Dear one drink too many,
It seems that you want to hurt me.
Like it's your art, your passion-
You are good at poking me-
it's breaking me.
(I know you hurt)
It's our foundation breaking down.
These foundations I thought were strong, strong enough for the **** thrown at them.
But that foundation breaks down everytime
Brick by brick, I'm afraid it's weak now.
what did we build this on, actually?
I know that you know pain,
Far beyond what I can comprehend.
(Please don't push me away)
I know pain in a different way,
One of constant neglect
and of being a non necessity .
Please don't make me feel unnecessary
I know you don't NEED me,
But I don't want to feel un-needed-
-anymore.
Please
Love, s.