love is radiating
illuminate me as the sun
deep, intense, intoxicating
it warms me through
blood pulsing
deep down to my core
washing over me
a ripple a wave a tide
fluidity in motion

We spend so little time together
It's hard to know what I feel
Is it the loneliness of being together
Which side of this is real

Time spent apart and drinking
Can't be a positive start
I'm afraid at the rate we are going
All of this might fall apart

Release the pain and burden inside of me.
Release the lost hope and withered dreams.
Release the hate and heartache
Release what was and never to be

Release the expectations
                ...of love and loss and resentment

Just know
I can turn you into a puddle of love
With only my body,
I am a magician.
But please I ask you share this
Magic with me.
Let me take you on this ride,
Although I beg you don't give up
The reigns
I need your support as well.
**** me like there's no tomorrow,
Put that smile on my face that you revel in,
Because it's a sign you did a job
well done.
Feel me quiver around you,
These pulses I have no control of.

I will tell you I've never felt this way
And it's true
But it's also not.
I've felt it before,
But it's different with you...
It's stronger,
It's better,
It's more mature.
You get the best of me:
Because whatever came first
Obviously wasn't worth it
because I am here
with you
now.

Oh your smile
How it can light my day.
I doubt you have any clue
The power that it holds
                                         over me.

The lack of which
You will never understand
How it can affect my soul
                                        so intensely.

There's something in your eyes
         So bright and yet so dark
I have yet to grasp
what it is you hold inside
           that can make that shift
                                         so remarkable.

There is no gray area
only a very intense dichotomy
            But I want to know
                     what that intense stare
                                          signifies...