Sane manic faceless disgrace with an eraseless mask to hide the panic thinking about my disgraceless past
I break down so fast
That my mind won’t last
I’m failing to recognize the peace that’s currently happening cause my pieces separate and realize there’s no happiness to be found
My family a ghost town, my friends make no sound, no lover to be queen to my crown
Maybe I’m too young being obscene, it’s profound
Probably jumping the gun to the trigger I found
Only an empty clip and a harlots heart
I guess that’s what I get for shooting in the dark

Torches, lighters, gasoline and fires.
Burn down the bridges and watch the flames get higher
Shut your mouth friend, that’s all from you I desire
The rest of our interactions  I only see as attire
Lonely the longer the conversation goes, you feel so distant
I just want want to remember how important you are
Remember our friendship

Amongst the ****** of crow off to the show
far apart a dove has better know not to go rather stay here
Hello.

Scar my mind
Afar from a savior but I still have time
I need to find other’s help, I can’t save myself from this crime
But the facade has lasted so long I can’t just convert the blind
They’ll think there’s a truth past it to find
But if I don’t find someone, there will be no time.

Stuck in a hall
The mental fall
lights filled the air until I saw
depressive law
my friends in it's oppressive jaw
Can't just observe I need to stall
Got to find a way to save you all
gotta find a way to save the day before you're taken in a haze of raze
I will amaze, I panic, set myself ablaze even if I lose myself in this manic maze I'd rather die before I see your graves
I'll do anything to make sure I see your face
I'll do anything so you aren't viewed as a disgrace
I'll do anything for your meaning to be imbued in your depressive pace
I'd be singing but I'm mute
Angel sinning, bit Eden's fruit
Neither of us are winning but I care more for you
Two sides of a dissolving coin, that's half the story of the two.

When the stars fall
I’ll be with you
I’ll light the skies
If the moon dies and leaves you behind
Just come with me, I’ll be your eyes
Shall the sun not rise, I’ll light the world
Till my demise
The stars fall when you’re around. Joy fills my ears, their is no sound.
Trapped in your mind, leave me behind. No value now, for you to find. No pulse on me, there is no sign
You’re all alone, I’ve gone back home
Stuck with your troubles
You can’t stay calm, bring my lamp
And carry on.

I can't find the rest of the water in me
Lost searching for the inner meaning
Stuck in pointless thinking, sinking
Only halfway down than it hit me, reality
Only half a face and the rest a hollow disgrace
A mask I use to hide a trace,
Of fear that might show cause if it's hidden no one will know
that I've lost my soul but this mask comes with a toll
Water, now let me use the rest to paint the act
A young kid struck trying to a meaning to his mind. He searches in the stage till he finds out he must hide his intentions no matter the price. So he puts on the mask and flaunts it’s envied beauty as he looks in the crowd only to see strife. The audience is displeased at his vacant self care and now he’s realized he wants to please the crowd.
That, is my life.

Timeless trifles occupy my eyes as
I break down issues stuck inside my ill-mind.
But with this thought, it’s too dreadful to put aside
Hollow hope we do all yet fail at flying
and most deaths we leave their grave alone and crying
as they lose their legacy and all of their pointless trying
how could we just let their efforts fade as it beckons to be learnt for their mistakes and accomplishments
only for us to do everything they did but once again
Their gravestones get destroyed more and more every year as we neglect something we always claim to always fear
Yet we’re repetitions stuck in the past
and the future unwilling to remember
If history continues to repeat itself we will not last

Light the stage and ready the curtains
In short time this glorious show will begin

I can't find the rest of the water in me
Lost searching for the inner meaning
Stuck in pointless thinking, sinking
Only halfway down than it hit me, reality
Only half a face and the rest a hollow disgrace
A mask I use to hide a trace
Of fear that might show cause if it's hidden no one will know
that I've lost my soul but this mask comes with a toll
Water

Lights, lovers, I want the fame
Bright face and it to cover, guess there's only me to blame
But since the start jealousy’s lead my city
Oh so pretty
Locked in a trance, don’t give me pity.
For now I’m falling
Hope sprawling
Take me back home, I’m crawling
Don’t be sorry, there is no worry
I’m getting out of here, but I’m in no hurry
Cause if I run the spotlights will follow
They guilt me back, oh so shallow
And now my meanings are hollow
I will return to my hometown with my pride, I swallow.

I am on fire
Seas need to drench me, dire
conspire against the sun and I'll try harder
consume my body in painless addiction, water

Mentally trapped in torture, you're stuck
Glowing blood, they're staring at you from the dark
In hallways and every way, judgement will follow like a shark
Burning down your confidence and weakening your heart
Breathing down your neck toward your neon scar
Breaking you down from however far
Making you ashamed for past regrets
Reminding you of luminescent mistakes
Caging you, you can't get away
Locked in a loop, they won't let you escape

Broken stars fade back to the shadows. Pitch black eyes gaze where the light set its grave in the valleys.
Waiting for its glow to reappear to revive the stars and keep the lone traveler from sleeping.
Nightmares plague the night and destroy our hopes.
Stars crusade the shadows and purge the unreasonable of the dreams.
Only for the shadows to appear again to keep the equilibrium.

Light shining, the Sun is falling yet we still try to mimic its glow
Trying to outshine the Sun
Jealousy has only begun
Lunar’s lies making beliefs that death isn’t where we’re done
We’re the brightest thing to ever burn so we made false lights to mask our deaths, for we’re terrified of the shadows consuming our luminous eyes and dimming our hope.

I’m stuck in the back seat
Headlights off this time
Driver going to through darker streets
No turning back now
Glowing eyes looking at me through the mirror
He stared and said
That by the end of the moon I will disappear
I will never see the sun again
But I can’t get out the car I’m locked in fear
I can’t see down the road it must be dark my friend
You’re driving me to the abyss
Where you had been
You’re driving us off a cliff
Where darkness will descend
I welcome myself back to my minds rift
Back to depression

Showering down on me
Rain pouring right through the trees
Hollow wood doing nothing, it feels like the sea
I'm stuck in my memory, yet I can not dry off my things
still stuck soaking wet, only consumed in regret
every sentence on my mind, I want to reset
like I can't see past the rain to the cloud, I don't know how
like I can't stop being drenched by my thoughts, not even now
like my mind's only regressing, sinking in the grass
losing myself in water, I'm stuck in the past

I'm not innocent but I'm certainly not contempt
It
Gets harder not to go to addiction
Instead my issues are written
Ink bleeding from this pen
gloomy thoughts only make me want to write again
I said
It's hard to keep my life together
My emotion's lost in the weather
Unpredictable but it's not getting better
Love forgotten to memories, rusted treasure
It feels like I've drowned again but I never
My heart lost in seas, forever.

You take out your own eyes and make them see why glory’s godless.
Acted in shadows to consume our lust, a mask meant to turn our eyes to water but only to destroy our faces, porcelain takes our mouths and twist smiles through gritted teeth and a spot light to shine out the pain. Crowds of smiles and through it all a frown that shakes the wearers to a reality. Cracks shall consume their faces as we watch life unravel its own lies and see why Glory’s Godless.

Liars, addicts, killers and thieves. We all have something, something we need, reveling in the pain as you bleed, addictions planted in your head, planted a seed. Now you’re lying in bed, there's something you need, something to make that itch go, something to give you a show. Something to **** your mind into a slow. Sounds beating your head till you go.  Caught in a needle one that you’ve known. One that feels home, one that numbs those pains into stone. But those are unknown, it’s eating what’s on your mind and now it’s over blown, side effects shown, just one more time, no.