
mankind but denied
through sin and disobedience
forfit from paradise
to only work through struggle
to live only to die

and many follow he obtain
like the sand upon the sea
through hate and disobedience
a while that he is free
from all four corners
of the earth
his terror will succeed
to corrupt the minds with evil
of old and young to be
left behind indeed

BUT

He who is Eternal
He whom cast him down
With fire rain from heaven
upon the wicked crowd
yes,He whose fate he sealed
will wipe him from the earth
his place reserved through judgement
demise his only worth
and cast into the abyss
for all eternity
By He who is omnipotent
To whom His name the glory
Redeemer and our saviour
The way,the truth,the Life
Yes
He whom is the beginning
And the never ending
He who had but died
And once again had rise

For all Eternity...